Waiting for the Axe to Fall by Tarlan 30th Sep 1998
E-MAIL ADRESS: TarlanX@aol.com
SPOILER WARNING: This story starts after 'The End' and finishes
after the XF
movie 'Fight the Future'. It is one of many possible futures for
our boys but I
sincerely doubt it will be the one CC has chosen.
RATING: NC-17 - Krycek, Mulder, slash (Don't you just love those words together.)
CONTENT WARNING: Pretty graphic M/K, some violence, not much swearing.
SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully are assigned some 'help' on a new case.
COMMENTS: If you don't like slash then stop right here and
go elsewhere for
'entertainment'. Thanks to Aqualegia for all the encouragement,
advice and beta
reading. Oh yes... it's all your fault!! Any and all comments
gratefully received
via Aqualegia - as long as its constructive. Flames will be used
for making
toast.
DISCLAIMER: Fox Mulder, Alex Krycek and all other X-Files regulars
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Waiting for the Axe to Fall
by Tarlan
There are those who fail
There are those who fall
There are those who will never win
And there are those who fight for the things they believe
These are men like you and me
*** Snows of New York by
Chris de Burgh
Krycek sneered at the retreating back well aware that yet another
chance to kill
that smoking bastard had slipped through his grasp and he wondered
how many more
times he would have to hold back on exacting his revenge. He gave
a sideways
glance at his silent 'patron' then flicked his gaze to the rear
view mirror to
find a large pair of eyes staring back at him from a young boy's
face.
The Well-Manicured Man had not told him what he wanted with
the boy but Krycek
knew it must have something to do with the man's continuing efforts
to find a way
to resist the colonisation of Earth. This single-minded devotion
to Humanity's
future was the only reason he had allied himself to this man -
that and the
greater possibility of becoming the executioner of the person
Mulder referred to
sarcastically as Cancerman.
He set the car in motion picking up speed quickly, perversely
aiming for his
betrayer but pulling the car aside at the last moment sending
a small shower of
stones that must have caught the back of Cancerman's legs. In
the rear view
mirror he thought he saw an almost imperceptible slackening of
posture before the
man continued to walk away - relief? - perhaps Cancerman had been
expecting to
feel something high-speed slamming into him; a bullet or a car.
"Why do you want to kill him?"
Krycek glanced back in to the rear view as memories flooded
into his mind of
being left to die in a dark place with no food, no water and only
an alien
spacecraft with its sinister occupant for 'company'.
"....Oh."
A frown crept across his forehead, crinkling the skin over
his nose and with it
came realisation: telepathy. Krycek raised a shield around his
mind, just as he
had been shown by the alien who had once taken over his body,
and watched as the
boy's eyes widened when the cacophony of voices fell to the single
thoughts of
the Well-Manicured Man.
Gibson Praise opened his mouth to ask Krycek how he did it
but remained silent
when he saw an unmistakable glitter in the green eyes. If there
was one lesson he
had learnt in his young life it was that there were times when
he had to keep
another's thoughts to himself.
The car pulled back onto the highway and Gibson spent the remainder
of the ride
with only the unspoken words of the old man and his own fears
for company.
His new apartment was small and impersonal. It wasn't in the
most fashionable
part on the Upper East Side but it was close enough to ensure
he could be at his
Employer's beck and call, night or day. The Well-Manicured Man
had given him the
keys within moments of him handing over the stolen Russian vaccine
as if he had
known all along what Krycek would do.
At first he had hesitated, unsure whether he wanted anyone
to know where he
slept. Trust No-one. It was a motto he had lived by since going
on the run but
the Well-Manicured Man had told him the apartment was there if
he wanted it. To
be honest, his current financial situation left him little choice;
the apartment
or a bed in some flea-bitten hostel used by society's dregs and
dropouts. Of
course, he could have used his innate talents to part some unwary
individuals
from their money but, despite everything, he still believed in
law and order and
could not face the thought of breaking the law merely for personal
comfort
especially when he had already been offered somewhere clean and
respectable.
He remembered the first time he crossed the threshold. The
rooms were tidy, the
bed made-up with fresh linen and the kitchen had been freshly
stocked. It was
obvious someone had been there earlier in the day preparing the
place especially
for him. Why else would there be half-a-dozen imported Czech lagers
in the
refrigerator alongside a bottle of Russian Vodka.
Krycek frowned, deep lines drawing across the bridge of his
nose. Somehow or
other he had managed to land on his feet again. When he had arrived
on the
Uroff-Koltoff (Star of Russia) he had been hoping to buy his way
back into the
Consortium's favour but events had not gone according to plan
following his
betrayal by Marita Covarrubias. Yet, despite everything, the Well-Manicured
Man
had decided to take him back into the fold - and to prove he was
willing to trust
Krycek he had taken him on as his personal driver/bodyguard much
to the annoyance
of the First Elder.
At first the absence of the Cigarette-Smoking Man had unnerved
him but a few
words here and there had revealed the attempt on the man's life
but no-one knew
for certain whether he was dead or alive. The body had disappeared
although the
amount of blood at the scene had convinced most that Cancerman
was dead.
Secretly, Krycek had hoped he was alive so he could have the pleasure
of ending
the man's foul existence and, sure enough, Cancerman had turned
up like the
proverbial bad penny.
Over three months had passed since his return from Russia and
so far, in return
for the Well-Manicured Man's protection, he only had to chauffeur
the man around
and perform a few relatively simple collections and deliveries.
Not that a one-
armed man parachuting into a remote part of Quebec could be considered
that
simple especially as his team-mate had paid the ultimate price
for carelessness.
He wondered whether the simplicity of these tasks were because
he was not trusted
with more delicate operations - or whether the Well-Manicured
Man kept him apart
for another reason. Whatever the case, he owed the man his life
and would be
willing to do almost anything for him. He sneered at himself.
If the
Well-Manicured Man had told him to drop his pants and bend over
he would have
done so without a struggle. He owed his Employer much more than
his body but that
was unlikely to happen. If anything, he felt as if he was being
treated like an
errant child, being brought back under control through extensive
homework and
short, sharp shocks. He often wondered whether the Well-Manicured
Man had
children of his own or whether he had decided to become a surrogate
father to his
new agent. Whatever, Krycek felt he was being primed for more
important things...
but what?
Krycek stared around the small apartment. The faded wallpaper
had seen better
days but overall it was quite opulent compared to some of the
places he had
stayed. The phrase, comfortable but practicable, sprang to mind.
It's muted
colours, mainly of neutral beige and white gave it a clean, airy
feel - a far cry
from the small, dark and dirty cabin he had onboard the Uroff-
Koltoff but if
there was a single word that could describe his present accommodation
then it
would be 'impersonal'. Krycek was in no hurry to fill it with
personal
possessions. There was little point when he might have to leave
at a moment's
notice. He thought back and realised that he had not remained
in one place longer
than a few months since the day Duane Barry had kidnapped Dana
Scully. His gut
twisted and Krycek frowned when he realised how much he blamed
the diminutive
woman for the path he had been forced to take in the intervening
years.
He laughed softly to himself, deprecatingly. How could he blame
her? She was just
as much a victim of circumstance as he - no, it was unfair to
make such a
comparison between them. He had brought about his own downfall
through sheer
naivet*. Alexei Krycek; green, idealistic, out to save the World....believing
he
was a cross between James Bond and Superman. That Morley smoking
bastard must
have been pissing his pants in laughter when he recruited him
out of College,
barely able to believe that he could find someone so gullible
that they would be
willing to do just about anything for their country.
By the end of this, Krycek wanted him to be pissing his pants
for a far different
reason and had gained some satisfaction over the past few weeks
especially when
he had fired that warning shot and then, perversely, aimed his
gun at the man's
head when sent to find him in Quebec.
//Take your shot, Alex// he had said trying to deny the fear
that was so obvious
to the younger man. God, how he wished he could have pulled that
trigger but he
had his orders to bring the Cigarette-Smoking Man back alive.
His thoughts returned to the brief conversation he had with
his Employer after
Cancerman had delivered the boy. He had a clear shot and had offered
to kill the
Cigarette-Smoking Man there and then but the Well-Manicured Man
had told him
'no'. The words which followed had puzzled him for his Employer
was usually very
precise. Not 'we' but 'you' might need Cancerman one day, however,
Krycek could
not imagine any scenario involving that black-lunged bastard that
didn't include
the man's death.
He threw himself onto the couch drawing deep breaths to get
his emotions back
under control. Every time he thought about the Cigarette-Smoking
Man he could
feel his chest tighten and his blood boil but there was nothing
he could do
except avoid the man at all costs.
He slumped down, head thrown back and stared at the ceiling.
The hardest part about this job was the waiting. Whenever he
was in the country,
Krycek would be called upon to ferry his Employer from his residence
to the
'Club' at East 46th Street. The remainder of the time was spent
reading the
highly sensitive material he was sent, although there had been
several side trips
to DC and, of course, the assignment in Canada, to collect the
Cigarette-Smoking
Man. Mostly, he stayed near the apartment, although sometimes,
when the need for
human contact overwhelmed him he would haunt the local bars, but
never in search
of company. Alone in a crowd, he would watch normal people get
on with their
normal lives. He was not unaware of his good looks and, often,
one of those
normal people, male and female, would try to strike up a conversation
but if a
cold look didn't scare them off then the sight of his prosthetic
arm usually did
the trick. He sneered. It was about the only advantage the loss
of his arm had
given him and even that was a mixed blessing.
Most nights he would stay in and read wondering whether any
of the other members
of the Consortium knew about the amount of data he had become
privy to.
Sometimes, the sheer scale of the Plan and its implications became
too much to
cope with and he would spend an evening vegetating in front of
the TV. This was
such a night.
He settled down into the corner of the overstuffed yet comfortable
couch and
flicked on the TV, surfing the channels for anything that even
slightly
interested him but nothing did until a close-up of Lt Tom Paris
filled the
screen. Star Trek; practically an institution nowadays but at
least it provided
some escapism from his present existence. He just hoped it wouldn't
be too much
of a moralistic episode as the last thing he needed to hear right
now was Janeway
spouting about loyalty and justice.
He'd heard a similar speech from most of the people he had
ever worked with but
very few had deserved such loyalty although most had attained
some form of divine
justice by his reckoning. Mulder had been one of the exceptions.
It still pained
him that he had been forced to betray the begrudging bond that
had started to
form between them. If only.... His entire existence seemed to
be full of 'if
only'.
The Well-Manicured Man listened to the debate in silence. He
had heard it all
before and shook his head slightly in barely concealed disgust
as the First Elder
re-emphasised the need to follow the Colonist's agenda to the
letter. The men in
this room were supposed to be some of the most powerful people
on the face of the
planet yet they milled around and argued pitifully about the consequences
of any
opposition to the Colonist plans for Earth. They had bought the
'party line' fed
to them by the Aliens ignoring the truth like lambs waiting for
the slaughter.
He thought again how fortunate he was that Alex Krycek had
been in Kazakhstan and
had recognised the implications behind the mass murders at the
Staging. More
importantly, that he had chosen to bring the sole survivor and
a vial of the
Russian vaccine back to America as a bartering piece.
Until then no-one had any idea that Marita Covarrubias had
been 'consorting' with
the enemy - in more ways than one. Somehow, she had managed to
inveigle her way
into becoming Alex Krycek's associate, probably using her UN connections
to help
him escape Russia with the boy. How else could she have known
where to find
Krycek?
It was just as fortunate that when she decided to double-cross
everyone for
Mulder, she had betrayed Krycek's whereabouts to the Consortium
rather than to
the FBI Agent and, through sheer luck, she had chosen him to be
the recipient of
that information. The Well-Manicured Man assumed the reason was
to have Krycek
eliminated so he could not go after her. Of course, she could
have told Mulder
but he had a habit of letting Krycek escape.
The Well-Manicured Man smiled slightly as he remembered the
stunned look on the
young man's face as he searched around an empty room deep in the
bowels of the
Russian ship. It was only then that he realised Covarrubias had
betrayed both of
them and had taken the boy. Krycek had whirled round to continue
his search only
to find himself being watched by the man he had disparaged on
the phone only a
few hours earlier. The Well- Manicured Man had made sure Krycek
spotted the gun
held loosely by his side and his expression made it obvious that
he would only
use it if the younger man made any stupid moves.
Handcuffing the renegade agent to one of the many pipes that
ran through the
storage room seemed the proper course of action for, without the
boy, that left
only Krycek with the knowledge of what had happened in Kazakhstan.
It took most of the day to trace Covarrubias. She had managed
to travel to the
outskirts of Washington DC before stopping to contact Mulder but
the woman had
unwittingly allowed the stitches sealing the boy's eyes, nose
and mouth to dry
out making it possible for the alien-controlled boy to remove
them. The weakened
alien had transferred to the woman before she could complete the
call to Agent
Mulder but the ever present tap on Mulder's so-called secure line
at the Bureau
had led his people to her long before Mulder could arrive on the
scene.
Convincing Krycek to part with the vaccine had turned out to
be relatively easy
once he had explained the situation to the recalcitrant man. Fortunately,
Krycek
had not called his bluff when he had proposed to let the Russian
ship return to
Vladivostok with him still onboard. He contained another smile
at the petulance
displayed as Krycek stated he had no intention of saving Covarrubias.
His
statement had merely confirmed his possession of the vaccine.
By rights he should have extracted the information from Krycek
and then killed
him but, instead, he had taken pity on the young man. He knew
most of Krycek's
chequered history and had watched his fall from grace with a certain
amount of
regret. The boy had shown great potential and he had hoped to
entice him into
working for him instead of his cigarette smoking associate but
the inexperienced
agent had been too clever for his own good. He had started to
question the
methods and reasons for the actions he was being ordered to take,
deliberately
going against those that did not sit well with his own sense of
right and wrong.
When he had escaped the car bomb and gone on the run there was
little that could
be done to rectify the situation. Krycek was on his own - or so
it must have
seemed.
The Well-Manicured Man smiled slightly, wondering whether Alex
Krycek had any
inkling of the hard covert work it had taken to keep him safe
from the
Cigarette-Smoking Man over the past few years. Well, his time
and effort had paid
off. If Krycek had not survived then it was unlikely the Americans
would now be
in possession of the Russian vaccine. Also, if he had not converted
Krycek to his
cause then he would not have been able to get a message to Mulder
to save the
life of the Rebel leader.
Marita Covarrubias had recovered from the Black Oil, having
unwittingly become
the guinea pig to prove the Russian vaccine worked. It had taken
longer than
originally estimated probably because the Russians vaccinated
first and then
exposed the victims to the Oilians. He had still not decided what
to do with the
young woman. The others had wanted her 'taken out of the picture'
but her actions
were no different from those of Alexei Krycek. Or were they? Someone
had paid her
quite handsomely for passing sensitive information to Agent Mulder.
The same
could not be said for Alexei Krycek who had given information
to whoever could
cause the most damage - free of charge in most cases. So who was
the more
trustworthy - the woman who could be bought or the man who truly
believed in the
cause?
Yes, he mused, Alex Krycek's return had been most fortuitous
giving him more hope
than he had felt in three decades. With the vaccine and with the
Rebel Aliens on
his side he finally had the chance to turn the tables on the invading
Colonists.
He sighed once more in annoyance. Despite all this, here they
were, arguing
feebly about the consequences of using what they had gained, too
afraid the
Colonists would withdraw their promise to spare the lives of them
and their
families yet never considering how worthless such promises were.
These frightened
old men had become the Planet's greatest enemies but he could
not change that.
Every action had to be thought through carefully with no room
for mistakes. If
they ever discovered he had aided the Rebel's escape and had been
undermining
their attempts to end the Alien war then he had no illusions as
to where the next
car bomb would be placed. All he could do was battle on quietly,
leaking
information to the right people whenever possible - and hope he
didn't get caught
before his work was done.
"She has produced results worthy of our respect. Her attempts
to create a new
variation..."
"But her methods are questionable..."
"The results speak for themselves..."
The Well-Manicured Man decided it was time to speak.
"Her research is no longer of any relevance. We have a
vaccine. She has become a
liability that must be removed."
The Cigarette-Smoking Man sucked hard on the ever-present Morley
and exhaled a
cloud of blue smoke.
"You mean eliminated."
"My God, Man. Must everyone be murdered. Too many inexplicable
deaths or
disappearances will put the World's media onto us. She knows nothing
beyond her
genetic experimentation. She has no link to us or to our knowledge
of
extra-terrestrials. Let her fall foul of the known laws of this
land and its
consequences."
The First Elder spoke softly.
"And how do you propose to do that?"
"Agent Mulder." The Well-Manicured Man glanced around
and the puzzled yet
intrigued faces. "Tell Agent Mulder there is more to the
girl's death than has
been revealed. The man is tenacious and has superior deductive
skills. With a few
pointers in the right direction he will uncover her vile experiments
and have her
taken into custody. The Court will ensure she receives a punishment
to fit her
crime."
Silence followed until the First Elder made his decision.
"You will make the necessary arrangements?"
"Yes."
He glanced around the room as each nodded their agreement to
his plan. As the
last person left the room he smiled. The renegade Doctor had worked
quite closely
with his dead lover, Dr Bonita Charne-Sayre and Bonita had hated
her, constantly
questioning her inhumane approach. It felt good to be the one
to bring about her
downfall.
The smile faltered. In his own way he had loved Bonita and
her murder had caused
him much personal grief. At first he had tried to locate the assassin,
Vassily
Peskow, but knew the man was just doing a job. Further investigation
had provided
him with the name of the man who had ordered the assassination:
Comrade Arntzen
and his contact - Dr Martha J Hudson.
At first he had been mislead into believing that Alexei Krycek
and Arntzen were
one in the same but it soon became apparent that they were two
separate people.
Krycek had sent Peskow to America to dispose of the Black Oil
rock not realising
that the assassin had received additional instructions from the
Krasnoyarsk
Controller, Arntzen, to eliminate the intended recipient, Dr Charne-Sayre
and
destroy her work. Arntzen was well aware that America and Russia
were in a race
to be the first to produce a vaccine against the Black Oil with
World domination
the prize at stake. By eliminating Dr Charne-Sayre and her work
he would set the
Americans back by more than a decade.
A half-smile lifted the corners of his mouth. He had already
set the wheels in
motion that would ensure Comrade Arntzen paid for what he had
done and now he
would deal with Dr Hudson.
