An X-Files AU Mulder/Krycek
By Orithain and Nicole S.
Rating: NC-17 for m/m sex
Archive: Okay to TER/MA, allslash, and All Things Rat. Anywhere
else, please ask us first.
Series: First in a series
Status: New, Complete
WARNING: This is set in a prison and contains violence, sex and
hard time. You have been duly warned.
Disclaimer: We all know that they don't belong to us, and we promise
to put them back when we're done.
Note: We had this story in mind even before we finished Interrogation,
but its appearance *now* is a direct result of Aries' several-times-daily
chants of "HC HC HC HC HC..." I guess that makes it
yours, hon! :)
Story Summary: Hard Time for Alex who finds himself in the Pen
By Orithain and Nicole
The metal bars of the jail cell slammed shut in front of Alex
Krycek's face with a loud thud and clang. His tongue flicked to
the cut he recently received on his lip during his orientation
this afternoon. It had included a shower, a medical exam, fingerprints
and a full, thorough strip search, and although Alex had had them
before, he resisted. A few solid punches later by the guards,
and he was bent over with someone's latex- covered digit up his
He stood there for a second in his new home, holding his blanket,
pillow, sheet, toilet paper and other limited supplies he had
been given. He put his bunk together then started putting his
other things away. It didn't take long.
He looked down at the lower bunk where his cell-mate was lying.
The guard told him his name was Tom, but he looked more like a
slug than a human being. He had gotten here two years ago, serving
fifteen years for dealing. This person was a quivering mass of
agony and pain, his body wracked by coughs and muscle spasms.
They had had a shakedown just before he was going to fix today,
and they took his heroin. Without his fix, Tom was in full withdrawal,
and Alex sensed a long night of coughing and vomiting lay ahead
of them. Usually, when they found drugs, they threw the prisoner
in the hole, but Alex guessed they thought a junkie going through
withdrawal and a fish would be an interesting combination. Tom
was curled up on his bare mattress, in the fetal position, head
hanging over the side. A small stream of saliva and puke ran from
his lips to pool on the floor. Alex smirked to himself. //This
guy isn't going to be any trouble, but if he keeps me up all night,
I'll beat his fucking head in.//
Alex finished putting his meager possessions away and stood at
the bars to his cell, looking down the length of *A* block. A
shudder ran through him as he realized that this wasn't some pussy
joint like holding, this was hard time in a Federal Maximum Security
Prison. He nearly panicked but caught himself; any sign of weakness
and some rustler would be on his ass in a flash. His eyes flicked
to the cell directly across from his for a brief second, not wanting
to make eye contact.
"What the fuck you lookin' at, fish?"
Alex didn't say anything; instead he lowered his eyes and head
"Dontchu look over here, fish, I got my eye on you."
Alex stood at his bars, eyes to the floor, with his arms folded
across his chest. He was giving the guy a way to win but showed
him that he wasn't letting his guard down.
When he was in holding, he had started fights with the smaller
guys, trying to prove his power. He was so angry that he was incarcerated,
so furious at himself for being stupid enough to get himself into
this mess, that he took out his rage on anyone who looked at him
the wrong way. He kept that up until that gang-banger came in
and kicked his ass so bad he was in the infirmary for ten days.
They even had to reschedule his court date due to his injuries.
After that, Alex had learned his lesson, getting into fights only
when he absolutely had to, to defend himself. Here he'd have to
keep his nose clean; you piss one guy off and his whole posse
would be on your ass. He didn't know how we was going to survive
in here alone, but there was no way in hell that he was going
to become some guy's bitch just for protection. He'd rather die,
and he knew that it might just come to that.
Alex got on his bunk and stared at the ceiling. The bunk moved
with the junkie's spasms, shaking both men. He closed his eyes
and tried to sleep but couldn't. As he had done almost every night
for six months, all he could think about was what got him here.
"It's your round, Luke." Alex slammed his now empty
beer bottle on the table before wiping his mouth with the back
of his hand.
"Slow down, Alex, we've got all night."
"Which is all the reason to drink more!'
"Yeah, Don, Alex is going to be an FBI agent this time next
month, we have to celebrate."
"Yeah, by this time next month, I'll be putting the bad guys
Alex beamed at his high-school buddies and gave them both a high-five.
Luke and Don had driven up here to surprise him before he graduated
from Quantico. He missed this, being with his buddies out getting
drunk. For the past four years, he had been hitting the books
and getting top marks so he could be a g-man, something he had
Another round was brought to their table, then another, and still
another, the three men getting drunker and drunker. Finally, they
were cut off by the bartender, almost ending up in a fistfight.
"Yer an asshole, you know that?" Don screamed at the
bartender as the other two led him away.
"'S'no big deal, I know a better bar down the street,"
Alex slurred. "C'mon, let's go."
"Fuckin' moron," Don grumbled as he followed Alex and
They had walked about a block down the street when they were stopped
by Luke. "You see that?"
"You see that? Those two guys kissing up there."
"In that doorway."
"Yeah, fuckin' fags."
The three men stalked the two in the doorway, unnoticed. One of
the men went inside the building, and the other, a blonde, turned
to walk away. Alex and his friends caught up to them.
The man stopped and looked at the three drunken men, his mouth
broadening into a nervous smile. "Hey."
The three men remained silent.
"Can I help you?" the blonde asked. "Do you need
directions or something?"
"Yeah, we need help all right," Luke slurred. "Help
keeping faggots like you away from decent people."