His thoughts returned to his new prot*g*. It was time to re-
introduce Alexei
Krycek to Special Agent Fox Mulder and his partner. If his plan
worked then, not
only would he be rid of Dr Hudson but he would have created a
formidable trio
that may just make the difference in the coming fight for the
future. Fox Mulder,
highly intelligent, determined, a crusader. Dana Scully, an expert
in Forensics
and Alexei Krycek, currently being primed with all the knowledge
he possessed on
both the Colonists and the Consortium's involvement - past, present
and future.
The Well-Manicured Man reached for the telephone and dialled a familiar number.
The phone rang pulling him away from the depressing thoughts
and he debated
whether or not to answer but then realised that only one man had
this number: his
new Employer.
"Yes."
//Mr Krycek, I want you to feed some information to Agent Mulder.>
Krycek felt his breath catch. There were so few opportunities
to indulge in his
favourite pastime: Mulder watching, that it gave him a feeling
close to ecstasy
when he was actually given a task that would bring him back into
contact with the
FBI agent.
He listened carefully, almost gratefully, as the Englishman
stated his
instructions but left the delivery method up to the younger agent.
Krycek smiled.
It was fortunate his superior rarely questioned his methods otherwise
he might
have found it strange that Krycek went to such lengths to deliver
the goods
face-to-face when a telephone call or cryptic note would suffice.
The smile faded. Despite his new alliance, Krycek knew it would
be foolish to
allow his private hopes and dreams to become known. After all,
his alliance with
Cancerman had left him sitting on top of a car bomb and, later,
left for dead in
an abandoned missile silo in North Dakota. Who knows what use
his present
Employer would make of Krycek's attraction to the FBI Agent should
it become
known. No, despite everything he owed to the Well-Manicured Man,
he would have to
be very careful not to reveal anything that could jeopardise his
safety - or
Mulder's.
He pushed aside his concerns knowing the chances of anything
happening were very
slim and focused his mind on the task ahead, wondering how best
to approach the
other man.
His thoughts raced back to the first time he had contacted
Mulder since their
return from Tunguska. He had waited behind the door and watched
as Mulder walked
slowly towards the piece of paper he had left lying where the
light from the
outside corridor would catch it. Mulder had crouched over and
picked it up and,
for once, that paranoid mind had not connected anything overly
sinister to that
scrap of paper, just puzzlement at what it could be doing lying
on the floor just
there.
On reflection, Alex decided he must have assumed it had fallen
from his own
pocket as he left his apartment that morning but Krycek had taken
full advantage
of the other's distraction, getting his own back for some of the
uncalled-for
punches that Mulder had dealt during past encounters.
With Mulder cornered, his own gun pressed against his chest,
Krycek had delivered
his Employer's message with all the sincerity he could muster.
Hoping to convince
Mulder that he was being handed something of great importance
rather than being
used once again revealing more than he should but knowing how
necessary it was
that Fox Mulder believed him. However, at the time, he could not
explain the
sudden urge to kiss the other man; an urge he had acted upon.
Nor could he
explain the nonchalant way he had handed over the gun after delivering
the
message.
Even now he wondered at the indifference he had felt, unconcerned
whether or not
Mulder would take the opportunity to avenge his father's death
but no bullet had
slammed into his unprotected back. Instead, his thoughts still
lingered on those
few seconds when his mouth had grazed Mulder's stubbled cheek
and, in his mind's
eye, he almost believed Mulder had accepted the kiss, turning
his face towards
him rather than away in disgust.
Since then, he had met with the FBI agent on two more occasions
under the orders
of his patron, passing snippets of information that would both
arouse Mulder's
curiosity and expose elements of the Plan that would have a detrimental
effect on
the one true goal: to rid Earth of the invading Colonists. On
both occasions he
had snuck up on the Agent unawares; once by waiting in the back
seat of his car
in a darkened parking lot, the second time by waiting in the shadows
beneath the
supposedly impenetrable FBI Headquarters.
Each time he had felt desire course through his nerve endings
as he breathed in
the very real scent of this man; the fresh citrus tang of soap
and after-shave
that drifted above an earthier smell which was unique to Fox Mulder.
In the semi-
darkness, Mulder's eyes had seemed almost black, his golden skin
tones washed to
sallow in the bleaching yellow parking lot lights but Krycek had
his memories
garnered from watching Mulder from afar whenever the opportunity
arose.
He barely withheld a smirk as he remembered one occasion when
he waited in the
park in full view of all the early morning joggers. Mulder had
run past without
even glancing in his direction, the sharp, incisive mind absent
from that
athletic frame as it pondered the mysteries of the Universe. He
was, after all,
just one more newspaper-concealed office worker taking a quiet
break before the
start of another day. Krycek's eyes had followed the lean, almost
lanky, figure
hungrily as the long legs carried him off into the distance, marvelling
at the
sight of muscles bunching and releasing with each stride.
For a moment he considered leaving his assigned task until
morning and waiting
for Mulder along his jog route, mentally visualising the muscular
frame soaked in
sweat, hair dampened by the exertion but sighed in weary disappointment.
The
message had to be delivered quickly.
Alex glanced at the clock on the wall. Following the destruction
of the basement
office, Mulder and Scully had been reassigned to more mainstream
FBI cases but,
if Mulder was running true to form then he would continue to work
until late into
the night on a more personal case, that of trying to piece together
the burnt
remains of the X-Files, giving Krycek plenty of time to get down
to DC.
He decided on his plan of action and pushed himself off the
sofa, tugging off his
white T-shirt as he moved towards the bedroom. Once there he strapped
on the
prosthesis and re- dressed choosing a dark shirt, black denims
and his black
leather jacket. He wasn't a vain man but quickly assessed himself
in the full
length wardrobe mirror, running a hand through short, cropped
hair before pulling
a dark leather glove onto his right hand. The artificial hand
was already
covered. He paused once at the threshold, glancing back into the
flickering
lounge but decided to leave the TV on. It might deter the local
street gang from
breaking in if they thought the place was occupied.
FBI Special Agent Fox Mulder stepped inside his apartment,
pushed the door closed
and shrugged out of his raincoat. He shook some of the rain from
his head before
making his way across the room into the bathroom, switching on
a table lamp on
route. He splashed water over his face and then stared at himself
in the shaving
mirror. He'd made so little progress today despite his photographic
memory. He
lowered his head as he felt the sting of tears. When had his life
turned to total
crap? If not for Scully then he felt he would go mad. His existence
seemed to be
spinning slowly round, aimlessly, except for those few occasions
when Alex Krycek
popped his head out of the woodwork like the rat he had named
him. Ratboy.
Mulder sighed. Why was it so impossible to stop thinking about
Alex Krycek? Even
his dreams, once overflowing with erotic images, dredged up from
his vast porno
collection, were filled with the dark presence. He couldn't even
escape from him
while jogging, feeling almost certain he had seen Krycek, or at
least someone
very like him, on one occasion but that couldn't be possible.
The other man knew
better than to come out into the open anywhere near lest he find
a bullet placed
neatly between his ears but Mulder could not shake the feeling
that he had run
past the... the...
How should he describe Alexei Krycek? Ex-FBI Agent? Double,
no, Triple Agent?
Traitor, Murderer, Russian Agent? Ratboy...? But none of these
truly encompassed
the man, there was so much more to him, so many layers that he
could spend a
lifetime peeling Alex Krycek down to the core. The Psychologist
in him wanted to
try.. and so did another part of him that ached when he found
Alex Krycek in his
thoughts.
His mind replayed the moment of the fatal kiss that had turned
his life
upside-down. The sudden pressure of soft lips, the cool air against
his damp
cheek as Alex pulled away. Why? Why did Alex kiss him? Did Alex
know how it would
affect him? Was it some mischievous repayment for that stupid
comment about
beating himself with one hand? A reminder that it didn't have
to be that way -
for either of them?
"This is stupid. Stupid." Mulder castigated himself
as he reached for a hand
towel.
He returned from the bathroom scrubbing his wet hair with the
towel,
concentrating so intensely on the task at hand that he almost
missed the small
shuffle as something moved in his apartment. Instinct took over
and brought an
instant reaction as Mulder drew his SIG Sauer; the towel dropping
to the floor in
a small insignificant heap.
"One of these days it won't be a friendly visitor."
Mulder relaxed slightly as the husky, well remembered voice
reached him. Knowing
that, if Alex wanted him dead then he would already be quite dead,
yet, at the
same time, wondering whether he had somehow conjured up this man
while he was
thinking of him in the bathroom.
"You're no friend, Krycek."
Krycek grimaced as a heart-rending sadness crushed his chest
and watched as
Mulder lowered the gun but make no effort to holster it. At least
they had
reached a point where they could talk without needing to hold
a gun to each
other's head. His own was lying near his right hand on the couch;
a dull metallic
gleam in the lamplight.
"I assume your Master has some dirty linen he wants me to wash and air."
Krycek refused to be lured into a slanging match instead he
pushed a cutting from
a newspaper across the coffee table towards his one-time partner
being careful
not to move too far into the weak light emanating from the side-table.
Mulder
picked up the cutting, his eyes never leaving the shadowed face,
wishing he had
flicked on the overhead lights rather than the concealing lamp.
It had been so
long since he had seen Alex Krycek in full light. He gestured
to the piece of
paper in his hand.
"What is it?"
The silence lengthened until Mulder was forced to move towards
the lamp where he
could quickly scan the paper to satisfy his curiosity. Krycek
stayed deep in the
shadow, unmoving except for eyes that followed the tall agent
as Mulder crossed
the room, casting long shadows that touched him as the Agent moved
between him
and the lamp's meagre light.
"Jennifer Lewis, age four, drowned after wandering into
the Everglades." Mulder
glanced back to where Krycek sat as if made of stone. "Tragic
but?"
"Poor little Jennifer isn't the only accidental death in Christchurch, Florida."
Mulder scanned through the print once more, this time trying
to read between the
lines of text.
"You're implying this wasn't an accident." Mulder
watched as Krycek pushed
himself up from the couch. The former agent walked towards the
door without
looking back but Mulder wasn't about to let him go and crossed
the room in two
quick strides. The sudden grip on his arm swung Krycek around
to face Fox Mulder.
"What's going on, Krycek? Is this another Emily?"
For the briefest moment, he thought Mulder was going to resume
his habit of using
him for a punch bag and was half prepared to defend himself as
he shrugged off
the hand that still clung to the sleeve of his leather jacket,
but Mulder made no
move, despite the aggressive body language. He turned back towards
the door
throwing one more sentence Mulder's way before shutting it behind
him.
"Maybe I'll see you down there."
As he walked down the hallway his thoughts were in a turmoil.
He had done it
again; turned his back on Mulder and walked away in a manner that
could only be
perceived as arrogant. He wondered if Mulder would ever realise
how much he
offered him... that if he had to die then death at Mulder's hand
would be a far
better fate than any other he could imagine.
He turned up the leather collar and buried his good hand deep
into the pocket of
his jacket as he entered the rain-drenched street. It had started
to rain while
he had been waiting inside for Mulder, the pitter-patter of droplets
striking the
window pane lulling his body into much needed sleep. Only the
sound of the key
turning in the lock had awakened him but he had the sense and
experience to
remain still, knowing how the human eye tended to catch motion.
Krycek paused mid-step, tempted to look back to see if Fox
Mulder was watching
him from the window that overlooked the street but savagely pushed
down that need
and carried on. He had left his car two blocks away to avoid Mulder
becoming
suspicious of an unknown vehicle parked close by, wanting the
total element of
surprise but now, as droplets forced their way down the back of
his neck he
regretted that decision. His step increased slightly as he spotted
his rented
Chrysler Neon in the distance.
As he crossed the last intersection he noticed a car drawing
up beside him. His
first thought was that this might be a red- light district, the
driver cruising
around looking for some paid company to shut out the chill of
a cold, rainy night
but he had seen no sign of prostitutes or rent boys on the walk
to Mulder's
apartment. His next thought was to run until a well- hated voice
cut through the
night air.
"I assume you have passed on the information as instructed."
Krycek stood beside the car door, refusing to look towards
his personal nemesis,
the rain running in rivulets down his face. So, this particular
assignment was
not set up by his Employer. The Consortium must have made the
decision to use Fox
Mulder and left the details to the Well-Manicured Man.
"Was he interested?"
Krycek pursed his lips, not wanting to speak lest it gave the
other man some
right over him but he had no option. He had to work with this
man no matter how
much it cut him up inside.
"I believe so."
"Very good, Alex."
The smug voice grated on Krycek's nerves and it was all he
could do to stop
himself from turning and spitting directly into the man's face
but, fortunately,
the electric window rolled back up before he could lose control.
The dark sedan
pulled away smoothly, disappearing into the night leaving Krycek
alone on the
dark, wet street, wondering whether he had somehow betrayed himself
to Cancerman.
As his car sped away, the Cigarette-Smoking Man lit another Morley and smiled.
It had not taken him long to discover how Krycek had managed
to ingratiate
himself with the Consortium once more although, at first, he had
declined to
believe the rumour that his ex- prot*g* had been sleeping with
Marita
Covarrubias. Sex could be a powerful weapon in the right hands
and he had felt
momentary disappointment with Krycek for allowing her to deceive
him so
effectively. No, he could not believe the agent would be so foolish
as to trust
her implicitly and, sure enough, when he learnt that she had turned
up infected
by the Black Oil he had felt an almost paternal pride in the younger
man's
ingenuity.
He knew from personal experience that Alex Krycek was not averse
to using sex as
a means to an end and had probably used her to provide a means
of escape from
Russia with the Kazakhstan boy. It was one of the many reasons
he had recruited
him rather than search for some other idealistic young man. He
also knew Alex had
a preference towards males and someone willing to bed either sex
was a much
greater asset to him in a game where blackmail and subterfuge
played such a vital
role, plus, Alex Krycek was a very good-looking man.
His thoughts turned to the reason why he was driving through
the streets of
Washington DC in the pouring rain so late at night. To his knowledge
this was the
third time Krycek had chosen to visit Mulder personally to deliver
information
rather than use more discreet methods.
He took a long drag, the red tip glowing brighter in the darkened
interior of the
car. Perhaps Special Agent Fox William Mulder had become such
a preference. He
exhaled softly. That would be a shame as he had renewed designs
on the young man
for himself.
Alex Krycek had preyed on him from the very beginning. In the
early days, Alex
had been more than willing to ensure his Employer wanted for nothing,
his
response both wanton and energetic but gradually he had changed.
Cancerman
realised too late that he had allowed personal lust to overcome
discretion.
Krycek had too much intelligence to remain in such a state of
naivet* forever. He
had started to question and the answers he found did not match
the facts.
Partnering him with Fox Mulder had been a mistake although,
at the time, it had
seemed an excellent way of controlling the inquisitive FBI agent
but it was
inevitable that Krycek would be seduced by the other's quest,
not understanding
why it was so important to keep Mulder from the Truth.
Several disobeyed orders had caused embarrassment but, even
so, the decision to
remove his young prot*g* had not come lightly and, if truth be
known, he was glad
the attempt had failed.
If it had been Krycek alone then he might have conveniently
neglected to hunt
down the younger man, hoping he would disappear until he was forgotten
by the
others but Krycek had taken with him the DAT tape containing more
information
than any one person had the right to know. Even so, he had a strong
suspicion
that someone had helped to keep Krycek safe.
Krycek's reappearance at his apartment as the host body to
a strong Oilian had
presented him with a dilemma and he had no choice but to follow
the Oilian's
request and return it to its ship. He needed the safe return of
the DAT tape to
prove to the others that he could handle his job. The hardest
part had been
waiting in the corridor outside Silo 1013 listening to Alex as
he pounded on the
door, screaming, pleading to be let out and his resolve had almost
weakened but
his orders from the Colonists were clear. No interference, so
he had walked away
and tried to forget the beautiful green eyes and soft mouth, convincing
himself
that there would be other more desirable bodies to warm the cold
nights.
Against all the odds, Krycek had turned up once more to thwart
plans to steal
samples of the Russian Black Oil that had been found within a
meteor at Tunguska.
How he knew remained a mystery but the reason became clear when
Cancerman
discovered how Krycek had infiltrated the Russian Consortium.
He thought back to his hiding place in Quebec. Somehow he had
given away his
location - probably through those letters sent to his estranged
son. The
Well-Manicured Man had sent Alex Krycek to collect him. He had
spent several
hours seated next to his ex-lover on the journey back to the States,
feeling both
elated and tormented by the nearness of the warm, familiar body,
but Krycek had
sneered at every attempt to remind him of those early days and,
by the end of the
journey, he had decided to take the arrogant young man down a
peg or two and
slake his own renewed desires at the same time.
Yes, a real pity about Fox William Mulder but possibly the
leverage he needed to
get Krycek to do his bidding and share his bed again, willing
or not.
Krycek sighed as he shut the door to his apartment behind him.
The journey back to New York had been slower than he would
have liked. Delays at
Dulles had added two hours to the trip and it was well after four
by the time he
reached the small apartment. During the journey, most of his thoughts
had
travelled back in time to a flight from Quebec with Cancerman.
He had spent much
of that trip remembering a relationship he would much rather pretend
had never
happened and when the older man had pressed his hand firmly on
Krycek's thigh,
suggestively, he had barely managed to control the impulse to
kill him and be
damned. He had made it abundantly clear that the cancerous old
fool would never
touch him intimately again and, for one moment, had seen something
very cold and
dark in those rheumy, blue eyes. Cancerman was not the kind of
person you wanted
to cross unless you were willing to pay a high price.
This trip had been filled with similar dark thoughts, much
to the concern of the
unwary business traveller seated next to him. Eventually, the
man had moved away
to another seat, rather than remain within the crackling aura
of cold menace
emanating from the handsome stranger.
Krycek took a long, hot shower, hoping to shake off more than
just the chill
caused by cold rain seeping down his back. He had been careless
- and he had
thought he was being so discreet. Cancerman had not reached such
a high position
through lack of attention to detail and the very fact that he
was in Mulder's
street waiting for him to leave Mulder's apartment proved he had
already figured
out something of importance. How he used that knowledge against
his former
employee was the concern.
The hot water eased away the stiffness from the cold, damp
air but did little to
warm the chill that had crept into his soul. With a sigh of despair,
Krycek
pushed his fears away. There was nothing he could do except wait
for the axe to
fall and hope that he would be ready when it did.