The blonde suddenly realized that he might be in trouble and started
to back away, but he was too late. Dan punched him in the gut,
and as he folded over, Alex landed a blow on his chin. The blonde
gasped loudly as he dropped to the ground, passing out instantly.
"Fuckn' fag," Luke slurred. "Lookit that, he just
dropped like a ton of bricks." Luke slapped his hands together
loudly, to emphasize his point. He kicked the blonde on the ground
in the ribs. "C'mon, a real man would fight me. Get up and
Alex and Dan were laughing at the man lying motionless on the
street, so drunk they didn't notice the flashing lights of the
cop car that had approached them.
That was six months ago. The blonde, Jamie Ryder, was a 32-year-old
man who had just walked his partner, Michael, home from the movies.
Jamie Ryder was now dead. Either a strange coincidence or bad
luck, probably the shock of the assault, made Jamie have a heart
attack with the first blow.
When Alex and his friends were arrested, it was for simple assault
at first, but then the officer tried to take Ryder's pulse as
they waited for the ambulance to arrive and found out he was dead.
"You know what, boys?" the policeman yelled through
the window of the cruiser at Alex and Don, making sure that Luke,
in the other police car, could also hear. "It's your lucky
day, fellas, you just got upgraded to murder one. This guy's dead."
In court, Alex swore, truthfully, he didn't remember anything
that happened after the bar. The charges had been downgraded to
manslaughter due to the heart condition Jamie had, but it still
meant hard time.
All three men were convicted and sentenced to the maximum term.
His buddies got to go to the lower security State prison. The
judge gave Alex an extra five years to be served in Federal Prison
due to the fact that he was just shy of being a law enforcement
officer. The judge said that Alex needed more *thinking time*
than the others.
Alex had had plenty of time to think all right, plenty of time
to think of Jamie Ryder. He thought of what he had done to that
man just because he was gay. He still didn't like gays, but somehow
that feeling was now muted. Ryder had been an engineer; he had
a family, friends, people who loved him. He volunteered time to
community groups. He had a dog. And now, because of Alex and his
friends, he was dead. Alex had seen the anger and pain in the
eyes of Ryder's mother and father and his sister. He'd seen that
and pure hatred in the eyes of his lover; he dreamed of those
eyes every night.
He also had time to think about how he had fucked up his life
and his career with one stupid act. He was top of his class at
Quantico; he would have graduated with honors. He was going to
go straight from graduation into a special unit so secret that
no one knew about it but he and his supervisor. But that was all
gone now. Now he was just a number among a sea of numbers, a criminal,
and nothing he did mattered to anyone.
The lights were turned off, and Alex was left in the dark with
his thoughts and Tom spewing his guts out in the stainless steel
commode. He sighed and rolled over on his side, wishing he hadn't
done what he had done, and wishing he was somewhere else.
Fox Mulder walked his beat through the kitchen and dining hall,
his hand on his belt, senses alert for any activity. Guards on
the floor were weaponless, but the hand on the belt made it look
like he had something to reckon with.
He had been here three years as a corrections officer in D Block,
Leavenworth and Joliet before that. He knew the ropes better than
any of the other COs in this place; that's why he got moved up
to the kitchen. Two guards were caught stealing supplies and selling
them, leaving two spaces for him and another guard to move into.
Mulder took his place along the wall of the dining hall and watched
the inmates file in to get their breakfast, watching to make sure
that no trouble started in line. As with other prisons, senior
officers, including the warden, were available to talk to during
meal breaks. This was so the prisoners could air their beefs out
in the open and not be looked upon as snitches.
He looked at them, one by one, grabbing their trays, cutlery,
then food as they methodically took their places at the tables.
As in all other institutions, the prisoners segregated themselves.
Blacks sat with blacks, whites with whites, latinos with latinos.
The Aryan Brotherhood sat together, the wiseguys all sat together...it
was all a part of prison life, fitting in with a group; there
was safety in numbers.
One by one they got their meals and sat with their little groups
and chatted, making deals, carrying on with their criminal activities,
even on the inside. Mulder's eyes narrowed as he saw who he had
been looking for - Alex Krycek.
Alex Krycek was scum of the earth as far as Fox Mulder was concerned.
When Alex had killed Jamie Ryder, he also killed Fox Mulder's
best friend's lover.
When Mulder had seen Alex's name on the list of new inmates, he
knew this was his time to get revenge for Jamie's death. He had
crafted a plan, and now he just had to do one more thing before
it was put in place.
Alex was scared but fought hard not to let it show on the outside.
He followed the other inmates to the dining hall and through the
line at breakfast, taking his food and carrying his tray to the
tables. He didn't know where to sit or what to do. Everyone knew
he was a fish, and Alex knew he shouldn't look vulnerable. He
thought back to his criminology classes at Quantico; they taught
him the psychology of criminals, the activity of criminals, but
never how to *be* a criminal. He picked a table almost empty of
people and sat at the end. Maybe if he sat by himself, everyone
would leave me alone.
He had just sat down when he heard a voice, "Krycek, isn't
Alex looked up into the face of a man who appeared to be in his
sixties but was probably younger. An obviously hard life had etched
deep wrinkles into his face. He smelled of cigarettes, even across
"What's it to you?"
"May I?" The man motioned to the seat opposite of him.
"I don't care." Alex dug into his food, ignoring the
man across from him.
"You know, Krycek...or may I call you Alex?" Alex shrugged
and continued to look at his food.
"Alex, your first time in prison can be a scary one. I can
offer you protection."
"I don't need protecting."
"Oh, but I think you do." The man paused to light a
cigarette. "Do you remember your altercation last night when
you first got here?"
"I didn't *altercate* with anyone."
"The gentleman whose cell is across from yours seems to think
so. He doesn't like people looking at him. That's why the bunk
in your new home was vacant." The man took a drag on his
cigarette. "You see, the former occupant of your home used
to look over at this gentleman quite regularly. He didn't like
it and let that fact be known. He has just gotten out of a two
month stint in the hole, and he's still angry. Unfortunately,
Alex, your house assignment coincided with his untimely return.
Now he wants to do the same to you. He is clearly insane, but
no one here cares."
Alex felt sick to his stomach; he had been here just shy of twelve
hours, and already he had a death threat. "So, what's it
"As I said, I can offer you protection." The man took
a long drag on his cigarette. "For a price."
"I don't suck cock"
"Did I imply any such thing?"
"Look, I don't know who you are, but I'm not going to be
your fuck-toy. You can find yourself another slave."
"I don't need a *fuck-toy*, Alex. I need someone to run errands
for me from time to time. To deliver messages, if you will."
Alex looked at his food and moved it around on his tray. He knew
he needed protection in here; he couldn't be out there in general
population alone with no one to back him up. Then again, he didn't
want to suck anyone's dick or be their slave. And even if he had
been willing to, this guy sure wouldn't be his choice.
The bell rang, indicating breakfast was over. The man got to his
feet. "Think about it, Alex, I'll be waiting."
Alex didn't say anything. He instead got to his feet and shuffled
out of the dining hall and back to his cell. When he got back
to his house, he saw the man who lived across from him waiting
outside his door.
Alex ignored him and tried to get inside his house, but the man
blocked his path.
"I'm talking to you, fish."
Alex kept his gaze downward as he stood before the man.
"You had no right to scope me out last night, fish. You had
no right to fucking look at me. You some fucking fag or something?"
Alex tried to keep calm, but his temper got the better of him,
he looked the other man in the eye. "I'm not a fag."
"Yeah, then why were you scoping me out?"
"I wasn't looking at you." Alex's voice was low, his
"Bullshit." The man pushed him backwards. "You
want my ass, fag? You want me? 'Cause you can't have me. I'll
be fucking your ass before you get to me." He pushed Alex
again, the rage making his face red.
Suddenly the man struck Alex on the cheek, making Alex's teeth
shake to their roots. Alex struck back, getting the man in the
belly before punching up under his chin. The man was no match
for Alex, who had extensive training in self-defense. Soon, the
other man was lying on the floor, unconscious, bleeding from his
mouth. He didn't notice the flurry of activity around him until
the guards wrestled him to the ground. The guards soon had him
cuffed and in their possession, dragging him up to the Lieutenant's
office to see what fate beheld him. They knocked on the door.
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The two guards shoved Alex through the door and forced him into
a chair in front of a large desk covered in neat stacks of files.
The man sitting behind the desk was a large, bald man with glasses.
The plaque on the front of the desk said "Walter Skinner."
The man finished what he was doing before looking up at Alex,
his face expressionless.
"Who do we have here?"
"Alex Krycek, sir, prisoner number 85312961. He was caught
fighting with Fitzpatrick."
"Krycek, huh?" Skinner rummaged through the files on
his desk until he found the one he was looking for. He opened
it, looked it over then looked up at the prisoner before him.
"You've only been here one day, boy."
Alex remained silent.
"One day and you're beating on a member of the Irish Clan?
Are you retarded or just stupid?"
Alex remained expressionless, but his insides were quivering,
and he felt as if he was going to throw up. He had no idea that
guy was part of a gang; he would have left him alone if he did.
"Quantico, top of your class." Skinner shook his head,
"You're a smart guy, Krycek, how'd you end up in here?"
Skinner said as much to himself as to Alex. "Beating up people...manslaughter...trouble
Skinner looked up at Alex, crossed his arms in front of his chest
and sat back. "I'm putting you in the hole for a week. I
was going to make it three days, but the Irish need to calm down,
or they're going to kill you. I also want you to enroll in an
anger management course, something you should have done a long
Skinner signed something with a flourish then nodded to the guards.
Alex was dragged out of the office, through a door, and down a
flight of stairs to the hole. The hole was a block of solitary
cells, where the lights were never turned off. You were provided
with a bucket for feces and urine, and that was all. The guards
pushed Alex into his cell, where he landed with a groan on the
floor. He sat down in the cleanest corner in the room, the one
farthest away from the door with the small window in it, put his
face in his hands, and started sobbing.
Fox Mulder smirked to himself when he found out Alex Krycek was
in the hole already, for kicking one of the Irish' ass no less.
//He's either stupid or has a death wish,// he thought to himself.
He held the new roster for the kitchen staff in his hand; Alex
Krycek's name was on it. It was no small feat getting him on that
list; inmates were rewarded with jobs in the kitchen, and Krycek
had just gotten here. It paid the best and held the highest prestige.
Mulder knew Krycek would probably get into a few scraps before
his first week was out with people on the waiting list, but he
didn't care. Actually, beating on one of the Irish Clan worked
in Alex's favour to get along with the others. The Italians, who
ran the kitchen, hated the Irish, and this would reflect well
Krycek and three others would start in the kitchen a week after
Krycek got out of the hole. Unfortunately, Tagerelli, who ran
the place, didn't like it.
"What the fuck you shaking things up for?"
"You keep bitching about being under staffed, and now when
I give you some more people, you're complaining."
"They ain't Italian, Mulder."
"So what? You don't have a choice in the matter, Tagarelli;
everyone gets rotated sooner or later."