He climbed between the cold sheets, pulling a blanket up to
his shoulders and,
with the ease of a man who has had to sleep under the most difficult
of
circumstances, he surrendered himself to the remainder of the
night, hoping that
his dreams would not be filled with the same despair.
10:56 Upper East Side
New York
Krycek yawned. His sleep had not been peaceful. He had suffered
from nightmares
ever since his confinement in Silo 1013 but last night they had
altered to
include the menacing presence of his ex-Employer. In his dream,
Cancerman had
been watching him through the small window in the silo door -
he could see the
tip of the ever-present cigarette glowing in the darkness beyond.
He had cried
out and seen the old man smiling at him before drifting away in
the gloomy
shadows, leaving him to his fate.
His mobile phone trilled, dragging him away from the unpleasant memory.
Krycek smiled as his informant gave him the information he
needed. He jotted down
a few details and then punched in the number he had memorised.
"Krycek."
He waited patiently for his Employer to take the call and was
rewarded by the
sound of a clipped British accent.
"He's interested. Sources indicate he has already booked two tickets to Florida."
//So he's taking Agent Scully with him.//
Krycek didn't bother to confirm even though the partnership
had been disbanded
following the destruction of the X-Files. For some reason, AD
Skinner made every
effort to keep Mulder and Scully together using Dana Scully's
expertise in
Forensics as justification although it helped that the Well-Manicured
Man was in
a position to nudge those higher up in the FBI in the direction
he wanted. Of
course it was also easier to manipulate the others when the case
seemed to
involve 'normal' rather than 'paranormal' investigation.
//I want you to follow Agents Mulder and Scully. Provide them
with direction as
necessary but do not make direct contact with them without my
authorisation.//
Krycek nodded to himself, all the time wondering at his parting
words to Mulder
and how prophetic they had turned out to be, yet, at the same
time, concerned at
his sudden orders to keep a personal watch on the two FBI agents.
How much had
Cancerman told the Well-Manicured Man about their past association?
Was this a
set-up? Or was he being primed for something more?
Krycek waited until he had received all the information and
then took a deep
breath as he exposed the cause of his latest nightmare.
"What about our cigarette smoking associate?"
There was a pause, short but noticeable.
//A difficulty but unavoidable.// Another pause. //I must be
kept informed of all
progress. You have your instructions.//
The line went dead. It was clear his patron had not anticipated
Cancerman's
direct involvement and yet was not surprised nonetheless. Krycek
recognised the
emphasis on 'I' and 'all', well aware of the implication. The
Cigarette-Smoking
Man was going to be a problem but his Employer had made it clear
he was to report
directly to him rather than to any other member of the Consortium.
It gave him hope that he might be offered some protection from
his former
employer but it was short-lived. Krycek could not shake off a
feeling of dread as
something he had overheard came back to haunt him. When his Employer
had told the
small boy there was no need to be afraid, Gibson Praise had called
him a liar,
bundling him into the same package as Cancerman. He wished he
had the ability to
read minds, to be able to separate the lies from the truth. To
be able to place
his full trust in the man who had taken him under his wing.
For purely selfish reasons, Krycek wondered where the boy was
now. Perhaps he
ought to make discreet enquiries.
20:35 Dawson Motel
Christchurch, Florida
The sun was very low in the sky by the time they pulled into
the parking lot of
the small motel. After booking in at Reception Mulder watched
as Dana Scully
retrieved her luggage from the rental. They walked in silence
to their respective
rooms, lingering on the threshold to make arrangements for an
evening meal before
each retreated into their temporary new home to freshen up.
As the doors closed behind them, Alex Krycek stepped out from
the deep shadows
opposite and leaned against the wall. Scully's presence would
make life difficult
but then again, maybe Mulder would stop threatening to beat him
to a pulp if he
had an audience... unless she came from the Skinner School of
Hard Knocks.
Krycek grimaced as he remembered that night spent on Skinner's
balcony - and the
hard punch in the stomach that had preceded it. The AD had told
him it didn't
make them even and Alex believed him. If only the man realised
that the
incapacitating blows on the hospital stairwell were the only reason
why Luis
Cardinal had not put a bullet through the Assistant Director's
skull. Cardinal
had been a hot-headed Hispanic, far too willing to shoot first
and then ask
questions as he had demonstrated when he killed Scully's sister,
Melissa, and
then later when he had gut-shot Skinner - plus his orders from
Cancerman had
been; 'If he tries to follow then kill him'. Only Krycek's intervention
had kept
the AD alive.
Alex smiled. Cardinal was one of those men who had demanded
loyalty, displayed
none and had been shown divine retribution... and Krycek was more
than thankful
the sadistic bastard had ceased to be a problem.
His thoughts moved back to the job in hand. Whatever happened
he knew he had to
keep a close eye on the two Federal agents and help them as much
as he could
without them knowing. He sighed, wondering how much harder this
job would turn
out to be now his paranoia was in full swing. If only he could
guarantee
Cancerman was fully occupied elsewhere but he had little hope.
There was a rift
within the Consortium and the Well-Manicured Man and Cancerman
were on different
sides of that ever widening gap.
For a moment he re-considered letting his new employer know
of his attraction to
Mulder but he quickly put that thought out of his head. He was
just a small cog
in a very large mechanism - easily replaceable. The Well-Manicured
Man would have
no reason to protect him in spite of all he had done in putting
the Black Oil
vaccine into his possession. No, the axe was poised and he would
have to find a
way to dodge it when it fell.
He gazed up into a beautiful starlit night and shivered despite
the warmth of the
evening. The stars no longer seemed friendly. He had learned too
much to ever
look up again and feel that sense of awe knowing now that humanity's
insignificance had become its downfall although some hope remained;
a hope that
was tied up with the rebel aliens.
He paused for a moment wondering exactly who they were and
why they wanted to
stop the colonisation. Could they truly care about the people
of this planet?
Their extermination of abductees at Kazakhstan, Skyland Mountain
and the Ruskin
Dam belied their good intentions but then, without the test subjects,
the
Colonists would find their plans set back by many years giving
the humans more
time to prepare defences. Or were the Rebels after this planet
for themselves?
Krycek felt his head begin to spin with contradictory thoughts.
Who could he
trust? His Employer? The Rebels? Mulder? During one candid moment
the FBI Agent
had told him he trusted no-one. Krycek sneered, since the Piper
Maru incident he
no longer even trusted himself.
He dropped his gaze to focus on the ground and walked back
to his rental which
was standing a short distance away in the parking lot attached
to a Denny's diner
debating whether to make a quick stop for a burger and fries.
Thoughts of being
chanced upon by Fox Mulder as he waited for his order pushed that
idea out of his
head. There was bound to be another diner closer to his own rented
room.
He opened the windows fully on the short drive to his motel,
hoping the fresh,
warm air would invigorate him, pulling him out of the blue funk
he had sunk into
since the previous evening.
Mulder threw his suitcase on the floor by the side of the bed,
dug around for his
toiletries and entered the small, impersonal bathroom. He glanced
around. He
hated bathrooms ever since he found his father dying on the floor
of one but for
all the wrong reasons. If his father had lived then perhaps he
would have the
full truth about Samantha that he had been seeking for so long.
Perhaps he would
have been able to put this one-man crusade behind him and start
his life over.
He sniffed at this thought trying to imagine a different life
to the one he had
led for the past decade. Perhaps, with his skills in psychology,
he could have
been earning a fortune in Beverly Hills pandering to the delusions
of movie stars
rather than staring at his reflection in the cracked bathroom
mirror in a cheap
Motel in Nowheresville. How different his life might have been.
Hell, he might
even have had a social life.
His mind replayed one of the scenes from his porno collection;
two men pumping
together at the edge of a beautiful heart- shaped pool, the Californian
sun
beating down on their golden tanned torsos as they writhed in
ecstasy, with
alternating groans and cries of pleasure rising to a crescendo
as the camera
zoomed in for a slow motion visual of their cum arcing across
their perfect
bodies. He let himself become one of those men, imagining his
voice, soft and
gentle, assuring the other man that this was the right way to
deal with the
anxieties and stress of the fast lane. He pushed an errant lock
of sweat- soaked
hair back from the high forehead and gazed into sated, deep green....
His eyes snapped open as the image of the other man blurred
into Alex Krycek.
Shame and anger burnt his cheeks as yet another of his favourite
fantasies fell
beneath the wheels of his desire for the dark-haired, green-eyed
fallen angel.
Holding his temper in check, Mulder shook out a couple of Tylenol
to forestall
the familiar headache that was threatening to grow behind his
eyes and then he
glanced at his wristwatch before returning to the small bedroom.
He had agreed to
meet Scully at Denny's in one hour but there was no reason why
he could not go
earlier. Rather that than remain in the rundown motel room counting
the number of
flowers on the peeling wallpaper - or thinking of Alex Krycek.
As he left the room a distant figure caught his attention.
A familiar, muscular
frame walking across the nearby parking lot. Mulder moved off
slowly then
increased his speed as the figure climbed behind the wheel of
a dark vehicle. He
angled his run to try and intercept the car at the exit but slowed
down when he
realised it was too far away. He jogged to a halt and stared at
the receding tail
lights and then shook his head in annoyance. Why did every shadowy
figure have to
remind him of Alex Krycek?
After he had placed his order for coffee, his thoughts turned
back to his
ex-partner. It wasn't beyond the realms of possibility that the
Consortium Agent
should be here. After all, Krycek's last words had implied that
he might be
around but...
As he took his first sip the door opened and Dana Scully walked
in. She slid into
the seat opposite.
"I called on you early and figured you might come here."
Mulder smiled, welcoming the company. Dana Scully raised a
quizzical eyebrow as
Mulder's expression changed.
"Penny for them?"
He studied her face, tempted momentarily to inform her of his
suspicion that Alex
Krycek was in Florida but decided not to. She did not know about
his unasked for
contact with the ex-FBI agent and he could imagine her response
if he let on.
No... Some things were best left unsaid.
08:32 County Sheriff's Office
Christchurch, Florida
The first point of call for any Field Agent had always been
the Sheriff's office.
It was a common courtesy to let the local authorities know you
were in their neck
of the woods. It was also the natural place to start the investigation
on this
case but Sheriff Davis had 'gone 'gator hunting' and was unobtainable.
The
covering Deputy was a little reluctant to release the file on
Jennifer Lewis
especially when he saw the legend 'Accidental Death' stamped in
red across the
front.
Mulder threw his head back in disgust. It was always the same
whenever they had
to deal with the local cops but Mulder couldn't explain that their
petty fears
were groundless. He was not there to tread on any toes, intentionally
or
otherwise, or to prove they couldn't do their job... He was there
because he
believed there was more to the case than others were willing to
believe... and
because it was better than sitting behind a desk wondering where
his lifework had
disappeared to, even if the assignment had been instigated through
Alex Krycek.
The Deputy did a pretty good job in trying to persuade Mulder
to come back later
in the day after he had managed to contact the Sheriff but eventually
realised
that this was one Federal Agent that was not going to be put off.
He listened
carefully to the Agent's reasoning and, finally, relented.
//What harm could it do?// he thought to himself as he handed
over the file. He
had worked on the case himself and knew they had covered all angles.
It was a
tragic accident and nothing more.
Mulder and Scully spent the remainder of the morning reading
through the
statements from various notables: Dr Martins, the Coroner; Dr
Hudson, attending
Physician; the men who found the dead girl and the Deputy who
attended the scene.
All in all there were around a dozen reports and statements to
sift through.
Scully leaned back and rubbed her hands across tired eyes.
"I can't find anything irregular here, Mulder. The autopsy
shows fluid in her
lungs so to all intents and purposes, Jennifer Lewis wandered
out of the grounds
into the Everglades, fell into the water and drowned."
"There has to be something we're missing. Pass me the statement from Dr Hudson."
"You've read it through twice, Mulder, and so have I.
There's nothing there. The
girl slipped away from her supervisor and was dead by the time
they found her.
Investigating cases of negligence is not up to the FBI. The local
Sheriff's
Department has...."
"Done nothing. No inspection of the premises, no check
on procedures. That's it."
Mulder looked up at Scully triumphantly as if he had just placed
the last piece
in a jigsaw puzzle.
"What's it, Mulder?"
"Where's that Pathology report?"
"Mulder! I think you're making something out of nothing."
Fox Mulder scanned back through the Pathologists report. The
autopsy revealed
very little except that the girl had fluid in her lungs. There
was no Toxicology
report, no X-rays. He pointed this out to Scully.
"That's not unusual in clear cut cases such as this...."
Mulder threw his head back in exasperation.
"I don't get it, Scully. Why send us down here? There has to be something..."
An hour later and no further forward, Mulder threw down the
report and buried his
head in his hands. He rubbed tired eyes before running his hands
backwards
through his hair. He glanced up at his partner. Dana Scully sat
across the narrow
desk, her small hands wrapped around a cold mug of coffee; a faint
look of
boredom and frustration etched across her tired face. She reached
for another
sandwich and grimaced. The edges had curled up in the heat and
the cheese within
had started to sweat making it both look and smell unappetising.
"You're right. There's nothing here." A moment passed.
"Wait a minute. He said
she wasn't the only accidental death..."
"Who said...?"
"There's a terminal next door. I wonder if they're linked to the Coroner's..."
"Mulder!" Scully allowed her exasperation to escape
in a single word before
admitting to herself that it would be easier to go along with
his train of
thought than fight him. "I'll check the records for the past
two years. With a
town this small it shouldn't take more than an hour." //Then
maybe we can get out
of here// she added to herself. As she left the room she could
hear him
murmuring, "there has to be something here."
Three hours later they had sifted through a dozen more Death
Reports and had
visited both the Coroner and the men who found the girl's body.
Apart from a
nasty moment when one of the men had described in glorious Technicolor
how an
alligator liked it's meal there was nothing new to learn... only
that the girl
had not attracted any alligators. It was unusual but not unknown
in these parts
but it set all the alarms ringing in Mulder's head.
"What are the chances of getting the body exhumed for Toxicology tests?"
"Nil. We have no justification. No new evidence to put forward..."
"The alligators, Scully."
Dana Scully brushed the hair back from her face. "Maybe
they didn't like the
colour of her dress. Let's call it a day, Mulder. I could use
a shower..."
Mulder sighed in acknowledgement.
"And a decent cup of coffee," she added, grimacing
as the cold, bitter liquid
like sludge found at the bottom of a river slid passed her taste
buds.
Back at the motel, Mulder placed a handful of ice into a towel
and then lay down
on the bed placing the ice-filled towel over his face. In the
background he could
hear the dissonant sounds from the TV and beyond that the steady
hum of an
ancient air conditioner. He sighed as the ice cooled his sweating
forehead. The
trilling of his cell-phone phone caught him off guard but he reached
for it
quickly.
"Mulder."
//Dr Martha J Hudson.//
"Krycek?"
//She 'supports' a local institute for children with special
needs....that's all
I can tell you.//
"Alex!" Mulder almost shouted his name but Krycek
had already hung up. He drew
the mobile away from his ear and stared at it in frustration then
switched it off
before dropping it onto the bed beside him and murmuring to himself.
"Dr Martha J Hudson."
Krycek had to have had a good reason for giving him that name.
He leapt up from
the bed and walked the short distance to Scully's door.
"Scully, it's Mulder."
The door opened to reveal his partner wrapped in a bath robe,
her hair caught up
in a towel. He didn't wait for permission but wandered passed
her into the room
and sat down on the easy chair.
"I just had a call from my informant. He gave me a name: Dr Martha Hudson."
"The attending Physician?"
Mulder nodded. "Have you got the details from those other files?"
"No, but I could get them in the morning. You want me
to check for the Doctor's
name?"
Mulder nodded again. "He mentioned the Institute. We need
to check how many of
these deaths involved patients from the Institute?....I'm gonna
make a call to
Frohike."
Scully sat back on the bed in exasperation as the large whirlwind
that was
Special Agent Fox Mulder pulled his cell- phone from his jacket
pocket.
"It's Mulder. I need a favour. What can you get on a Dr
Martha J Hudson?.....
Yeah, the interesting stuff.... Yeah, I'll hold on."
The minutes passed in silence and Scully spent the time watching
the variety of
expressions that moved across Mulder's face and then the dawning
of
understanding.
"I'll bring you back a gift from Disney World." Then
Mulder laughed in response
to something, disconnected the call and turned to his partner.
"He said Disney
was an anti-Semitic fascist and they'd prefer something from the
Cape."
Scully didn't bother to point out that the Cape was a fair
distance away, knowing
that, somehow or other they would end up at Spaceport USA.
"Maybe I'll get the chance to take in a couple of IMAX: The Blue Planet or..."
"I didn't realise they showed that kind of film there."
"Scully, I'm deeply offended...."
"What did Frohike have to say?"
"Martha Jean Hudson. Biochemist. Spent nine years in Genetics
Research at UCLA,
twelve years working for the Military before her 'resignation'
two years ago.
Been working at this Private Institute since then...only the company
paying her
salary seems to be connected to the Pentagon. The name Dr Charne-Sayre
came up."
"You think she's experimenting on the patients?"
"Way to go, Scully."
"Mulder, you can't be serious..."
"Why not. They've been testing the Black Oil in the Old
Folks homes so why not
the Children's." Mulder recognised the disbelief in her expression
but thought
carefully before reminding her of the obvious. "Scully, they
used Emily." He
hated to re-open old wounds but knew it was the only way to cast
doubt into her
mind. "I think we should go pay Dr Hudson a visit."
"We can't go there just on hearsay. Don't you think we
should wait until I've
rechecked the files?"
"If we wait too long we may lose her."
"You're taking the word of this informant a little too
easy, Mulder. Have they
got some kinda hold on you? ....Mulder, what's wrong?" Scully
ceased her tirade
when she noticed the strange expression cross her partner's face.
Mulder pulled himself together quickly and rose to his feet.
"Indigestion. Think I'll turn in now, check out the Pay to View channels."
Scully watched in exasperation as Mulder walked out the door
shutting it firmly
behind him. She closed her eyes for a moment. Working with Fox
Mulder was like
trying to lasso a whirlwind. He raced through your life, twisting
back and forth
as ideas formed, were studied, plans made and discarded and then
disappeared
leaving you to deal with the mental wreckage... but she loved
it and, in a
sisterly way, she loved him too.