"I run this fucking kitchen."
"And I run this fucking joint. The new guys are coming, whether
you like it or not." Mulder walked away from the Italian,
grateful he didn't have a wife or family that could be hurt on
A week passed and Alex was let out of the hole. At the beginning
he was scared, then he was mad, now he was just tired. He had
hardly slept the whole time, with the lights on and no mattress.
Finally, they let him out of there so he could go back to his
own House. He detoured to the showers then returned to his cell,
where he was met by the old man again.
"How did you enjoy your time in the hole, Alex? Did you think
about my offer?"
"You know, Alex, the Irish Clan have been talking about you.
They are quite angry that you hurt one of their people. There
is a bounty on your head." The man bent his head and lit
a cigarette, taking a long drag before speaking again. "With
my protection, they will leave you alone."
"Look, I told you, I don't want to be your bitch; look for
some other guy to suck your cock."
"And I told you, Alex, I don't want sexual favours. I need
someone to perform certain duties for me. Duties that your training
and background will suit most favourably."
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"You were training to be an FBI agent, Alex. I could use
your expertise on a few jobs."
Alex sighed and leaned against the wall. He did need some sort
of ally in here.
"What kind of jobs?"
"Little things. When the time comes, I'll let you know."
//Fuck!// "I don't have to suck your, or anyone else's, cock?"
"I assure you, that is not part of the plan."
"I'm not doing your fucking laundry or cleaning up after
"Again, Alex, that's not why I require your presence."
Alex muttered under his breath for a minute, "All right."
"I'm glad, Alex." He held out his hand, "My name
is Spender. CGB Spender. Everyone calls me the Smoking Man."
Alex tried to keep calm as he shook the man's hand. He knew he
should have paid more attention to the man's face and tried to
think of who he could be. He never expected the Smoking Man though.
The Smoking Man was a notorious serial killer, who had killed
people for sport. He would kidnap young men and women, make them
run through the forest at night and hunt them with a bow and arrow.
When the FBI found the bodies, they had cigarette butts creatively
stowed in their bodies, hence the term *Smoking Man*. He had killed
32 people by the time they arrested him twenty years ago. He was
serving 32 life sentences; he would never leave this place while
he was still breathing. The pictures Alex had been shown of him
at Quantico were grainy and from the '70s. His hair was longer,
and he had looked younger, a lot younger than he did now.
Alex took the man's hand and shook it.
"Very good, Alex. Now, put a request in with Lieutenant Skinner
and have yourself transferred to my cell."
Alex put in the request, but before it was approved, he had to
have another meeting with Skinner. Skinner thought Spender was
trying to put the moves on Krycek, but Krycek was determined to
move, and all Skinner could do was to warn him about people preying
on fish. With the warning, he let Alex relocate his things.
The Irish Clan were going to move on Alex that evening, but when
they saw him move his things into Spender's cell, they backed
off. Unknown to Alex, a few years ago Spender had done the same
thing. He had found a young man, willing to run his errands, and
one of the Latino gangs beat him up. The next day, one of the
gang members went missing. They found him weeks later, dismembered
and stuffed in garbage bags. No one fucked with Spender or his
It was that night that Alex got the word that he was to be working
in the kitchen. He reported for duty a week later to Tagarelli
at 4:00 a.m.
"I don't want no fucking shit from any of you. You fuck with
me and I'll fuck you right back, you all got that?" Tagerelli
stalked in front of his new *employees*, barking out his rules.
"No stealing, no spitting, no bullshit. You do your job and
you keep the fuck outta my way. Got that?"
No one made a sound.
"Good. Now you're all on dish detail until I say otherwise.
No moaning or fucking groaning, or your ass is outta here, and
someone else can take your place."
The men got to work, washing dishes, stacking trays, and preparing
for the morning meal. Alex did what he was told and kept his mouth
shut. He was grateful to be working here and to have something
to do all day rather than sit around breathing in second hand
smoke from his new *friend*.
Spender was creepy. He talked creepy, he acted creepy, he looked
creepy. Alex didn't like him or trust him. So far, his errands
had consisted of going down to the commissary to buy the old guy
cigarettes and hard candy. It was a wonder he had any teeth left
in his mouth the rate he chewed that shit and smoked.
The first wave of people came in for breakfast, Alex was kept
busy getting the trays clean and back in rotation as soon as possible.
He was so busy he didn't notice the guard wandering through the
"Everything okay, Tagarelli, your new people working out?"
"Yeah, they're working out."
Mulder took another walk through the kitchen, looking his target
up and down before leaving to supervise the inmates eating.
Alex was tired. He had never worked so hard in his life. Quantico
was a breeze compared to this place. He had never had to do manual
labour before, and his back and arms ached from lifting the heavy
baskets of trays out of the dishwasher. His feet were killing
him from standing all day. Thanks to his parents' money, he had
never even had to do this kind of job in highschool, for godsakes.
He wearily walked back to his home, where the old man was waiting
"Enjoy your first day, Alex?"
"I guess so. It's hard work."
"Of course it is. Tell me, did anything exciting happen today?"
"No. Just dirty trays, clean trays, that's about it."
"Let me know if anything interesting pops up."
Alex shrugged, "Sure." //No fucking way am I gonna snitch
for you,// Alex thought as he stretched out on his bunk.
"I'm out of cigarettes, Alex."
Alex groaned, "I can't move, I'm too tired."
Suddenly, the old man was upon him, grabbing him by the collar.
"I said, 'I am out of cigarettes, Alex!'"
Alex looked into the milky white blue eyes of the old man, his
bad breath assaulting his nostrils. He swallowed.
"I provide protection for you for simple tasks like this.
Would you rather I turned you out in gen pop by yourself? Do you
want to go up against the Irish again, because next time you'll
loose without me. Do not fuck with me, Alex, is that clear?"
Alex remained silent.
"I said, is that clear, Alex?"
"Good. Now get me my fucking cigarettes. NOW!" the old
man hissed at Alex.
Alex scrambled off of his bunk and got him his cigarettes from
the commissary. When he got back, he found the old man sitting
on the solitary stool connected to the metal desk waiting for
"Ah, my cigarettes. Thank you, Alex." He took the carton
from Alex as if nothing had happened.
"You're welcome," Alex said barely above a whisper,
climbing on top of his bunk. He lay there until he had to get
down for count, then lights out. He tried to sleep, but he was
too freaked out by this old man. He knew he was between a rock
and a hard place, and so did the smoking man. He just hoped that
he didn't have to do anything too awful for him.
Alex sighed and rolled over onto his side and lay there, staring
at the brick wall of his cell until sleep claimed him a few hours
Fox Mulder watched Krycek work in the kitchen. He was a hard worker,
he'd give him that much. He might even be able to shave a couple
of years off his sentence if he kept his nose clean.
Mulder had plans for Krycek, but he had to wait until the time
was right. Especially now that he was shacked up with that crazy
old smoking bastard. He knew Krycek didn't take it up the ass
from him, but it still bothered him.
For a month, he watched Krycek wash and stack trays for nine hours
a day from four in the morning until one in the afternoon. He
saw Krycek get comfortable in his surroundings and even start
to gain some respect from the other men in the kitchen. After
a few weeks, Alex was moved up to garbage detail, so he was now
able to take a breather from the chaos in the kitchen as he lumbered
the large bags to the dumpster in the back. Twice a week, special
trucks came to collect the garbage, which was compacted first
in the special dumpster to discourage any escapes.
His second day on garbage detail, Mulder followed Alex out to
Alex didn't say anything.
"You're Krycek, right?"
"I'm not talking to you."
"Weren't you supposed to be some FBI agent or something?"
"Fuck off, hack," Alex said, before turning to walk
back into the kitchen. Mulder caught him by the arm.
"I just want to talk to you."
"I can't talk to you." Alex squirmed away from Mulder's
grasp and went back into the kitchen.
The next month, the shift changed and Alex was working one to
ten. Since the shift ended at lights out, the kitchen staff was
escorted to their cells by the hacks.
Mulder also changed shifts. He arranged to work for a fellow CO
who was taking a night course for two months. This gave him plenty
of time to spend on his new project.
One night, Alex was having a tough time getting the bags into
the already overflowing dumpster. The truck had broken down, and
there had been no collection all week. In an institution that
served over three thousand meals a day, that meant a lot of garbage.
Mulder silently crept outside and stood against the wall, waiting
for Alex to finish. He finally got the bags up on top of the other
bags, teetering precariously on their perch.
"Fuckin' truck better come tomorrow."
"I hear it's not coming until Wednesday."
Alex turned around quickly at the sound of the voice, his eyes
narrowed. "What the fuck you want?"
"I told you before, I want to talk."
"I've got nothing to say to you."
"Well, I've got plenty to say to you." Mulder quickly
pressed Alex against the dumpster, his arm at his throat. "You
scream, you try to run, you hurt me in any way, or tell anybody
about this, and I'll have you in the hole for the rest of your
fucking term, you got that?"
Alex stared into the dark hatred that clouded Mulder's eyes. He
couldn't talk with Mulder's arm pressed against him like that.
"Good," Mulder sneered at him before spinning him around
to face the dumpster. He cuffed Alex's hands behind his back.
Alex could smell and feel the garbage that had slopped down the
side of the dumpster. He groaned and tried to squirm free, but
Mulder held him fast.
"You know, Krycek, you've got a sweet, sweet ass," Mulder
said as he undid the fastenings on Alex's pants and dragged them
down. He kicked Alex's legs as far apart as they could go.
Alex's eyes grew wide with horror. "No!" he wailed.
"Shut the fuck up, Krycek. Anyone hears us, or hears about
this and you're fucking dead, you got that?"
"No, please," Alex tried to squirm free again but was
answered with a punch in the kidney. Alex gave a groan and rested
his forehead against the filthy container to keep from collapsing.
"Shut the fuck up." Mulder had his pants unfastened
and brought his cock out, spitting on his hands to lubricate it.
"Please, no, please," Alex whimpered, barely audible
"I told you to shut the fuck up," Mulder growled in
his ear as he pushed his member against the tight entrance.
Alex was about to scream, but Mulder put his gloved hand over
Alex's mouth. He drove in with a shove, hearing the man's muffled
sobs beneath the leather. Mulder pumped hard and fast, not bothering
with his captive's pleasure. He came with a grunt and a moan inside
him, only then taking his hand away from Alex's mouth. He quickly
put himself back inside his pants and did them up.
Alex was crying; he had never felt so filthy and disgusting in
his life. Here he was trying to protect himself from the other
inmates, only to have a guard fuck him up the ass.
"Turn around, Krycek."
Alex reluctantly turned, his hands still cuffed behind his back.
He was embarrassed that he was hard; he hadn't enjoyed that at
Mulder grabbed his cock. "You've got a very nice cock, Krycek.
I like it a lot. I can't wait until you fuck me with it one day."