When he finally slept, Mulder fell into a strange dream. Teal
green eyes, pupils
enlarged in the semi-darkness looked deeply into his own. Soft
lips caressed his
cheek and he felt his body respond to the warmth that swelled
within him. Strong
fingers carded through his hair, pulling his head forward until
those lips met
his own. A silken tongue danced teasingly across but pulled away
before he had
the chance to capture it. The wan light left deep shadows, emphasising
the
generous mouth and high cheekbones but the figure continued to
move back,
gradually disappearing into the darkness beyond.
"Alex!"
Mulder sat up, his breath coming in quick gasps. He spent a
moment searching in
the flickering shadows within the room before realising it was
all a dream.
Mulder shuddered and then lowered himself back down to the bed,
his breathing
more controlled even if the rest of his body still cried out in
primitive need.
An hour later, Mulder was still awake. The flickering of the
TV in the darkened
room cast ever changing shadows across the ceiling but rather
than having the
usual soporific effect they seemed to increase the frenetic activity
in his
brain. Eventually, he realised he would have to deal with the
thoughts crowding
in on him or he would get no sleep that night.
Scully had asked what hold this man had on him and he allowed
his mind to drift
back to the day it had all started; when a junior agent had been
assigned to the
same case. Despite the greased back hair and cheap suit Mulder
could not deny the
attraction he had felt for the younger man. Krycek was his every
waking dream and
his every night time fantasy. The dark, handsome looks, those
beautiful green
eyes framed by long dark lashes. The mahogany hair, glinting shades
of red and
gold, that fell over his face when he worked over reports. His
voice soft, husky
and melodic, his body well-toned and well proportioned and that
sensuous mouth -
eminently kissable.
That thought led him on to The Kiss. The feel of those warm,
soft lips upon his
cheek, the rough brush against his own stubbled skin and the words
that followed.
'My Friend', Krycek had said.
Mulder wondered whether Alex Krycek knew he had spoken in Russian
- or if he
realised Mulder would remember the words and have them translated...but
it was
more than just the words; it was the tone of his voice, the expression
on his
face. There was no doubt in Mulder's mind that Krycek had meant
what he said.
'My Friend'.
Since that day they had met three more times but always under
cover of darkness
and there had been no repeat of that spontaneous kiss yet Mulder
knew something
had changed between them. Gone was the intense hatred, barely
controlled by his
need to keep the other man alive in order to solve the mysteries
set before him.
Instead he felt deep anger and feelings of betrayal overlaid by
desire.
But why betrayal?
Because he murdered my father! Because he framed me for the
murder. Because he
helped them abduct Scully....because he left me to die at Tunguska.
Mulder stopped on that thought. Why did that hurt him so much?
He had kicked
Krycek around, beat him, dragged him to Skinner's apartment, where
he had been
punched and then left out on a cold balcony all night. Left him
handcuffed him to
the steering wheel of the rental without caring if the man would
be trapped there
until he died of thirst, then, after hearing Krycek swear at him
in Russian, he
had dragged Krycek along on his crusade giving no thought to the
other man's
safety. Both of them had been beaten by the guards before Krycek
had convinced
one of them to take him to the people in charge.
Mulder felt his heart go cold as he realised one other truth.
If their positions
had been reversed would he have made much of an effort to have
Krycek freed from
the dank cell and the agony of the test? Mulder knew the answer
was 'No' but,
more importantly, he recognised why.
Within a few weeks of working with Krycek he had fallen for
him; if not in love
then most certainly in lust - and he had broken his own rule.
He had started to
trust the younger agent and when Krycek revealed his true nature
it had felt like
a slap round the face but it had not ended there. Like a miniature
tornado,
Krycek had wreaked havoc through his life both mentally and physically....
but it
was the betrayal of that trust that had brought about the intense
hatred. After
all, weren't love and hate flip sides of the same coin? So what
had changed
between them? What had flipped the coin back into the air?
'My Friend'.
Mulder closed his eyes. He knew it could not be that simple.
He carried too many
emotional scars from Alex Krycek but, deep down, he knew that
he would have to
re-open those wounds one at a time before he could start the true
healing
process. Unfortunately, it looked as if the bandage across one
particular tear
had ripped away with a single kiss. Mulder decided to linger on
the thoughts that
leaked through that old wound; the intensity in those beautiful
eyes, the soft,
pliant lips against his cheek.
The anger still burned fiercely but so did his body when he
thought of Alex
Krycek. He wanted to believe his original impression of Krycek
was right, that
there was more to the man than a paid assassin and traitor. He
thought back to
those early days when they had goofed around; the easy camaraderie
as they
exchanged ideas and jokes and watched baseball. But how much had
been the real
Alexei Krycek and how much had been an act to fool him into trusting.
That was
the problem. That was the real reason for his anger and the true
source of his
guilt.
Alex Krycek had killed his father yet it was this personal
betrayal that had
mattered most.
Fox Mulder swallowed hard as he forced himself down a path
he had considered
closed for a long time. His father: the reason why he had applied
to a British
University when he could have had his pick of Yale, Princeton
and Harvard. Even
then he had known his father was somehow involved in his sister's
abduction and
the strain that knowledge brought had driven a wedge between them.
Mulder forced himself to accept another truth. Before the murder
he had hated his
father almost as much as he had loved him but the knowledge he
had gained since
his father's death had tipped the balance the other way. Now he
could no longer
think about his father without a shudder of disgust. In fact,
he was beginning to
doubt that William Mulder was his father but the alternative was
almost
unthinkable.
Mulder felt his chest tighten as he prepared to think the unthinkable.
What if
Cancerman was his biological father? Samantha believed it and
he could not deny
that she resembled the man. What if it were true? X had shown
him the photographs
of his mother with Cancerman and had implied there had been a
lot more between
them than mere friendship.
Skinner had handed him a blood-covered photo found in the Cigarette-Smoking
Man's
'private' apartment after the shooting - a picture of himself
and Samantha. Why
would Cancerman have that particular photo? Mulder tried to explain
it away as a
foster father wanting photos of his adopted daughter - but he
must have taken
many far more personal photos of Samantha over the years so why
did he keep this
one of brother and sister? Another thought - perhaps he wanted
to be reminded of
the family he had destroyed - or lost.
Mulder knew DNA testing could confirm or deny paternity but
obtaining samples
from William Mulder and Cancerman would be impossible and, to
be brutally honest,
he was not certain whether this was a truth he wanted to discover.
He brought himself up short, aware of his attempt to avoid
the real issue. The
true dilemma was that he felt guilty knowing he held more affection
for this
murderer, Alexei Krycek, than he did for the man who had called
himself his
father.
The Psychologist within him smiled and Fox Mulder took a deep
shuddering breath
as some of his anxiety fell away in acceptance. It hadn't resolved
any of his
feelings for Krycek but at least he would no longer transfer all
his own guilt
onto the other man as well. Mulder closed his eyes and let this
new knowledge
fill him and, eventually, he slept but this time without dreaming.
09:25 East 46th Street
New York
The Well-Manicured Man's seamed face creased even more as he
read the report that
had been handed over to him. Activity around one of the Consortium's
pharmaceutical subsidiaries in Florida had increased alarmingly
but, what was
more amusing was the number of calls placed to a Dr Martha J Hudson
at the
Christchurch Institute.
He had suspected for over a month that the subsidiary had been
taken over by
Colonists and he had been working to confirm or deny this suspicion
by releasing
information to certain members of the Group. This new link between
the various
parts of the organisation gave him the proof he needed and fulfilled
his plan to
make Dr Hudson a real threat but he knew he had to act fast in
case the situation
spiralled out of control. That left him one recourse, the option
he had been
hoping would present itself; to authorise Krycek's direct involvement
with Agents
Mulder and Scully.
He had been working to this end and was pleased that all was
going to plan. His
earlier outburst against eliminating Hudson provided the desired
alibi, throwing
any suspicion away from him. Her elimination - no, extermination,
was now a
requirement but he had to carry on with the game-plan until the
right opportunity
presented itself.
The time to be extremely careful with every word and gesture had come.
09:35 Dawson Motel
Christchurch, Florida
Krycek watched from a window booth at the Denny's diner as
Mulder and Scully
disappeared off to the Institute. His eyes followed the tall,
athletic frame,
marvelling at the gracefulness displayed so casually. The Florida
sun caught
Mulder's brown hair highlighting the reds and golds - and then
he ducked into the
rental and was gone. Krycek sighed and beckoned to the waitress.
He ordered a
breakfast, ate leisurely and then waited a little longer until
the small diner
had cleared the breakfast crowd before making the scheduled call
at 10:00; it was
answered immediately.
"Krycek."
A moments delay was followed by the sound of a recognisable
voice: the
Well-Manicured Man. His patron did not bother with pleasantries
but went straight
to the point.
//The situation has taken a turn for the worse. Dr Hudson has
become aware of our
displeasure and has been contacted by certain 'external' parties.//
One word swept across Krycek's mind: Colonists.
//I want you to assist Agents Mulder and Scully. Delay them
as far as you can
without compromising yourself or their safety. I want the results
of the
experiments but you must leave enough evidence behind for Mulder
to gain a
conviction. We may still be able to salvage something from this
unfortunate
affair.//
Although his expression did not change, Krycek was inwardly
relieved by the final
order. He would never regain Mulder's trust if he became a party
to the
assassination of the very criminal he had sent Mulder to bring
to justice.
"And the 'external' party?"
//Leave them alone unless they intervene. We will deal with
them by other means.
I will make the necessary arrangements for your protection. Expect
to be
contacted again through more 'official' channels.//
A click was followed by the 'dead tone' as the man on the other
end of the line
hung up leaving Alex Krycek lost in thought, the receiver still
held against his
right ear. It was too late to catch up with the Agents, they would
have reached
the Institute by now. All he could do was hope they didn't push
Hudson over the
edge before he had the chance to hook up with them or it would
make his job a lot
harder.
09:35 FBI Headquarters
Washington DC
AD Skinner picked up the phone.
"Skinner."
He listened in silence as his immediate superior gave him instructions.
"Sir, may I ask where these instructions originated?"
Walter Skinner placed the phone back on its cradle and rubbed
a hand across the
top of his head. The instructions had filtered down from the Head
of the FBI so
he had no choice but to follow them to the letter but he could
not help feeling a
constriction in his chest as anger seethed beneath the surface.
He called his
Secretary.
"Kimberley, I need you to take down a letter and get it
faxed to the Florida
Office. Also, I need the local office to draw up a couple of Search
Warrants.
Judge Wilkins will authorise. The details should be faxed to you
shortly."
She entered carrying pen, paper and several sheets of Fax.
"They arrived while you were talking to the Section Chief."
Skinner drew his lips into a tight line of annoyance. Normally,
when he wanted to
get anything done, the paper work and red tape took hours of preparation
and
negotiation. It took him a moment to sort out the wording in his
head before he
began to dictate the letter and he felt a stress headache building
with each word
uttered. He didn't like this one little bit.
10:05 Christchurch Institution for Children with Special Needs
Christchurch,
Florida
The driveway leading up to the Institute was well maintained
with low shrubs and
flowers separating the grey gravel from the verdant grass. Mulder
slowed the car
and brought it to a complete stop parallel with the wide doorway.
He readjusted
his shades as he stepped out of the car and tugged at his tie
to make himself
more presentable. Looking across the top of the car, Mulder caught
the small
smile that crossed Scully's face.
"It could be my lucky day."
Scully deigned to reply as anything she said would probably
be met with some
wisecrack or a hurt expression and she really felt too hot to
play games.
"Let's just get inside."
"Heat getting to you, Scully."
Her glare of annoyance over the top of her sunglasses was met
with a cheeky grin.
There was something about Mulder on a case that brought out the
mischievous boy
in him. She followed him as he practically bounced up the short
flight of steps.
Mulder removed his glasses as they entered the foyer but had to
wait a few
seconds before his eyes could adjust to the relative darkness.
He quickly scanned
the room.
On one side a counter ran the full length of the room with
a hinged access flap
at the far end and behind the counter sat a middle-aged woman
with slightly
greying hair tucked neatly up into a nurse's hat. She narrowed
her eyes at them
in suspicion and waited for them to approach. Mulder reached into
his jacket and
produced his FBI identification, holding the card before her eyes.
"Agent Scully, Special Agent Mulder. We have an appointment
with Dr Martha
Hudson."
"Mulder...." The woman made quite a deal out of searching
for his name on a short
list in front of her before pointing to a bank of chairs opposite.
"If you
wouldn't mind waiting over there while I inform Dr Hudson."
Scully raised her eyebrows at the barely restrained hostility
sharing a silent
look with Mulder before moving across the foyer to the seats.
"I have a feeling we're not welcome here."
"Well, let's hope we don't have to spend the rest of the day waiting here."
Mulder sighed, his previous buoyancy deflating as he recalled
the number of times
he had been left to wait for hours on end in similar situations.
However, to his
surprise the sound of purposeful steps echoing along the hallway
towards them
heralded the arrival of a white-coated lady with blonde hair fading
to grey
framing a face that could have been called beautiful a decade
earlier. He took an
instant dislike to the woman but let his face remain carefully
neutral.
Before going to sleep last night he had gone over this coming
interview in his
head a dozen times. The Doctor was working for the Military and
he had no doubts
where their loyalty lay. He was convinced that they were behind
most of the
so-called Alien Abductions - including Scully's. On too many occasions
he had
been thwarted by Military protocol and cover-ups. For starters,
they had withheld
the toxicology reports from Duane Barry's autopsy and they had
aided in the
destruction of the buried train refrigeration car in New Mexico.
He had decided to try and make this interview as light as possible
wanting to
produce a reaction that could lead to mistakes but not so drastic
that he would
lose his prey. He wanted Dr Hudson to become a little paranoid,
to start trying
to cover her tracks because in doing so she might have to dig
up the dirt first
and Mulder was planning on arriving with a shovel when she led
him to where the
evidence was buried.
"Agent Mulder, I'm Dr Hudson."
"Dr Hudson, this is my partner, Agent Scully."
"If you'd like to follow me we can talk privately in my office."
The two agents followed the Doctor along the corridor and up
a flight of stairs.
Almost opposite the staircase was a solid wood door with gold
lettering etched
onto the surface: Dr M J Hudson.
Dr Hudson ushered them into the office and bade them sit while
she walked around
to the other side of a large mahogany desk. She took a seat and
began instantly.
"As you may well appreciate, I am a busy woman. I have
patients to see so if we
could make this quick."
"We're here to investigate the death of Jennifer Jane
Lewis." The Doctor raise
her eyebrows, a look of exasperation crossing her face as Scully
continued.
"Perhaps you can explain how she came to be wandering about
on her own outside
the Institute grounds."
"I've told all this to the local Sheriff. He took a statement
from me at the
time...."
"Sheriff Davis is not available at this time so if you
wouldn't mind
repeating..."
"This is most irregular." The Doctor huffed in annoyance.
As the interview progressed, Dr Hudson became more and more
edgy. Questions
relating to Jennifer's escape were easily fielded but the more
personal ones
relating to her work at the Institute left her feeling cold. She
had been
promised protection in her work yet here were the FBI prying into
her affairs.
Somehow she managed to complete the interview without betraying
herself but had
the feeling that they were not completely satisfied with the answers
she had
given.
From her office window she watched as the two Agents left the
building and
climbed into their rental, waiting until the car had turned out
of the driveway
onto the main highway before returning to her desk. She picked
up the telephone
and dialled a number she had memorised many weeks ago.
"Dr Hudson. I accept your offer."
Dr Hudson sat at her desk for several long minutes, staring
at the computer in
front of her before reaching forward to switch it on. She reached
into a desk
drawer and retrieved a DAT tape, placed it into the zip drive
and downloaded all
the important documents in compressed format. Once she was certain
she had
everything she purged the hard drive, not once but several times.
She placed the tape into her pocket and moved across to the
file cabinets. A
quick glance at her watch told her that she had a lot to, do but
there would be
plenty of time before she was collected by her new employer.
***
When Krycek cautiously answered his hotel phone he had not
known what to expect
but hearing the clipped British Accent gave him some relief.
//The corner of West Grove and Pine Street in 45 minutes. Collect
the package and
deliver it to Agent Mulder personally. If he has a problem with
accepting the
content then....//
Krycek listened carefully to the remainder of the message then
replaced the phone
and pulled out the local map he had collected hours earlier. He
pinpointed the
junction and estimated how long it would take to get there and
then realised he
had at least 20 minutes to kill. He hated waiting but better that
that hanging
around a drop zone too early.
15 minutes later he found himself behind the wheel of his car,
having run out of
patience, pulling slowly out of the Diner's Parking Lot, heading
northwards to
the rendezvous. He pulled up over a hundred metres away from the
junction and
waited. Only 4 minutes to go.
A man arrived and Krycek found the corners of his mouth rising.
The man looked
uncomfortable in his suit and tie in the Florida heat and had
the air of someone
not used to hanging around on street corners. Probably a Fibbie.
The man glanced
up and down the streets, stopping constantly to check his watch.
For one perverse moment, Krycek found himself tempted to let
the man sweat it out
for another few minutes but sighed in resignation. His Employer
had made it clear
that things were not going too well and Krycek knew he couldn't
afford to foul up
this meet.
He stepped from his car and walked slowly toward the man, coming
up behind him
stealthily, almost smirking when the man turned to find Krycek
standing only a
few feet behind his unprotected back. A hand automatically jerked
towards a
concealed weapon but faltered.
"I believe you have a package for me."
"Are you Krycek?"
Krycek smiled, imagining the sarcastic response the man would
have gained from
Fox Mulder. The Federal Agent almost blushed as he realised his
stupid mistake.
Fortunately, he had been given a description of his contact and,
although the
hair was a lot shorter, the face more mature, he knew it was the
same man. He
handed over the manila envelope.
Krycek nodded and waited until the other man had backed off
before returning to
his car. Once inside he opened the envelope and shook out the
contents. A broad
smile crossed the handsome face.
12:15 Denny's Diner, next to Dawson Motel
Christchurch, Florida
"MY room has wallpaper so old-fashioned Noah would refuse to hang it in the Ark"
"I've seen your wallpaper, Scully, and it would be classed
as a modern
masterpiece compared to the cave drawings in my room."