Mulder began to stroke Alex, seeing him fight the pleasure until
he couldn't hold back anymore and let out a moan.
"Yeah, this cock is real nice. You know what, Alex? You took
it up the ass, you're a fuckin' punk now; a prag."
Alex moaned again, "I'm not a fucking punk, I don't like
"Doesn't matter, Alex, you still took it. Now I'm willing
not to tell your colleagues if you don't."
Alex let out another moan. Mulder was jerking him harder now,
his thumb pressing on the spot just below the head.
"All you have to do is meet me when I tell you to, and your
secret is safe with me."
Alex barely heard him; he closed his eyes, about to come, but
then Mulder stopped stroking him and grabbed his scrotum, squeezing
it hard. Alex's eyes flew open, and a gasp left his mouth.
"Is that a deal, Krycek?"
"Yes, or no, because I can call Tagarelli out here if you
like. You know what wiseguys think of fags, Krycek?"
"Please, I...what did I do to you?"
"Yes, or no, Krycek?"
Another gasp left Alex's mouth as Mulder kept squeezing his balls
but resumed stroking his cock. A minute later, a strangled cry
left Alex's lips as he came on the filthy pavement beside the
dumpster. Mulder undid his cuffs and put them back in their case
at the back of his belt.
"C'mon, get yourself together; I got to get you back to your
Alex did up his pants. He could feel the come seeping out of his
ass and onto his underwear as he tried to regain his composure
and walk back to the kitchen without passing out.
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room table when he got home from work early that morning. Working
nights was a bitch. Even though he was dead tired, he decided
he was not going to sleep right away. He needed to unwind. Seeing
as though it was technically morning, he made himself some bacon
and eggs and sat down to read his sister's latest letter. Sam
was doing well now; she had her own medical practice, and she
was seeing someone "special," she said. As usual, she
begged Fox to quit his job and come live with her. She said that
it was her turn to pay him back for giving up his dreams to take
care of her and put her through school after their parents died.
But Fox had let go of his dreams of becoming anything else a long
time ago, and he wasn't interested in living off his little sister's
charity. He would send her a nice, chatty letter, and that would
take care of the problem for another couple of months.
After he cleaned up the tiny kitchen, Fox went into the living
room and put on some music. He couldn't stop thinking about Alex
Krycek. He'd only intended to hurt and humiliate the little bastard,
but as soon as he got his hands on him, got inside him, he lost
control. The pretty boy had felt so good and, despite himself,
had been incredibly responsive. Krycek would probably rather die
than admit it, but he had been excited by Fox's touch, had liked
it deep down. Mulder had meant to rape him once to make him like
the "faggots" he despised, but now that he'd had him,
he knew he had to have him again. That was why he'd made Krycek
swear to keep quiet about what happened and made that deal with
him for future encounters.
Even though Mulder hated Krycek for the pain he'd caused Michael,
his lifelong best friend and first lover, he couldn't deny that
the young man was beautiful. Who could ignore that silky dark
hair and those bright green eyes? Add that to the way he moved,
and the man was a walking advertisement for sex. Mulder intended
to accept the unconscious and admittedly unwilling invitation
every chance he got. He wondered if any of the other prisoners
would go for Krycek.
Alex could probably hold his own and fight them off. He worked
out every day in the gym and was strong. As long as that Spender
freak was his cellie, no one was going to touch him, and Spender
couldn't fuck him, even if he wanted to. It was well known among
the COs that Spender had been left impotent after one of his *errand
boys* stabbed him repeatedly in the balls and groin. He'd been
lucky to survive, although *he* probably didn't think so. After
that, old Spender couldn't get it up or get aroused in any way.
Mulder smirked to himself. Nope, no one was going to touch Krycek...no
one but him. A warm feeling ran through him as he thought of Krycek's
hard muscles beneath the prison issue blues that he wore.
Thinking of Krycek had had an effect on Mulder, and he unzipped
his pants and pulled out his cock to take care of it. He stroked
himself, imagining that it was Krycek's hand on him, Krycek's
mouth sucking him, begging him for more. He could picture those
pretty pink lips distended around his cock while Krycek took him
all, feel his tongue fluttering along his length in place of his
own fingertips, and he groaned. He was looking forward to the
day the gay-basher begged to be fucked, begged for his cock in
his mouth and ass. Judging by how easy it had been to make him
come tonight, it shouldn't take too long. He was already imagining
that muscular body on hands and knees, ass thrust upwards waiting
for him. He was going to have to find a good place to take Krycek
where they wouldn't be disturbed while he trained the young man
to please him. Just picturing a naked Krycek kneeling at his feet
was enough for Mulder, and he came, gasping hoarsely. Yes, this
was going to be fun.
Alex barely dragged his ass out of bed for count the next morning.
He winced as he hopped down from his top bunk, groaning as the
impact of his feet hitting the concrete jarred his body. He joined
his cell-mate outside, got counted, then turned to go back to
bed. He had been going to stay in bed at the outset but at the
last minute, made sure he was up for count; he didn't need any
hassles today, especially after what had happened last night.
Then again, a stint in the hole might get this Mulder asshole
off his back.
"What?" Alex snapped, turning to face the old man, who
had a look of displeasure on his face.
"Are you ill, Alex, you're not acting like yourself today?"
The old man was in his face, leering at him, and Alex could smell
the nicotine and smoke emitting a pungent odor from his pores.
His mouth turned down into a sneer as he waited for his reply.
Alex swallowed, he knew better than to piss the old guy off. "Sorry,
I...I had a late shift last night. I couldn't sleep either. I'm
"Perhaps if you need help sleeping, we could get you something?"
"No, I'm fine. I'm just going to go back to bed for awhile."
"I am going to breakfast, Alex. Then I am going for my walk
in the yard. When I get back, I expect my coffee and my cigarettes
"Yes, sir." Alex waited until he was out of sight before
he shuddered visibly. He hated calling that old fuck *sir*, but
the last time he didn't do it, the old man smashed all of his
audio cassettes and walkman. He also hated the fact that he called
him by his first name. Everyone in here called each other by their
last names; calling someone by their first name meant you were
over them. Alex shuddered again. What the hell had he gotten himself
He climbed back into his bunk and pressed his face into his pillow.
He tried to sleep, but images of last night began assaulting his
thoughts. He had gotten up in the middle of the night to go to
the washroom and noticed the come and blood staining the fabric
of his underwear. He had climbed back into bed and lain down,
praying for sleep to come, tears streaming down his face and into
his pillow. He was grateful the old man had been asleep; he didn't
want him to know about this. If he found out Alex took it up the
ass, even that one time, he might want to do it to him as well.
He thought of the hatred he saw in that hack Mulder's eyes. Why
had he done this to him? What made him hate Alex? He didn't even
know him. The tears were starting to flow again, so Alex rolled
over onto his side and faced the wall, silently screaming to himself
in his mind until a while later when, out of sheer exhaustion,
sleep claimed him for a few hours.
Alex nervously walked into the kitchen for his shift that afternoon,
glancing around to see if Mulder was there. He relaxed when he
didn't see him, grabbed his tray and loaded it up with food. He
then sat down with the other workers in the kitchen and listened
to them gossip about each other and the fact that baseball was
starting that week.
Everyone around him was joking and laughing, calling each other
down for the baseball teams they liked. Alex was a million miles
away, still thinking about last night. He couldn't believe that
something like this had happened to him. He was a man; men don't
get raped. He should have fought back, should have done something
to protect himself. He'd have to get a shank and keep it on him
for when he took out the garbage, then he could defend himself.
He sighed inwardly as he mindlessly ate his dinner. Who was he
kidding? Mulder was a hack, Alex was a con, if he tried to do
anything, it would mean weeks, even months in the hole, then more
charges. Alex just wanted to serve his sentence and get the hell
out of here.
He finished his dinner and stood to get to work with the others.
No one noticed that Alex had not joined in the conversation. The
new guys weren't Italian, so they were ignored a lot. He got down
to his job as they fed the other cons their dinner. He was soon
engrossed, clearing trays and emptying the garbage. He didn't
notice Mulder come in and stand along the wall of the dining hall
about 6:00. Alex had just finished rinsing off a stack of trays
and was loading them in the dishwasher when he looked over the
steam line and saw him. His heart started beating faster and his
face turned red as they made eye contact. Mulder didn't do anything;
he just stared at him, making Alex feel uncomfortable.
He continued doing his job, his heart racing every time he had
to dump a bag into the dumpster at the back, expecting to see
Mulder there. When Mulder didn't show, he relaxed a little, wondering
if it was just a one time thing. Later, at the end of the shift,
Alex hurried to get all the garbage cleaned up and placed into
the dumpster so he could finish and be escorted back to his cell
with the others.
"Krycek!" Tagarelli bellowed.
"Yeah?" Alex walked over to the large Italian.
"See those boxes? We gotta break 'em down and put 'em in
the room over there for recycling." Tagarelli jerked his
thumb towards a room filled with containers to segregate recycling.
Alex kept his expression flat; when Tagarelli said *we*, he meant
*you*. "Sure." Alex went over to the room and started
to break down the boxes, hurrying his job. He heard the other
inmates leave and started to panic. He had to finish his job,
he didn't want Tagarelli's wiseguy friends on him, yet he didn't
want to be here alone. //Fuck!// He worked faster, his hands ripping
the cardboard, flattening the cartons that had held produce and
"I see the truck came."
Alex nearly jumped when he heard the voice behind him. A fine
layer of sweat instantly coated his body as he stood there, not
turning to verify who it was. He knew damn well who it was. "Keep
the fuck away from me, hack." Alex turned slowly, fists clenched,
ready to defend himself.
"What's the matter? Didn't you enjoy yourself last night,
Alex backed up so he was against the container that held the cardboard.
Mulder was moving closer to him. "I thought it was okay.
With a little practice, you'll get better."
Alex opened and shut his mouth in horror, not again, no way! He
lunged forward to strike Mulder but was stopped by a sharp pain
that radiated down his arm and through his body, making his knees
weak. Before he knew it, he was being cuffed to the rail at the
top of the container that held the cardboard.
"Tasers are fun, dontcha think, Krycek?"
Krycek couldn't speak; he just hung there by his wrist, his legs
barely supporting him. Mulder began unfastening Krycek's pants
"Don't fuck with me, Krycek. You'll do this and you'll like
it, or else everyone will know you're my prag." He pulled
Alex's trousers down to his ankles then cupped his face in his
hand and made him look him in the eye. "You try to hit me
again, and I'll cut your dick right off. You understand?"
"Fuck you," Alex groaned, the effects of the taser shock
"You're offering now?"
Alex looked up at Mulder, a look of pure hate on his face. "Go
fuck yourself, Mulder. What the hell do you have against me anyway?"
Mulder shocked Alex with the taser again, this time on the knee.
He watched as Alex's body bucked from the shock.