Lunch had seemed quite a leisurely affair right up to the moment
when a man
approached their table.
"Is this seat taken?"
"Krycek!"
Casually sitting down by Scully and placing his right hand
in full view on top of
the table, Alex Krycek smiled as both FBI agents pulled their
guns. He spoke
softly, a slight movement of his head indicating the nervous attention
being
afforded the mismatched trio.
"You're making a scene."
He watched through cautious eyes as Mulder pursed his lips
before placing his gun
back into its holster.
"It's OK, Scully."
"Mulder, he's a suspect in several murder cases as well as..."
"He's also my informant."
Scully regarded Mulder with incredulity.
"You came here on the word of this...liar and murderer."
"You can't deny the connections he has...."
"Had, Mulder. They want him dead just as much as..."
Scully broke off, well aware
of what she had been about to say and, from the sudden closed
look on the
handsome face beside her, well aware that Alex Krycek knew it
too.
"Scully, we don't have to like him..."
"Well, that's good because I don't."
"...but we may need him if we want to get to the bottom of this case."
"I was instructed to give you this."
Krycek handed over a large manila envelope and then leant back
before Mulder
could question him further. Mulder glanced at Scully before tearing
it open and
emptying the contents on the table in front of him. Inside were
several
documents: two search warrants for Doctor Hudson's office and
home, a warrant to
bring her in for questioning and a headed letter legitimising
their use of Krycek
in the investigation.
Mulder stared hard at the words on the paper and then handed
the letter across to
Scully, both eyebrows rising as she issued an expletive that was
totally out of
character.
"Scully, I didn't know a good Catholic girl like you knew such a word..."
"This is a forgery, Mulder. No-one in their right mind
would assign him. We're
being set-up..."
"What's the problem, Agent Scully? As far as I am aware
there have never been any
formal charges brought against me. You have no proof for any of
the crimes you
allege I have committed..?"
Mulder snarled back at the younger man.
"You're not working with us, Krycek."
Alex Krycek reached over and snatched Mulder's cell-phone from
the table top. He
pushed a series of buttons and listened to the dialling tone.
The call was
answered.
"Agent Mulder wants verification."
He held the phone out and it was taken, reluctantly. Mulder
held it up to his
ear.
"Mulder."
//Agent Mulder. I expect you have received some documents.
Someone higher up
wants Krycek in on this. I don't like it but I have my orders
and so do you. When
the case is over you're to cut him loose and give him 24 hours
before making any
attempt to follow his trail. Do you understand?//
Mulder glanced across at Scully.
"Yes, Sir, I understand..."
//That applies to Scully too. I expect to be kept well informed
on your
progress.//
Mulder pursed his lips in annoyance. Any attempt to circumvent
the orders was now
virtually impossible. He disconnected the call and looked at his
partner.
"Skinner. He's confirmed all this, including ...."
Mulder indicated Krycek with a
dip of his head.
Scully shook her head in disbelief her expression telling him
that she like it
even less than he did.
"Have you ordered yet?"
Krycek remained still as he tried to bring back some normalcy
into the bizarre
situation. He continued to watch cautiously as Scully lowered
her gun, her blue
eyes still locked on his, appetite chased away by the thought
of eating a meal
with this man. Krycek looked over his shoulder and beckoned the
waitress. She
straightened her pink-check uniform and approached the table reluctantly.
Krycek
glanced at her name badge.
"Sally, I'll have the double cheeseburger with a side
order of fries... and
coffee, strong and black."
Krycek looked enquiringly at his 'companions' and visibly relaxed
back into the
well-upholstered booth as Mulder stated his order as if there
had never been a
scene. The Agent gazed at his partner, noting the sour expression
and the tension
in the blue eyes, knowing from personal experience how Scully
was feeling at this
moment and knowing, also, that it would pass and she would be
left feeling
hungry, and even more annoyed if she didn't order now, so he ordered
for her.
"I'll also take the cheese salad, no mayo and two coffees."
Sally finished scribbling down the order and left the side
of the table promptly
to relay the order to the kitchen. Mulder ignored the glare from
Scully; she
would thank him later.
The silence between them grew more noticeable as conversations
resumed on the
tables around them. Mulder looked across at the younger man. This
was the first
time he had seen Krycek in full light since Tunguska and he had
to admit the man
had become even more stunning as the years passed. Gone was the
fresh- faced
junior G-Man with slicked back hair, polyester suits and a boring
taste in ties.
The man who sat opposite had discarded his usual black leather
jacket in favour
of denim due to the Florida heat. He wore his hair a lot shorter
and his face was
slightly fuller but maturity had only added to his attraction
and Mulder
wondered, for the nth time, how a remorseless killer like Krycek
could be blessed
with the face of an Angel.
The green eyes caught his and Mulder felt as if he was drowning
in the icy,
blue-green waters of the Baltic Sea. He looked away as the clatter
of dishes
broke the spell he had fallen under, relieved that the waitress
had arrived
before Scully noticed his distraction. A glance back revealed
a frown on his ex-
partner's face and he hoped Alex Krycek would remain baffled by
the attention he
had been paid.
"What do you know about Hudson's experiments?"
"Only that they involved exposing children to a particular disease...."
"Doesn't anyone realise what's going on? What about the
Parents?" Scully
interjected and Krycek addressed his next statement back towards
her.
"You've seen these kids...they've been dumped there by
uncaring relatives from
birth. Most have the severe form of Down's Syndrome. Nobody cares
what happens to
them... nobody visits."
"What about checks by the local authorities? Doesn't anybody..."
Scully broke off as she watched the disbelieving expression
cross Krycek's face,
annoyed and frustrated by her own naivet*. Of course there would
be no checks,
this was how the Consortium operated.
"So how did Jenny Lewis come to the attention of the Press?"
Mulder thought for a moment as Krycek raised both eyebrows
as if he thought the
question inane. Mulder decided to answer it himself.
"My guess would be either someone was careless - or someone
let her out." He
looked across at his ex-partner and saw a small smile of approval
tug at the
corners of his mouth and eyes. He continued on, slowly, almost
questioningly.
"Whatever, somehow she managed to get out of the Institute
and the Press got hold
of the story before they could cover their tracks." Krycek
nodded in agreement
and leaned back as Mulder continued. "All the evidence we
need will be found at
the Christchurch Institution... but that still doesn't explain
what you're doing
here."
Krycek looked deep into the hazel eyes.
"I'm your guardian angel."
Scully was none too pleased with Mulder and waited until Krycek
headed for the
men's washroom before remonstrating with him.
"I don't understand you, Mulder. How can you be so casual
with him? He murdered
your father. He was with Cardinal when that butcher gunned down
Melissa. He's
never shown remorse for any of his actions...the man's a psychopath..."
"There's nothing wrong with his mind." //Or his body//
Mulder felt himself start
to blush and quickly changed the subject before he gave himself
away. "Look,
Scully, I trust him about as far as I could throw him..."
"You trusted him enough to drag us all the way from DC.
This could have been a
set-up."
Mulder looked away. How could explain that this was not the
first time he had
dragged them off on the word of the man he had labelled Ratboy.
Worse still, how
could he explain why without betraying himself to the astute woman
by his side
when everything she said about Krycek was true. No, not everything,
he honestly
believed Krycek was no psychopath but didn't that make the man
even more of a
monster knowing that his actions did not stem from a deranged
mind?
"We'd better get a move on before Hudson flies the coop."
***
Krycek appeared, as if by magic, as they approached the car.
He clambered into
the back seat as soon as Mulder activated the central locking
and waited while
the two agents climbed into the front. His eyes caught Mulder's
in the rear view
mirror and Mulder could swear he saw something more than just
the briefest of
acknowledgements in those bright, green eyes. They had seemed
to dance with an
inner radiance that gave the impression Krycek knew much more
than he let on.
Mulder frowned.
//I bet the bastard does know more than he's told us// he thought
to himself but
decided against meeting those eyes again. Within moments he had
gunned the engine
and they were pulling away. In the passenger seat, Scully remained
tight-lipped,
her head facing forward stiffly as if to deny Krycek's existence.
Mulder glanced
back at Krycek through the rear-view mirror.
"Do you know what we're supposed to be looking for?"
"I'll know it when I see it."
The rest of the drive to the Institute was carried out in silence
but Mulder
found those eyes watching him every time he glanced into the mirror
and was
grateful when they finally reached their destination.
14:48 Christchurch Institute for Children with Special Needs
Christchurch, Florida
As the car drew to a halt, Krycek sprang out, slamming the door behind him.
Mulder sighed heavily as the afternoon sun beat down upon them.
He had spent the
last 30 minutes feeling Krycek's eyes burning into the back of
his head,
desperately wanting to turn around and capture them with his own.
"Should have rented one of those Fan boats. We'd have been here in 10 minutes."
The Institute was situated on a band of solid ground only a
few miles beyond the
border of the town of Christchurch but the area in between was
swamp, filled with
alligators. They had to travel a fair distance to reach the small
bridge which
traversed a narrow stretch of the swampland.
The temperature was already beginning to rise above what he
would consider
comfortable so Krycek stripped off his light denim jacket, holding
it over his
shoulder like a model in a fashion magazine while he waited for
the others before
deciding it would be better to dump the jacket on the back seat
of the rental.
Mulder stared as Krycek walked ahead of them into the building,
marvelling at the
way the tight black denim jeans contoured against the man's rear
and legs but
could not help noticing the missing arm. Krycek was not wearing
a prosthetic. He
wanted to ask why but shied away from initialising a conversation
on such a
personal level. He didn't want to get personal with Krycek - or
did he?
The interior was several degrees lower and seemed too cold
compared with the
outside temperature. Mulder marched passed the reception desk,
noticing that it
was still the same person on duty.
"Don't bother to get up, we know the way."
Krycek threw a sweet yet menacing smile over his shoulder as
he followed the two
FBI agents along the corridor and up the stairs to the Doctor's
office, ignoring
the outburst from the receptionist. She caught up with them just
as they reached
the office, her cheeks bright red from the exertion, her breath
coming in short
gasps.
"Dr Hudson... is at lunch. You'll have..."
"That's OK, we'll wait in here."
"I'm sorry...you can't go in..."
With a malicious grin of deep satisfaction, Mulder waved the
search warrant in
front of the woman's nose and then tried the door handle.
"Key?"
When there was no reply he glanced at the stubborn set of the
woman's jaw and
decided to take matters into his own hands. With one swift kick
the door opened
and they marched inside. The receptionist turned on her heel but
Krycek grabbed
her arm.
"I think you'd better stay with us."
He pointed to the comfy chair in the corner by the window and
watched as the
woman hesitated before moving over as ordered. Scully frowned
but then realised
it was better to keep the woman away from the telephone so she
could not warn the
Doctor should she know of her whereabouts.
Mulder reached forward to flick the switch that brought the
desktop computer to
life. He relinquished the seat to Alex Krycek with a wave, knowing
the man had
greater ability with computers than himself but decided to watch
over his
shoulder just in case Krycek was working to a different agenda.
Armed with a list
of names taken from the Coroner's office, they began to search
through the
directories for any relevant files while Scully started a manual
search of the
desk and cabinets but there was nothing to be found, not even
a file on Jennifer
Lewis. The computer had been purged, the cabinets emptied.
"Very clever. She's run a program to write to every byte
of the hard drive. Most
people format the drive not realising that the data is still there
and can be
rebuilt if you have the know- how. Her program has effectively
destroyed
everything."
Mulder slammed his hand down on the desk in frustration before
turning to the
Receptionist.
"Where's Dr Hudson?"
"I don't know. She left this morning, just after your meeting."
"Mulder!" Scully showed her partner the document
she had found between the
cabinets. "This must have slipped down here when she was
clearing out. It looks
like a biopsy report."
"Can you make sense of it?"
"No, not without knowing what they were testing for although.....
Mulder, there's
something wrong with the tissue sample, its...."
"Scully?"
"I... don't know. It's wrong but I'm not sure...why."
Scully looked up from the
report, her eyes narrowed in puzzlement. "The tissue sample
may be down in the
laboratory - that's where we should head next."
Mulder took a step back as if he had been struck across the
face. Of course the
Doctor was hardly likely to practice complicated medical procedures
in her
office. Why had he not thought of this himself. The reason presented
itself
almost immediately as Alex Krycek swept one hand through short
brown hair and
brought those beautiful green eyes up to capture his own. Mulder
felt his mouth
go dry and turned away, forcing his thoughts back to the job in
hand. He turned
to the Receptionist with a questioning expression. She grimaced
before giving
them directions.
"Scully, you wait here while I check out the lab. See
if Dr Hudson left anything
else by mistake. Krycek, you're with me."
Alex Krycek smiled. Obviously, Mulder did not want to leave
him with Scully and
judging by her reaction in the car earlier, it was a wise decision.
He followed
the lanky frame out of the office and down the staircase.
"Just like old times..."
"Don't think for one moment I've forgotten who and what
you are, Krycek. Your
'friends' may have managed to pull some strings to get you on
this case but
you're not my friend."
Mulder swung open the door to the laboratory, his attention
still on his
ex-partner and frowned as Krycek's eyes widened. Moments later
he heard the
report of a gun and saw splinters fly out from the woodwork close
to where his
head had been. He landed with a crash, the weight of Krycek's
body driving all
the air out of his own. Krycek rolled off and was up in one smooth
movement. By
the time he reached his feet he had a Glock 9mm targeting their
assailant. He let
off two rounds and then checked back on Mulder. The FBI agent
was still lying on
the floor, winded by the fall, so Krycek counted him out of the
action. He broke
cover and leapt for a safer position behind a long bench by the
wall, bullets
ricocheting off the floor marking his path. With his back to the
wall, Krycek
paused to bring his breathing back under control, the Glock held
barrel up before
him. He stared down at the debris on the floor behind him. Broken
glass lay
scattered amongst numerous paper reports - probably those missing
from upstairs.
A colourless, odourless liquid saturated the mess and he realised
Hudson was
preparing to destroy all the paperwork from both her office and
the laboratory.
He had to prevent her from completing this task if he was to complete
this
assignment successfully. According to her military records she
had never received
formal weapons and combat training so she was likely to consider
surrender as a
viable option.
"There's no way out," he yelled. "You may as well put down the gun and come out."
A moment passed where he thought he may have misjudged her
determination but then
a gun clattered along the floor stopping only a few feet from
his position.
Cautiously, Krycek came out from behind the bench. He recognised
Doctor Hudson
from his files and, using the gun, he motioned the woman to raise
her hands where
he could see them and move to one side. As he went to kick her
gun further out of
reach her features dissolved, reforming into someone else.
The moments hesitation was enough for 'her' to grab a set of
test tubes from the
bench and hurl them at him. As he ducked, bringing the gun up
to shield his face,
the shape-shifter struck a match and threw it beyond Krycek. Behind
him, Mulder,
who had only just managed to regain his feet, yelled out a warning
as a wall of
flames burst into life between them, cutting him off from Krycek.
The FBI Agent could only watch in frustration through thickening
smoke as the
indistinct shape of the attacker grabbed Krycek, hurling him through
the glass
panel that separated the laboratory from an operating theatre
and then escaped by
smashing and climbing out of the ground floor window.
Scully arrived having heard shots being fired and quickly grabbed
an extinguisher
but could not get the fire under control. There were too many
highly combustible
materials in the laboratory.
"Alex!"
The billow of air through the window rewarded Mulder with the
sight of a bloodied
but mobile body climbing back into the room through the panel
but, try as he
might, Mulder could see no way through the curtain of flames.
His own fear of
fire, although largely dissipated following the case with Cecil
L'ively, came
back full force as he watched Krycek throw himself to the floor
as the flames
became too fierce.
"The window."
Krycek held his chest with his one good arm as acrid fumes
filled his lungs,
coughing hard as Scully's higher voice penetrated air thick with
smoke and he
realised the window was his only escape route. He dragged himself
along the floor
using the bench to lead him to the window and calling on the last
of his strength
he hauled himself up and through it, barely managing to put out
his good arm to
break his fall.
By the time he pulled himself to his knees on the ground outside
there was no
sign of 'Doctor Hudson' but Krycek could see Fox Mulder racing
towards him.
Mulder dropped to his knees beside Krycek, his arms grabbing
the younger man
around the shoulders as Krycek coughed and wheezed, trying to
clear his lungs of
the acrid smoke.
Alarm bells ringing and the distant sound of sirens approaching
mingled with the
raised voices of men, women and children as they followed Fire
drill instructions
and evacuated the burning building.
"You OK?"
Krycek nodded but did not resist when Mulder hauled him to
his feet. Looping
Krycek's arm over his shoulder he half carried, half dragged him
away from the
burning building, settling him back down on the verdant grass
several metres
distant. Mulder dropped to the ground beside his one-time partner
and handed the
man a handkerchief to stem the blood flowing from a gash in his
forehead.
"Did you get a good look at who it was."
Krycek coughed, trying to take deep breaths in between to drag
clean air into his
abused lungs. The question gradually sunk in and with it the realisation
that
Mulder had been in no position to see their assailant, first because
he had been
badly winded and then because the smoke had quickly become too
thick. Despite all
this, he didn't want to lie to this man so he told a half-truth
by conveniently
leaving out the shape-changing.
"Doctor Hudson."
Scully came over, her face, hands and clothes smudged by soot.
She was
accompanied by a Fireman carrying oxygen equipment. The Fireman
knelt down beside
Alex Krycek and strapped a mask across his face while Mulder and
Scully looked
on. Krycek found his breathing ease and the desire to cough lessen
as pure oxygen
filtered through.
"The lab's gone, Mulder. We can bring in a field team but..."
"Damn it!"
"There's worse. The fire crew have just intercepted another
call. Doctor Hudson's
home has been raised to the ground."
"This man should go to a hospital for a check-up."
Mulder flopped back onto the grass, his eyes closed tightly.
He brought his hands
up to his face, pushing the palms against his forehead before
dragging them down
across his face. After a few moments of staring up into the bright
blue,
cloudless sky, Mulder pushed himself back up onto his feet.
"I ought to go to Hudson's home. See if there's anything salvageable."
"Take the car. I'll stay here and hitch a lift back with
the Deputy." Scully
glanced down at Krycek who had made no attempt to move. "What
about him?"
Krycek dragged off the mask, thrusting it back at the Fireman
as he turned to Fox
Mulder.