Alex let out a cry, then hung limp from the cuffs for a minute
before he came around. He had a choice to make; he could do this
the hard way and get his ass kicked, or electrocuted, or killed;
or he could do it the easy way. He couldn't let Mulder win; he
couldn't give in to him. So he shocked himself when he said, "Just
do it and get it over with."
"No. Not today. Today I'm gonna see what you have to offer."
Mulder reached up and uncuffed one of his hands from the railing.
"C'mon, let's see how good you are."
"I want you to play with yourself, jerk off, then come. You
don't come and I'll fuck you up the ass. You don't do it the way
I like it, I'll fuck you up the ass." Mulder laughed, "Then
again, maybe I'll just fuck you up the ass anyway."
Mulder dragged a chair over from the corner and sat down, his
hand fondling the taser. "C'mon, Krycek, show me what you
got. If you do a good job, I'll take you back to your nice, comfy
Alex didn't think anything could make him hard under these circumstances;
he was limp and didn't feel very aroused at all. He moved his
hand down to grab himself. He held his flaccid cock in his hand
and started stroking himself, fantasizing about every girl he
had ever been with. It didn't work. He thought of his porn collection
at home in the world, movies he had seen. It still didn't work.
After a few minutes, he looked at Mulder and shrugged.
"Yes, you can."
"No, I can't. You saw...nothing's working."
"What are you thinking about? Women?"
"Well, that could be your problem." Mulder unzipped
his pants, brought out his semi-rigid cock and started to caress
Alex looked at Mulder slowly stroke himself and licked his lower
lip. He felt his groin stir slightly.
"See, you're just thinking about the wrong thing."
Alex saw Mulder look directly at his cock; he was getting off
on his nudity, his vulnerability.
Mulder brought his hand up to his mouth and licked the palm, returning
it to stroke himself before meeting Alex's gaze. "Look at
my cock, see how beautiful it is? You want this cock, don't you,
Krycek? You want to suck on this cock with your mouth; you want
this cock up your ass. Just looking at it's turning you on. See
how it likes you? Yeah, you want it; I know you do."
Alex tried to resist, but Mulder was right; he was getting turned
on. He felt himself harden in his hand.
"C'mon, Krycek, show me what you got."
Alex started to massage his stiffening member slowly, this did
feel incredibly good. He looked over at Mulder, who was doing
the same thing.
"See, you like this. It feels good, doesn't it?" Mulder
breathed. "Yeah, harder, harder, Krycek."
He and Mulder stroked themselves together. Alex's eyes were closed,
and his mouth was slightly open. He gripped himself harder and
pulled faster, making himself whimper with every stroke. God,
this felt good; he hadn't done anything like this for a long time.
He was always too paranoid to jerk off in his cell; he just quelled
his feelings and suffered.
"You ready, Krycek?"
"I said, you ready, Krycek?"
"Come. Come now."
Alex opened his eyes and looked at Mulder jerking himself, and
he let out a moan as he released himself and came all over the
shiny, grey-painted concrete. He milked himself of his last drops
then leaned back against the container, breathless.
Mulder stood and walked over to him, cock standing proud out of
his open pants. "That was good, Krycek, you really have a
way of making me hot." He spun Alex around and cuffed his
free hand to the rail with the other one.
"Wait, what are you doing? I thought you said that's all
I was gonna have to do!" Alex wailed.
"I said maybe. You made me so hot that I got to fuck you,
Mulder moved in close and rubbed his erection against Alex's ass
cheeks. "Yeah, you're hot, Krycek. I love your sweet ass.
How can I not fuck you?"
Alex gripped the rail at the top of the container, trying to wrench
it off, but it held fast. Mulder kicked his legs apart, then he
felt him rub something cool and slick on his anus.
"It's a good thing you boys keep the floors so clean in here.
Can't let this lube go to waste." Mulder entered a finger
inside and spread the smooth walls of anus with the come he had
scraped off the floor.
Alex didn't know what he meant and didn't care. He braced himself
and closed his eyes as he felt Mulder enter him, this time slower
than the last. It didn't hurt as much due to the lube that he
had used. Alex's eyes flew open as he realized what the comment
about the clean floor meant. He closed his eyes again; there was
nothing he could do but wait until Mulder was finished.
Mulder embedded himself in Krycek with a final push then started
to move rapidly in and out of Krycek. He did have a sweet ass;
it was so tight. He angled his thrusts so that Krycek's prostate
was caressed with every stroke. He could feel the other man start
to enjoy himself, could feel his hips move back ever so slightly
into his thrusts.
"You like that, Krycek? You like it when I fuck your ass?"
Alex didn't answer, instead he bit his lower lip until it bled.
How could he be liking this? How could he find such pleasure in
this act? But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't prevent
himself from pushing back, angling his body to make it easier
for Mulder to go deeper inside him. He let out a moan, tears of
humiliation welling up in his eyes, as Mulder sped up his pace,
moving his hips back and forth faster and faster. He could hear
their skin slapping against each other as he reached around to
feel Krycek. He knew he would be hard. He knew he was getting
off on this. Mulder grabbed Krycek's cock, gripped him hard and
stroked him to completion, not before he came deep into Krycek's
ass with a grunt.
Mulder pulled out immediately and wiped his cock on some paper
towels that were stored nearby. He uncuffed Alex and held out
a length of paper towel. Alex silently wiped himself up and pulled
up his pants. Mulder put himself together and led Alex out of
the kitchen. Not a word was spoken as Mulder escorted Alex to
Alex got undressed and into his bunk. He lay there and stared
at the ceiling for a long time before rolling over on his side
and falling asleep.