"I'm going with you."
15:00 1314 West Drive
Christchurch, Florida
Mulder picked his way through the rubble but it was obvious
there was nothing
left. The two storey building had been reduced to a pile of blackened
bricks
although parts of the wooden structure were still visible. These
were smouldering
but were quickly dampened down by the Firemen on the scene.
He made his way back to the rental where Krycek waited in the
passenger seat with
the air conditioning full on. Krycek coughed and swallowed painfully
as Mulder
opened the driver's door and climbed in.
"There's nothing worth waiting here for. I'll drop you back at your motel."
"I'll make my own way."
Mulder stared at the other man in disbelief. In truth he had
no idea where Krycek
was staying and had hoped to lull him into revealing his bolt-hole
but Krycek had
not fallen into the trap. Despite the obvious discomfort, Mulder
realised Krycek
was fit enough to find his own way and decided not to push the
issue.
"Fine." He watched as Alex Krycek climbed out of
the car and pulled on his
jacket.
"Krycek!" The younger man glanced back over his shoulder. "Thanks."
Krycek stared for a moment into the sincere hazel eyes and
nodded, a slight blush
creeping across his face at the unexpected show of gratitude for
saving Mulder's
life in the laboratory. As he walked away, his voice was even
more husky than
usual.
"I'll catch you later."
Mulder watched until Krycek had disappeared round the corner
before pulling out
his cellphone.
"Scully, anything?"
//There's very little left except some scorched labels on a
couple of vials:
BioTechnics Ltd. I've run a background check but there's nothing
unusual.// A
moments pause. //How's our 'partner'?//
"He's gone but I get the impression he'll be back. I expect
he's gonna contact
the Group for more instructions."
***
Krycek called a cab as soon as he reached a phone booth, standing
out of view as
he waited for the cab to turn up just in case Mulder should happen
to pass this
way but nothing happened. He chose a circuitous route back to
his motel, stopping
off at a diner on the way.
The phone booth at the back of the Diner was surprisingly private.
He pushed in
the code and waited speaking only when he recognised the voice
on the other end
of the line as that of his Employer.
"The Doctor has gone over to the others. How do you want me to proceed."
//You must delay Agent Mulder in his quest. Keep him away from
BioTechnics until
we have the chance to deal with the Colonists. By tomorrow the
subsidiary will
have been stripped clean. Take him there.//
Krycek hung up the phone, replacing it in its cradle and returned
to the booth he
had selected earlier. He called the waitress over and nursed another
mug of
coffee as he considered his options.
17:25 East 46th St
New York
The Well-Manicured Man checked himself in the mirror, hands
moving to correct the
angle of his tie. He was as impeccably dressed as ever and knew
that he could
allow no sense of elation to become apparent to any around him.
Bonita would be
avenged. He turned back as the First Elder spoke.
"How could this happen?"
"Someone has betrayed us. "
"Who?"
The Well-Manicured Man barely stopped the astonishment from
reaching his face. It
was obvious who had betrayed them. It had their Cigarette-Smoking
associate's
fingerprints all over it. Of all those present, this man had the
most to gain by
allowing the Colonists to continue with their plans unabated.
He craved power -
and that was what he had been offered. However, there was no proof
as yet so he
remained silent.
The First Elder understood the silence and, with a certain
amount of regret that
his own man had failed in the attempt to assassinate the Cigarette-Smoking
Man,
he continued.
"And Mulder?"
"It is too late to prevent his intervention. Agent Mulder
is already in Florida."
The others muttered in concern. "However, I may be able to
delay him while we
clean-up this mess. It appears the good doctor may have to suffer
an accident
after all."
***
21:50 A Motel near Christchurch, Florida
Krycek eventually reached his motel without incident late in the evening.
He gave up trying to control the urge to cough as he wandered
into the bathroom
for a glass of water. A soft click warned him that someone had
entered his room
and he pulled out his gun, holding it before him as he edged back
towards the
bedroom. He sucked in a deep breath and then swung himself into
the room just as
the smell of a cigarette reached his olfactory senses.
"What are you doing here?"
"Is that any way to treat a guest, Alex."
"I don't recall inviting you in."
The Cigarette-Smoking Man inhaled deeply then flicked ash onto
the carpet. He
patted the bed beside him, an obvious invitation that raised a
storm of anger
into the sea-green eyes. Krycek had wondered when his ex-employer
would try to
resume their affair, recalling the way he had been pawing him
on the flight back
from Quebec. He raised his chin defiantly.
"Get out."
"Why, Alex, that's not what you used to say."
"Get out before I kill you."
Cancerman smiled and dropped the remainder of the cigarette
onto the floor,
adding another hole to the threadbare carpet as he ground it beneath
his heel.
"I was hoping we might... renew our association. You're
still a good looking man
despite the... accident."
Krycek snorted in disbelief at the gall of this man. How he
could possibly
believe he would wish to renew their affair after what he had
done.. and it was
not as if he had ever loved the man. Hell, despite everything
he didn't even know
Cancerman's real name.
Krycek thought back to the day when the man had first contacted
him. He had been
majoring in Eastern Block Politics and was very proactive in the
student union.
His outspoken views on Communism and the American way had drawn
attention. This,
added to his natural fluency in Russian as a first generation
American from Cold
War immigrants, had made him a desirable target.
He had not lied to Mulder when he had told him that he loved
this country.
America was his home and Cancerman had played on his ardent patriotism.
The young
agent had been taken under Cancerman's wing and his eagerness
to please had been
exploited to the fullest extent.
At first he had idolised the older man, willing to let himself
be led in whatever
direction this man wanted. Cancerman had taken full advantage,
even taking him
into his bed, using and abusing his willing young prot*g* but
it had all changed
after he had been assigned to partner Fox Mulder.
The increasing exposure to Cancerman's inhuman plans and the
camaraderie he had
enjoyed with the FBI Agent had soured his view of the relationship
- or had he
already started to grow out of the adolescent fanaticism. Whatever,
he had
started to see his employer in a different light and Krycek often
wondered
whether Cancerman would have ordered his execution had he not
made it clear a few
weeks earlier that their sexual relationship was over.
"Get out. I'm not going to ask again."
The Cigarette-Smoking Man stood up and walked towards the door,
opened it but
stopped on the threshold. He turned to face his former lover.
"By the way, Alex. When I leave here I shall be giving
the order to have Agent
Mulder removed permanently. If you leave now you might just reach
him in time to
warn him... but next time..." The man gave a predatory smile,
letting the threat
hang in the air. "However, with a little... intimate persuasion,
there need not
be a next time." He turned and walked away.
Krycek stared at the retreating figure in horror, knowing all
too well what
Cancerman meant by 'intimate persuasion'. He rushed passed the
loathsome man.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man lit another Morley, filled his lungs
and then exhaled a
blue-grey plume of smoke as he watched his former lover race to
his car. The
rental headed off in the direction of Mulder's motel, accelerating
quickly. He
smiled, enjoying the little mind games he played. Alex Krycek
was going to warn
Mulder of the threat to his life, thereby confirming that he valued
that life. He
let ideas flow into his head, accepting and rejecting future moves
in this new
game, pleased with the way he had manipulated events to his own
end.
He punched out a number on his cellphone.
"After they have left the motel wait five minutes then carry out the assignment."
He was about to disconnect when his agent replied.
//What's the point if they're long gone?//
"They will know."
He switched off the phone and shook another cigarette out of
the pack, placing it
between lips that were creased with age. Once lit, he took a deep
drag, holding
it in his lungs for several moments before allowing the smoke
to drift back out.
//More to the point, Alex will know//, he thought to himself and
smiled as the
second part of his game plan swung into operation.
***
22:10 Dawson Motel
Christchurch, Florida
The screeching of tyres outside his room brought Mulder out
of a light doze but
it was the frantic banging on the door and the sound of equally
violent banging
on Scully's door that brought him to his feet, gun in hand. Whoever
it was had
returned and was back outside his door. Mulder clicked off the
safety.
"Mulder!"
"Krycek?"
The FBI agent flicked on the light and opened the door. Alex
Krycek pushed passed
him and started to throw Mulder's few belongings into his case,
grateful the man
preferred to live out of his suitcase rather than use the motel
drawers.
"Get Scully in the car."
"What?"
"Don't argue, there isn't much time."
Mulder grabbed Krycek's arm and was taken aback by the determination
written
across the handsome face and by the fear reflected in the wide
eyes.
"What's going on, Krycek."
Krycek huffed in annoyance. "I'm trying to save your lives. Now get Scully."
Mulder stood still for a moment before deciding to follow the
frantic
instructions and when he turned he found Dana Scully standing
by his door, gun
raised and pointed at Krycek.
"Let's do what he says."
He forced her out and back into her own room where he grabbed
the laptop and
quickly helped her to throw her belongings into her suitcase.
Outside he could
hear the sound of his own suitcase being thrown into the trunk
and hoped Krycek
had been more careful with his laptop... then Krycek was at the
door.
"No more time, take what you've got."
Krycek's anxiety broke through and moments later they found
themselves
frantically shoving Scully's belongings into the trunk. Mulder
slammed down the
tailgate as Krycek started the car and was given barely enough
time to get in
before it began moving. He pulled the door closed just as they
exited the motel
parking lot and glanced over his shoulder to where Scully had
been thrown
sideways along the back seat by the sharp cornering onto the highway.
"Where're we going?"
"I don't know."
Mulder glanced at the display on the dash. Only four minutes
had passed since
that first frantic bang on his door and here they were speeding
along the
highway. Mulder looked down at his bare feet.
"I hope you packed my shoes."
***
After driving for the almost three hours northwards along Interstate
95 Krycek
spotted a sign advertising vacancies. He reduced their speed and
then turned off,
following the road down to a small motel.
"Where are we?"
"Somewhere near Melbourne."
The two FBI agents waited in the car while Krycek went into
Reception. He came
out a few minutes later clutching two keys.
"We're in luck. They've got two vacancies. So... who wants to share?"
"I could use a beer." Krycek gasped through another
light coughing fit. His
throat still felt a little raw from the smoke he had inhaled earlier
that day. To
be honest he would have preferred something much stronger than
a beer, like a
tumbler filled to the brim with a 'good' Russian Vodka...but he
needed to keep
his wits about him.
"I spotted a drugstore as we came in. Looked like a 24
hour place. Want me to go
check it out?"
Krycek nodded but yelled out as Mulder started to close the door behind him.
"Pay by cash. They might trace a credit card."
Mulder walked back into the room.
"I've only got 20 bucks on me - and I don't intend to waste them on you."
Krycek dug deep into his jeans pocket and produced a 50 dollar bill.
"Will that do?"
"Is it genuine"
Krycek sighed in exasperation.
"I may do many things but I don't handle counterfeit. Too risky."
Mulder snorted in disbelief but took the offered money and
disappeared out the
door.
Krycek took advantage of the other man's absence and contacted
his associates. He
scowled when told the news, realising he had played into Cancerman's
hands... but
he had been given no choice.
When Mulder returned he found Alex Krycek sprawled across the
double bed watching
a report on the local news. Scully had met him just outside having
seen a
slightly earlier local news- break but it hadn't truly registered
until now as he
viewed the flowery wallpaper, shot full of bullet holes. He dragged
his attention
from the screen and looked at Alex, wanting to say 'thanks' but,
at the same
time, balking from accepting that the other man had probably saved
his life yet
again. He decided it was better to say nothing.
"There was Bud or Rolling Rock, your choice."
Krycek grimaced imagining what he would do for a decent Czech
lager or British
pint of mild. In his mind, America may one of the richest countries
in the world
but it knew nothing at all about the brewing let alone the distilling
of alcohol.
Either that or the Americans didn't have the stomach for the kind
of gut-rot his
father's countrymen preferred.
He grabbed the can of Budweiser from Mulder's outstretched
hand, gulping down the
liquid as if it were water. He belched loudly and wrinkled up
his nose in
disapproval. That was the other thing he hated about these beers,
always so gassy
but the cool liquid gave blessed relief to his parched throat.
"I noticed you were travelling light so I picked you up
some toiletries and a
T-shirt."
Mulder threw the long-sleeved T-shirt at the reclining form
and waited for a
reaction but was slightly disappointed. A slight crease across
the bridge of his
nose was all he got as Krycek unfolded the black shirt to reveal
the words
'Failure is not an option' printed in vivid green across the back.
Fortunately,
the front had only the small Apollo 13 logo.
"Gee, thanks Mulder." He retorted sarcastically,
inwardly grateful of the
consideration given.
"Actually, it was a choice between that and Minnie Mouse.
So where do we go from
here?"
Krycek glanced across at the FBI Agent before responding.
"Shower. Bed."
Mulder blushed as the innocent words took on a whole new meaning
in his own mind
but turned away before Krycek looked up and wondered what was
going on. Krycek
grabbed the bag containing the toiletries and retreated to the
bathroom. Mulder
found himself reclining on the bed listening to the small noises
of movement as
Krycek used the facilities, brushed his teeth and started his
shower. His
imagination began to feed him images of Alex Krycek standing naked
under the hot
spray, head tilted back as the water splashed across his face.
He could visualise
Krycek soaping his body, his one hand massaging across taut muscles
and down.....
"What am I doing?" he whispered to himself and reached
for the TV remote, turning
up the volume to drown out the imagined sound of skin sliding
against soapy skin.
Krycek reappeared about 10 minutes later looking clean and refreshed
wearing the
new T-shirt and a pair of boxers. He scrubbed at his damp hair.
"It's all yours."
Mulder edged passed the other man, going into the bathroom
and closing the door
behind him. As he stood under the shower he thought back to their
arrival. It was
obvious now that Alex Krycek had paid for the rooms either in
cash or by using
one of his 'counterfeit' credit cards.
'So, who wants to share' he had said.
Deciding who should share rooms had been relatively easy. Mulder
could not
imagine Scully and Krycek sharing a bedtime ritual which left
him with either
Scully or Krycek. The thought of sharing with Scully had not alarmed
him in any
way - they had been forced into each other's company more than
a few times over
the last few years but Mulder hoped he would be able to prise
more information
out of the taciturn ex-FBI agent. However, now that it had come
to the crunch he
found himself reluctant to start a dialogue - and there was one
other problem
that needed to be resolved; there was only one bed in the room
and Mulder
wondered how they were going to decide who would have it.
The decision was taken from him moments after he left the bathroom
when Krycek
clambered in. Mulder sighed at the uncomfortable looking chair,
pushed aside the
urge to shove Krycek out of the bed and began to reach for the
spare blanket he
had spotted earlier.
"There's plenty of room in here - unless you're one of
those restless sleepers."
Krycek smiled at the worried look on his ex-partner's face and
added,
sarcastically. "Don't worry, your virginity's safe with me."
//But is yours safe with me// came the silent reply. Mulder
drew a deep breath,
shucked his clothes and scrambled into the bed beside him, the
need for sleep
overpowering his reluctance to share the bed with this man. Twenty
minutes later
Mulder was still wide awake - and so was Krycek. They lay next
to each other
staring up at the ceiling, neither wanting to break the silence
but, eventually,
sleep overtook them both.
The first light of dawn found a crack in the floral curtains
that lay a stripe
across Mulder's left eye bringing him slowly back from the depths
of a restful
sleep. The temperature had already started to climb but, at that
moment, was
languorously comfortable. He could feel the heat of another body
along his right
side, the heaviness of a head against his shoulder and he smiled.
Such a perfect
day. Too perfect for reality. So many of his dreams had been filled
with the
sight, smell and touch of Alexei Krycek but it had been a long
time since he had
dreamed of waking with this warm body beside him.
He turned his head slightly so he could see the short, mahogany
hair with hints
of red and gold where the pale morning sun caught it. Dark lashes
fanned below
the closed eyes and Mulder marvelled at them, smiling as he imagined
Scully's
jealousy. There were plenty of women who would kill for lashes
like these. He
sighed and raised his hand to finger the silken strands that spilled
across the
tall forehead, slightly miffed that his dream lover's hair was
so much shorter
than the last time. He dreamed his eyes closed then re-opened
them but the long
mahogany hair remained a distant memory of an earlier fantasy.
His fingers
brushed across the lightly stubbled cheek before tracing a path
around the curve
of one perfect ear, stroking down the side of Krycek's neck to
the collar of
black T-shirt.
As the body stirred in his arms Mulder's eyes returned to the
soft lips, slightly
parted, the barest hint of white teeth showing through. The lips
curled slowly
upwards and a soft moan escaped as the warm body stretched leisurely,
the head
moving back to give Mulder room to brush the lips with his own.
He sighed and
closed his eyes again as the mouth opened beneath his. Yes....
he could stay in
this dream forever. His hand moved to catch the back of his lover's
head,
deepening the kiss. He could feel a tingling sensation spreading
through his
body, centring in his groin. He drew back and opened his eyes,
wanting to see
this demon that had captured his soul, and fell headlong into
green eyes,
darkened with passion.
A small noise caught his attention and he turned his head away,
his eyes widening
as reality crashed in. The thumping on his motel door, the long
drive through the
night. This was no dream. Mulder pulled his hand back as if it
had been burned,
his body stiffening in shock at the thought of what he had been
thinking and
doing only seconds before.
"Don't stop, that felt so good," came a mumble.
Mulder looked back down as Krycek pulled away until he could
meet Mulder's eyes.
The soft expression and easy smile brought confusion but comprehension
followed
the hand that reached across to cup his face.
"I want to kiss you... again." Krycek's hand stroked
along the cheekbone then
moved until he could trace the outline of Mulder's generous mouth
with his thumb.
"Here."
Mulder hesitated but could not deny the surge of lust that
jolted through his
body at the thought of touching this man. He shot backwards, letting
the hand
drop to the bed. His eyes studying the other man's face, looking
for... what? The
expression was a shock all by itself. Never had he seen Krycek
so open, so
vulnerable with no trace of malice or deceit just pure desire
and... Mulder
frowned but backed away from the word his mind tried to supply.
Surely there was
no place for love in their relationship? But desire... yes, he
could understand
desire.. and lust.. and the need to touch this man and to be touched
by him. Alex
Krycek had fuelled his fantasies and filled his dreams for so
long that he could
feel himself succumbing to the temptation of turning it all to
reality but... But
what? A thought leapt into his head. Perhaps reality was what
he needed to rid
himself of the vivid images of this man that haunted him both
night and day. With
this new resolve he found himself relaxing.
Krycek had turned his head away, his forearm covering his eyes
to hide the bitter
disappointment that came with the realisation that he would never
fulfil his own
fantasy of making love to Fox Mulder. Mulder pulled away the arm
and smiled
teasingly as eyes, dulled by loss, met his own. He shifted his
weight until
Krycek lay half beneath him then he lowered himself gently until
their lips
touched. For a moment the mouth beneath his remained firm and
unyielding but, as
hope flared, Krycek's hand reached up, hesitantly, before looping
behind his head
and pulling him down harder, crushing their mouths together. Mulder
moaned as he
felt Krycek's tongue force it's way into his mouth, battling with
his own before
sucking hard to draw it across into Krycek's own mouth. The pressure
eased and he
felt himself free to explore the wet haven, his tongue skimming
across strong
white teeth and soft inner cheek.
By mutual agreement they parted and Mulder was exhilarated
by the fine trembling
and shallow breathing of the man beneath him and by the light
that danced once
more in the green eyes. He leaned onto one side before lowering
down again,
nipping at the bruised lips before trailing kisses like liquid
fire along the
strong jaw bone and onto the soft throat. His hand reached out
to stroke the
stubbled cheek before following a parallel path down to the junction
of shoulder
and neck, his fingers digging into muscle, massaging away the
tension he felt
beneath the silky skin.
Krycek pulled Mulder's head up gently by the hair until their
mouths met once
more. Hands moved lower to push away his T- shirt allowing the
sensation of skin
upon skin. Thrusting his tongue deeply into the other, Krycek
moaned softly into
Mulder, his back arching with the stimulation of fingers rubbing
against one
puckered nipple before moving lower, across the flat muscular
stomach and along
his flank. His own hand trailed under Mulder's T-shirt, down his
back and side,
revelling in the feel of muscle moving languidly beneath the smooth,
warm skin.
The mouth drew away leaving Krycek gasping for air and he stretched
back,
exposing his throat as Mulder's mouth followed the path his fingers
had taken,
moving down the body that had haunted his dreams. He tongued the
tight nub before
drawing it between his teeth, raking the sensitive flesh, relishing
the response
of the body beneath him before licking a path down the rib cage
and across the
flat plain of Krycek's stomach. Krycek lifted his hips as hands
grasped the
waistband of his boxers, enjoying the feel of cotton sliding down
his thighs as
he was exposed to Mulder's passion-filled gaze. He kicked them
off as Mulder
continued his oral assault of the body beneath him.
Krycek moaned in frustration as the tongue skimmed passed his
rigid penis to
lathe the inner thigh. He froze, eyes screwed closed as Mulder's
fingers and
tongue left his body, sobbing when he felt a slight shift followed
by cool air
breathing over his taut flesh, suddenly afraid Mulder was going
to leave him in
this state and barely containing a cry when a hot mouth descended
to engulf him.
Mulder's tongue eased beneath the foreskin to lick across the
glans, tasting the
pre-cum sending a frisson of heat radiating through Krycek's body.
As he began a
gentle sucking, his hands held down Krycek's hips, preventing
them from bucking
beneath him. Slowly, he increased the pressure, taking the cock
deep into his
mouth, almost gagging as it touched the back of his throat. He
could feel the
climax building in other body, sense the control slipping away
until Krycek
stiffened, his back arching off the bed as he came, crying out
Mulder's name. Fox
Mulder swallowed but continued sucking until the trembling eased
and he had
drained the other man then, reluctantly, released the spent organ.
He raised his head and found eyes, darkened with pleasure gazing
down at him.
Krycek smiled and pulled Mulder down to his side before rolling
on top of the
older man.
"My turn," he said breathlessly, his husky voice
sending a shiver down Mulder's
spine as the clear green eyes captured his own. Krycek swiftly
coaxed Mulder into
discarding his clothing and then, without a word, he reached into
the drawer
beside the bed and pulled out a tube. Mulder raised his eyebrows.
"I thought they only put bibles in those."
Krycek smiled predatorily. "They do."
Intensely satisfied by the embarrassment that filled the hazel
eyes as
realisation struck, Krycek squirted a generous amount of lubricant
onto his
fingers and began to stroke the gel thickly onto Mulder's engorged
cock. Hazel
eyes locked onto teal green as Krycek positioned himself above
his lover. He
lowered himself carefully until Mulder's cock was pressing against
the tight ring
of muscle then closed his eyes, tipped back his head and let the
weight of his
own body force the rigid organ inside, gasping at the pleasure
and pain of an
unprepared entry. Beneath him, Mulder groaned as he felt his cock
engulfed by the
tightness and heat of Krycek's body, throwing his head from side
to side as he
fought back the urge to thrust up into that inferno.
"Alex", he whispered over and over again as he felt
his lover's body sink around
him until Krycek's ass was pressed against his thighs.
He reached over and grabbed the slim hips, holding the man
in place, never
wanting to lose that physical contact. Alex opened his eyes, his
breathing
gradually slowing as the pain eased away. He smiled widely at
the man held
captive below him then raised himself up until Mulder thought
he was going to be
left high and dry, before dropping back down.
Mulder sobbed as the friction sent a burst of sensation radiating
throughout his
entire body knowing that he could not hold back much longer and
he watched in awe
as the strong muscular legs repeated the action over and over
to send his mind
and body hurtling towards an explosive climax.
As his spinning senses slowed, Mulder pulled his lover into
a crushing embrace,
not trusting words to explain how good it felt. He cried out softly
as his spent
organ slipped from Krycek's body feeling an immeasurable sense
of loss, realising
with dismay that the reality of this body had been far more intoxicating
than his
fantasies.
They remained that way for what seemed a lifetime before Krycek
shifted in
obvious discomfort. Mulder allowed the man to roll to his side,
their legs
entwining to maintain the contact. He stared into the beautiful
face, a hand
raising involuntarily to caress the lightly stubbled cheek before
he lowered his
mouth to take Krycek's in a deep but gently possessive kiss.
Breaking free with a sigh, Mulder shifted position to make
both of them more
comfortable.
The silence stretched between them as the warm afterglow slowly
dissipated but,
as the time passed, thoughts encroached reminding him of who this
man was. Mulder
picked up his watch. 6:45am. He stroked his fingers through the
soft hair not
wanting to break the pleasant atmosphere but there were anomalies,
questions that
needed to be asked and Mulder wondered if there would ever be
a better time.. and
if there was any veracity in the old adage about sex and the truth.
He spoke
softly to the man in his arms.
"Why did you lie about your connection with the paramilitary group?"
Krycek shifted, his eyes narrowing in puzzlement at the sudden
question and then
he recalled the conversation he had with Scully and Mulder after
he had betrayed
the group to the FBI by sending receipts anonymously to the Agent.
"I didn't lie..."
"You said they found you while on a 'salvage hunt' but
Mayhew says you approached
them with supplies and details of how to lay their hands on some
sophisticated
weapons."
Krycek stared at Mulder for a few moments before taking a deep
shuddering breath.
"I didn't lie..."
Mulder huffed sarcastically and looked away. He had hoped to
be told some of the
truth or, at least, a better story.
Krycek pursed his lips as he realised he would have to tell
Mulder everything or
the man would believe he was spinning yet another lie to cover
up the truth. He
sat up, drawing his knees close until he could wrap his arm around
them.
"OK. I'll tell you but you've gotta promise to hear me
out." He looked across at
his lover. Mulder didn't turn to face him but he didn't object
either.
"They were on a 'salvage hunt' and, yes, I did approach
them with supplies and
information but, just as I said, that is how they 'rescued' me
from the Silo. I
spent two months in that Silo with no heat, no light, no water
and no food. Do
you want to know how I survived?" He waited to see if Mulder
would give any
indication that he was interested and took the slight movement
as Mulder
half-turned back as confirmation. "The alien."
Mulder turned the rest of the way to face his ex-partner as
the mention of the
alien piqued his curiosity..
"Three days after being locked in that room I was lying
by the door, my throat
dry and raw, too weak and dehydrated to even sit up.... and then
there was a
light that blinded me and I felt my body being lifted. My next
memory was of
lying in a small, bright room, my arms and legs like lead. There
was something
above me then I felt the alien slide across me, filling my nose
and mouth... just
like in Hong Kong. When I next had control I was back in the dark
by the door but
I was no longer thirsty or hungry. I don't know how long it had
kept me shut away
from my own body. Hours.. days...? It was impossible to measure
time in the dark.
The next time I collapsed from dehydration it happened again
but this time I
remained aware a little longer before it crawled into me... probably
because I
wasn't so weak from thirst and hunger.. but it was long enough
to register an
examination. The next time it performed a few simple tests...
and the next
time.... It didn't seem to care that I knew what it was doing.
It knew I was
trapped, that I wasn't going anywhere. Then, one day, I woke up
to find the Silo
door open and the alien gone. I made a run for it just in case
it came back - not
so easy in the pitch black when you haven't a clue where you are
or where you're
going. All I knew was I was out of that room.
I must have spent hours wandering around in the dark like a
rat in a maze before
I noticed a light up ahead but I reached the exit to find there
was nowhere to
go. You must have noticed those Silos are out in the middle of
fucking nowhere
but I couldn't stay at the installation. Without the alien I would
either starve
to death or the Consortium's men would return. Either way I was
a dead man so I
decided to try and walk out.
Well, as luck would have it I stumbled on their encampment
a day later and I
bought my life and a ride back to civilisation with the outdated
supplies I
discovered inside the installation - and the promise of more sophisticated
weapons and explosives."
Mulder looked deep into the pleading, green eyes and knew he
had been told the
truth.
"So who's Arntzen?"
Krycek smiled, remembering how he had used the name in his dealings with Mayhew.
"When I first knew him he was a high level KGB agent in
Krasnoyask. He was
subsequently promoted to Camp Controller at Tunguska but not at
the time we were
there. I used his name because I didn't want anyone to know I
had escaped from
the Silo."
He sank back onto the bed and stared up at the ceiling as he
held back part of
the truth. It was not just anyone that he feared - it was someone;
The
Cigarette-Smoking Man. Cancerman had made two attempts on his
life and he had
survived both through sheer good fortune. He had missed being
blown apart by
seconds just because he had happened to glance towards the store
as the thought
of a cold beer had trickled into his mind. His escape from the
Silo was even more
miraculous and it gave him a chance to lie low for a few months
with Cancerman
convinced he was dead. Also. it gave him time to lick his wounds
and renew
contacts within Russia.
Mulder sank back next to him as he tried to imagine what it
must have been like
for Krycek.
"Did the tests hurt?"
"Yes, sometimes, but I suffered them because it was keeping
me alive." The green
eyes turned to chips of ice. "Do you want to know what really
hurt? I thought,
having used this body, that it actually 'cared' whether I lived
or died." Krycek
pulled himself up and stared at Mulder. "It opened the Silo
door. It could have
opened that door anytime. It used me to reach its ship then it
used me again...
and once I was no longer of any use it left me to die. I'm just
surprised it
didn't do the job itself."
Mulder wrapped his arms tightly around the taut body and felt
Krycek relax
against him.
"I was tipped off and went there that first day. I knew
you... the Alien, was
there because of the irradiated bodies in the corridor but you
weren't alone.
Cancerman was there. I'm still not sure why he let me live but
he posted enough
military around the place to deter any further attempts.
You know, I finally got back inside over two months later.
Silo 1013. That's
where the craft had been - a FOO fighter, they said, shot down
during World War
2. It was gone." He paused with embarrassment before continuing.
"I hated you so
much I never really thought nor cared what had happened to you.
I just assumed
Cancerman had taken care of you. I'm sorry."
"What about now?"
Mulder looked away. He'd walked straight into that one.
"I... don't know."
Krycek smiled softly. At least Mulder had not told him he still
didn't care or
that he still hated him. A rap at the door brought the present
crashing back.
"Mulder?"
"Scully!" he gasped softly.
There was a scrabble of limbs as Mulder untangled himself from
the lithe body
beside him. Mulder stared down at Krycek and his breath caught.
He looked so
young, so vulnerable... so beautiful.
"Mulder?! Are you OK?"
"Scully! I'm fine. I was in the..."
Mulder decided not to bother finishing the sentence and after
throwing the
blanket and a pillow over the uncomfortable easy chair to give
the impression
someone had slept there he opened the door. He heard soft laughter
from behind
him and felt his cheeks heat up in embarrassment as he realised
he'd forgotten
his clothes.
Scully stood just outside the door and tried to peek in as
it opened a sliver.
She raised her eyebrows as Mulder prevented her.
"Krycek's not exactly dressed for company... and neither am I."
The interested look on Scully's face would have earned her
a come-back under
normal circumstances but only served to increase Mulder's embarrassment.
"I'll be in the Diner across the way."
"OK. I'll meet you there shortly."
When Mulder sauntered in 15 minutes later, his hair still damp
from his shower,
Scully found herself smiling into her coffee. For someone who
liked to joke about
his vast pornographic video and reading collection he could be
extremely
embarrassed when caught unprepared. Mulder sat across from her
having already run
several scenarios through his mind with answering responses, expecting
her to
have guessed what had happened between him and Krycek and to remonstrate
with him
for his actions. However, she remained silent.
He started a conversation about where they were and what they
could do next and
was relieved to find no sign of knowledge in those blue eyes.
He felt the tension
leave his body as he realised Scully must have taken the whole
thing at face
value. As far as she was concerned, the only thing Mulder and
Krycek shared was a
room - and a few moments of panic when Scully woke them up.
"I checked in with AD Skinner. It was our motel rooms
that were broken into last
night. Both rooms were peppered with gunshot. If we'd been in
there, we'd be
dead."
Mulder nodded. It seems they had cheated Death by minutes thanks to Alex Krycek.
"I hate being indebted to him." Sparks flew from
Scully's eyes. "And I want to
know why he did it. Not that I'm not grateful... but him!"
Mulder sipped at the coffee that had been brought over by the waitress.
"I just don't get it, Mulder. One minute he's waiting
in my apartment ready to
kill me, the next he's rushing us out of our motel to save our
lives."
Mulder carried on sipping allowing Scully to get this off her chest.
"You're right about one thing though."
Mulder tilted his head in inquiry.
"He's no psychopath, which makes him unpredictable...
and dangerous. He knows a
lot more than he's telling and that makes me wonder about his
motives. Is he back
working for them? Is there some hidden agenda? Mulder?"
Mulder had stopped sipping his coffee, his eyes taking on a
faraway look as her
words touched upon his inner fears. Was this all a game? What
if the
vulnerability was just a ruse? What if Krycek used sex as a weapon,
another means
to an end? As deadly as a bullet in the back.
"Mulder? Are you sure you're OK?"
"Uhh, yeah. I'm fine. Just fine."
Scully waited but nothing more was forthcoming and she knew
from experience how
close-mouthed he could be when it suited him.
"Well, if you're sure then I'll head back to the room
and make a few more
enquiries on BioTechnics."
"Yeah, I'll wait here for Krycek."
Krycek appeared a little later. He gave Mulder a wide grin
as he sat down beside
him in the far booth at the Diner but let the smile slide when
he read the
black-look in the hazel eyes. Regrets. Oh well, he knew he'd have
to take what
was offered while he could, knowing it may never be repeated.
At least he would
have some good memories to carry with him. Krycek forced an almost
sneering smile
having decided he was not going to let Fox Mulder know how much
this rejection
hurt.
"Got anything, Mulder?"
Mulder pouted in annoyance and, out of intuition rather than
sound judgement, he
reeled off a name, waiting to see the reaction it caused.
"BioTechnics Ltd."
The agent was not disappointed as the hard smile turned to stunned astonishment.
"How did you...?"
"Scully found the name on some vials." //But they
checked out clean.... or so we
thought,// he added to himself. "What do you know about them?"
"They supplied Dr Hudson with certain experimental drugs.....and other material."
Mulder waited but when nothing more was forthcoming he slammed
his fist down onto
the table surface before retorting angrily.
"That's it, Krycek? That's all your going to say? What
is this? Challenge TV? You
just gonna hand out the clues one by one and give us marks out
of ten for
performance? Well, how did I do this morning?...."
"Oh, I'd give you a...."
"If this is just a game then you can go back to that Cancer-
ridden bastard and
tell him we're not playing."
Krycek looked away, licking suddenly dry lips. "I don't
work for him. Not
anymore."
Mulder was taken aback by the vehemence in the softly spoken
words and dropped
his voice accordingly.
"So who do you work for?"
"Who isn't important. It's what that matters."
"OK, I'll bite, what do you work for?"
"Freedom." Krycek took a deep breath before continuing.
"Look, we both fight for
what we believe in, Mulder. It's just the method that differs."
"Yeah, well my methods don't involve killing innocent people..."
"Neither do mine."
"Are you trying to tell me you never killed an innocent
person? What about the
tram operator? What about Scully's sister?"
"I didn't kill them...and before you ask, I didn't shoot your father...."
"I suppose he just happened to fall in front of your gun as it went off ...."
"I don't deny I was there but he was alive when I left him....
"He was alive when I found him, you bastard. Why did you have to...?"
"What do I have to do to prove to you I didn't kill him?
Not that he didn't
deserve a bullet... and if that had been my orders I would have
done it. He was
the worst form of traitor, as dirty as they come..."
The hostility that sprang into the hazel eyes and the tensing
of muscles proved
to Krycek that he was standing on unstable ground as Mulder fought
against
unleashing his anger and pummelling that beautiful face. Krycek
braced himself as
he continued, aware that he had to reach Mulder, try to make him
understand even
if it meant taking another beating.
"His mistake was in wanting to assuage his guilt by going
public...but, whether
you choose to believe it or not, all I did was explain the consequences.
While
they remain unsubstantiated they will stick to their timetable
and that buys this
planet time to prepare. If they accelerate their invasion plans
before our
defences are in place then you can kiss the human race goodbye."
"And is it any safer in the hands of your Masters?"
Krycek laughed derisively and looked away, a disbelieving smile
on his face.
Inwardly, he wished he could explain to Mulder that the consequence
his father
faced had been the loss of far more than just the Planet. Cancerman
had held the
son's life to ransom for father's silence. Krycek remembered the
way Bill
Mulder's troubled expression had faded into the calmness of a
decision made but
had not been prepared for the sudden lunge to seize the gun from
his hand. Bill
Mulder had chosen to try and end his own life rather than live
with himself and
had pulled the trigger before Krycek could stop him.
Knowing Fox Mulder was in the house, Krycek had panicked. He
had grabbed the gun
and was out of the bathroom window and running within moments.
He hadn't realised
the shot had been fatal until much later when Mulder had been
prepared to shoot
him. On that occasion Scully had intervened, saving his life.
"What is it with you, Krycek? Blind patriotism or blind ignorance?"
"Me! You're the one with the problem, Mulder. So determined
to find 'the truth'
and parade it throughout the known universe at any cost; even
if it leads to the
extinction of all human life on the planet." Krycek turned
back to look into the
beautiful hazel eyes. "No-one cares how many 'monsters' you
reveal: Yeti's,
Vampires, killers like Tooms, but, for all our sakes, you must
let this go."
"This?"
"The Black Oil, the Experiments ....the Consortium."
Krycek closed his eyes as
Mulder continued his tirade, wishing he had been gifted with the
ability to
persuade others without resorting to violence.
"What they are doing is wrong. Innocent people are being
subjected to torture and
mutilation, they've had their rights stripped away from them from
the most basic
right of freedom to the right to have children. Did you know they
strip the
ovaries of women abductees of every egg, drill holes in their
teeth, infect them
with cancers, all in the name of experimentation."
"I don't have all the answers..."
"What about Tunguska? What has it achieved? Hundreds have
innocent men have died
there. And for what?"
"Tunguska has ceased those experiments....."
"And knowing that is supposed to make everything better..."
"OK, Mulder. I do agree that some of the methods used
were, are...inhumane and
the end doesn't always justify the means but they achieved what
they set out to
do. They have a cure for the Black Cancer albeit a weak one but
that antidote is
already being mass produced and sent out through various pharmaceutical
companies..."
"Like BioTechnics..."
"...to be ready when its needed. I'd have thought you
of all people would be
interested in that cure. They ran the test on you - infected you
with the Black
Oil virus - and destroyed it with the antidote."
"I don't need this shit."
"Oh yes you do. It's time you stopped shouting about human
rights and started
listening. WE ARE AT WAR and the survival of the Human Race depends
on the
results of those experiments. And maybe it's true that in the
race to save the
planet some of those scientists have become immune to the suffering
they inflict
but it's those people we hand to you on a plate when the time
is right." The
anger dropped out of the voice as Krycek continued more softly.
"You have to
realise that some of those people are untouchable while the end
result is so
vital to our survival but only until then...and every effort is
made to curb
their enthusiasm along the way."
"And Dr Martha Hudson...."
"Has outlived her usefulness."
"If she is one of these once-important scientists then
why is she being handed
over to me. Why am I not investigating her death or disappearance?"
"Just because she was working for the Consortium didn't
mean she knew what was..
is going on or knew anyone at the top level in the Group but she
had become a
liability, asking too many questions, taking too many risks which
threatened to
expose everything we are working towards. They want her to get
taken down for
unethical Genetic experimentation. The word 'Extra- terrestrial'
would never have
got a mention." Krycek grinned cheekily. "And don't
you think it will be a little
suspicious if too many top scientists get offed. You know, for
such a clever man,
you can be incredibly dense, Mulder."
"You're not exactly a Chess Grand-Master yourself. Speaking
of which, where's
Gibson Praise?"
Krycek looked away. This was getting them nowhere.
"I don't know. The Consortium have him, alive, but I don't know where."
Mulder nodded slowly, his anger abating as he recognised the
truth. "Can you find
out?"
Krycek snorted. "I'm not that big a player, Mulder. I'm
not privy to all their
plans...hell, I'm surprised I'm still alive."
"So am I."
Scully slid into the seat next to Mulder aware from the body
language that she
had missed a confrontation between the two men. She waited but
neither seemed
willing to air their grievances.
"What's going on?"
A moment passed before Mulder answered reluctantly.
"We were just debating modus operandi."
Krycek looked away, ignoring the puzzled expression on Scully's
face. As far as
he was concerned if she wanted to know what Mulder was talking
about then she
would have to speak to her partner. Scully decided not to pursue
that avenue; it
could wait until later when she and Mulder were alone but one
question did need
to be asked.
"So where do we go from here? BioTechnics?"
"Yes."
"No."
Scully looked from one man to the other as Mulder and Krycek
stared at each other
across the width of the table. Eventually it was Krycek that broke
the deadlock.
"Hudson is not with BioTechnics Ltd. They're a Consortium
company and she has
'left' the Consortium."
"Then where is she?"
"With... BioTechnics."
"Krycek, if this is your idea of a joke then you'll notice I'm not laughing."
Krycek took a deep breath. He had contacted the Well-Manicured
Man soon after
Mulder left their shared room to meet Scully. His new orders were
to delay Mulder
and Scully by taking them to the, by now, stripped and cleaned
out subsidiary of
BioTechnics. Part of him hated the idea of hindering Mulder's
investigation by
leading him on a wild goose chase but his Employer was quite explicit.
He felt
his feelings for Fox Mulder battle against his desire to help
his Employer defeat
the Colonists but knew he had to put the future of Earth ahead
of his own
desires. If only he had iron-clad proof that the Well-Manicured
Man was
trustworthy.
"BioTechnics have a subsidiary about 45 kilometres north
of here. They call
themselves BioTechnics Supplies. The Consortium has been a little
concerned at
the way they have 'altered' their working practices over the past
two months. We
believe they have been taken over by a 'less friendly' faction."
"Less friendly to whom?"
"Obviously the Consortium but also to us."
"Colonists?"
Krycek looked up and into Mulder's inquisitive hazel eyes.
Keeping secrets was
impossible where this man was concerned; it was one of the reasons
why he was
considered to be so dangerous and yet, at the same time, so necessary.
That
incisive mind seemed able to pull the facts from the scantiest
of information.
The phrase 'damned if I do, damned if I don't' trickled into his
mind but Mulder
forestalled his reply.
"We've encountered Colonists before...."
"And they managed to convince you they're the good guys,
no doubt, while they
stepped up their colonisation plans. Where do you think the Black
Oil comes from?
It's part of them. They use the oil as a medium until they can
integrate with a
host. Without full integration they can only take over the body
on the surface
level. The host remains, subjugated but still present. Once fully
integrated they
can destroy the host's individuality while still making use of
the mental
pathways - the memories. If the Colonists win this war then the
Human Race will
be no more than slaves or shells for the Alien's. As you can imagine,
I've become
quite an expert on these things."
Krycek sighed. He had contacted the Well-Manicured Man just
before meeting Mulder
and the man had requested that he try to convince Mulder to drop
the case but
Krycek could have told him that it would not work. It would only
increase
Mulder's determination. The option was to use the Subsidiary as
a delaying
tactic, somehow convincing Mulder it was more important than BioTechnics
Ltd....
but if that did not work
"They sent you here to take Hudson into custody but....
things do have a way of
gettin' out of control when you're around." He paused, contemplating
their
options. "Look, if she's gone over to them then it's probably
already too late to
take her in. Even if we caught her neither side will let her live.
Not now. Let
it go, Mulder. The Truth will wait."
"You expect me to believe that? I've seen how your people
operate. While we're
hanging around here they'll be stripping down that place to the
last bolt. No,
we're going now. Scully, I'll meet you round front with the car
in ten."
Krycek sighed as if he had been beaten into a corner rather
than managed to
manipulate Mulder in the desired direction.
"It should take us just over an hour to get there if we use the Inter..."
"I don't recall inviting you along for the ride."
"You need me, Mulder. Remember, I'm your guardian angel.
And anyway," he added as
an afterthought, "it's my car."
10:15 BioTechnics Supplies
Oak Hill, Florida
When they arrived at Bio Supplies Mulder hissed in annoyance
and slammed his hand
against the steering wheel. The place looked empty. He turned
an accusing look on
Krycek who merely shrugged in reply. They climbed out of the Taurus
and walked
toward the open gates. No security guards were posted in the gate-house
and
no-one tried to stop them as they walked across the small parking
lot to the main
entrance. The door was padlocked but it took only moments for
Krycek to pick the
lock with Mulder's assistance. It fell open with a clang and he
dropped it to the
ground before pushing open the door.
Inside the room seemed cavernous due to its emptiness. Not
a single piece of
equipment remained, not even a bench and there was not a speck
of dust to be
seen. The whole place had been cleaned as thoroughly as a hospital
Operating
Theatre. Mulder wandered off into the nearby office space but
found it as sterile
as the outside area. He walked from room to room but could only
guess at what
each could have been used for.
"There's nothing here."
He targeted an angry look toward Krycek before turning on his
heel and stomping
back to the car.
Scully waited for a moment, staring around the empty room in
the hope that
something would present itself to pull Mulder out of his black
mood, until her
eyes found Alex Krycek. The Consortium Agent seemed to be doing
the same but his
expression was blank. She pushed back her hair in annoyance.
"Mulder's right, there's nothing here but then, you already
knew this place would
be deserted."
Krycek turned to face the perceptive woman, stared at her for
a moment and then
nodded.
"Was this just a wild goose chase? Keeping us out of the
way while the Consortium
cleans up its mess."
"I knew they would be gone by now but I could hardly expect
Mulder to believe
me...."
"Don't feed me that trash, Krycek. You cleverly manipulated
him, convinced him to
come here by telling him it wasn't worthwhile."
Krycek smiled wryly. It was true and they both knew it - probably
Mulder knew it
too but...
"I had half-hoped there would be some clue left behind
to appease him but they've
been as thorough as ever."
"So where do we go from here?"
"I don't know. It's a mess. If Hudson has learnt about
the Colonists then the
Consortium cannot afford to let her live in case she exposes the
Plan."
"I don't understand one thing, Krycek. If she was working
with the Black Oil then
she must know of its extra-terrestrial origins."
Krycek smiled at Dana Scully.
"Mulder has a habit of jumping to conclusions. Often he's
right but not this
time. I never said she was working with the Black Oil, that was
Mulder's
assumption. She's a Genetic Engineer. She was working on a serum
to counteract a
new strain of the Variola virus at the genetic level; the virus
developed by Dr
Charne-Sayre before her sudden demise, but she proved herself
to be as
ineffective and as unethical in her approach as her fellow scientist.
She refused
to curtail her experiments even after the Consortium found a serum
through other
means... so she became a liability."
"I don't understand the relevance of the Variola virus
although it seems to play
an important role..."
"It's the only virus we know of that can attack the Black
Oil - successfully -
time and time again. The problem is, it kills the host as well.
Charne-Sayre was
adapting its genetic code to target only the Black Oil virus.
Hudson was working
on a serum to destroy the Variola virus once it's done its job."
During her stay in prison for Contempt of the Senate she had
spent many hours
reading Dr Charne-Sayre's treatise on Variola Viruses and knew
the woman would
have been capable of developing a new strain. However, she still
could not bring
herself to believe in Mulder's extra-terrestrial invasion, a theory
Krycek seemed
to encourage, preferring to believe Charne-Sayre was working on
Bio-weapons.
Something Mulder had said about Tunguska came back to mind.
"By why continue the research when the Russians have developed a vaccine?"
"It's weak. The vaccine protects for only a few weeks.
Once its effects have worn
off the host can be re-infected by the Black Oil... and humans
can only handle a
few exposures to the vaccine before the immune system produces
enough antibodies
to kill it before it can destroy the invading alien virus."
He turned away to stare through the window at the car parked just beyond.
"The Variola virus offers more permanent protection."
He could see Fox Mulder sitting on the bonnet, gazing out into
the distance
probably winding himself up into the deepest, darkest mood he
could manage.
Krycek was not looking forward to joining him and, judging by
her reluctance to
leave the deserted factory, neither was Dana Scully.
"As far as I can see, this case is closed. Even if we
find Dr Hudson alive they
will never let her live long enough to face trial. Her actions
have proved she
knows more than she let on but, for all I know she might be dead
already."
"And what about us?"
"Us?"
"Mulder and me."
"It would be 'healthier' if you returned to DC."
Krycek stared again at the
slumped figure outside. "But I doubt Mulder will let it go."
Scully sighed, almost angry with herself that she agreed with him.
Krycek walked out into the sunshine and, seconds later, Dana
Scully followed. As
they approached Mulder moved into the driver's seat and once they
were in the car
he moved off.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man watched the car pass by, barely acknowledging
the man
who slid into the rear seat beside him.
"Did you fit the tracking device?"
"Yes."
The man fiddled with a laptop until he received the signal
and then ordered the
driver to move off once the target vehicle had moved far out of
visual range.
Cancerman smiled as he exhaled another plume of grey-blue smoke,
leaning back
into the seat. Sometimes it was too easy. They would soon locate
the place where
Krycek and the FBI Agents were 'hiding' and then the next part
of the game could
begin.
***
11:15 Spaceport USA
Florida
They were halfway back to the motel when Mulder saw a sign
directing them to
Spaceport USA. With a tight smile he turned off onto Highway 50.
Both of his
passengers looked puzzled until the next sign brought understanding
to one but
left the other still perplexed. Scully remembered their earlier
conversation and
realised Mulder could think of nothing worse than returning to
the motel to stare
across a table top at Scully and Krycek with no clues and no idea
of what they
should do next. He needed time to think and where better than
amid all the
rockets, shuttles, space art and films.
After parking the car he threw the keys at Scully and wandered
off leaving her to
lock up and deal with Krycek. They stood by the car in silence,
watching the tall
figure stride off into the distance and out of view, each debating
internally
what to do next. Scully glanced sideways at the tall frame, taking
in the red and
gold highlights in his hair as the Florida sun beat down upon
them. She had never
really stopped to look at him before, seeing only a murdering
traitor but her
eyes narrowed as she took in the strong, well-defined body. Considering
his
disability, there was not an ounce of fat on the muscular frame
which showed he
must spend a fair amount of time working out to keep himself fit.
He was almost
as tall as Mulder. Her FBI training started to provide her with
details: 6ft 1 to
2, 170 to 180lbs. Her eyes fell on his face, cataloguing his wide-
spaced, green
eyes, high cheekbones and narrow chin. She noticed, from his profile,
the way the
tip of his nose lifted. Her eyes were fixed on his mouth, the
fullness of the
bottom lip, the fairly pronounced cupid's bow of the top when
he turned and broke
the silence.
"I've never been here before."
She almost blushed with embarrassment at being caught staring
but Krycek had not
seemed to notice - or had not been bothered. Memories flooded
into her mind at
his words.
"I came here once as a kid with my family."
The thought brought tears welling up into her eyes. It had
been a bright, hot day
and she had ran among the rockets with her brothers and sister
while her parents
looked on in exasperation. It could never happen again. Her father
was dead.
Melissa was dead. She pushed the sudden surge of hatred down.
It would accomplish
nothing especially as it was obvious Mulder wanted her to keep
Krycek in full
view.
"Doesn't look like Mulder is going to come back real soon."
Scully sighed. "Let's take a look around."
They wandered through the Rocket Garden marvelling at the sheer
size of the ones
on display. Every now and then they would catch sight of Mulder
wandering along
by himself or sitting on the grass staring into nothing. Once,
when Scully made a
move toward him she felt a light touch on her arm.
"Perhaps it's better to leave him alone."
She reddened in anger, partly at him for saying what he did
and partly at herself
because she knew he was right. For a moment she considered pulling
away and
walking right up to Mulder out of sheer spite but instead she
smiled tightly and
turned away wondering how someone who had spent such a short time
with Fox Mulder
could know him so well.
They paused by a hot dog stand and grabbed something to eat
as well as some
strange stuff that looked like tiny balls but was in fact ice-cream.
A little
more wandering found them at the Space Mirror where they decided
to stop and eat.
The highly polished surface engraved with the names of those who
had died in the
name of Space Exploration moved slowly as it followed the Sun's
path across the
sky.
"Tell me about your abduction."
Scully looked across at the unexpected question, half-prepared
to find the
bright, green eyes fixed on her face but he was staring off into
the distance.
"Why? Feeling a little guilty."
He turned, a small smile playing about his lips.
"Despite what you may believe, I didn't give Barry your
address. I didn't have
to. They knew where you were because you had the locator chip.
Whoever helped
Barry escape from the hospital gave him that information."
"So why do you want to know?"
Krycek shrugged. She looked away and, for a moment, he thought
she had decided to
ignore both him and his question but then Scully spoke, her voice
lapsing deeper
into her native drawl as emotions, normally kept well hidden,
were brought back
to the surface.
"I can't remember anything at all about Skyland Mountain
except being held up to
a bright light by Duane Barry. After that I have conflicting memories.
Regression
hypnosis revealed little grey men yet I can recall seeing Dr Zama
standing over
me. I was missing for several months which might explain why some
of my memories
are of a room similar to that found in a train carriage while
the rest show a
large room with other women being subjected to the same tests."
"That fits the facts. Zama started off like Mengele, the
Auschwitz doctor,
experimenting on Chinese prisoners and then British POW's during
the war. He was
one of the first scientists to start the smallpox 'tests' back
in the late
forties. They would have moved you by rail to..." His voice
petered out.
"To where?"
"Mulder knows. He went there when he went searching for a cure for your cancer."
"How do you know all this?" Krycek looked away. "Do
you know what they did to
me?"
He looked back into pain-filled, blue eyes. Tears pricked the
back of his eyes as
he thought of this tiny woman being subjected to the drugs, hormones
and
operations.
"Yes. I know.. too much... seen too many things.. more
than any man should...."
His voice had dropped to a whisper as his own memories flooded
into his mind but
he pulled himself up, mentally and smiled tightly. "You're
a lucky woman, Dana,
having someone so determined looking out for you."
The Cigarette-Smoking Man scowled as the blip took then onto
Highway 50 and into
Spaceport USA. His companion frowned as the blip came to a halt,
probably in the
Parking Lot.
"Maybe they're just taking in the sights..?" he stated,
nervously, hoping the
older man knew what the hell was going on. He watched as the man
lit another
Morley, wishing he had the guts to open the window and let in
some fresh air but
afraid of offending this powerful figure.
"Pull into the Parking Lot but keep us a fair distance
away. I don't want them
spotting us."
The driver nodded his agreement and followed the route markers
until the Tracking
Agent gave him instructions to avoid coming too close to the FBI
Agents.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man lowered his window a few inches,
flicked out the
still-smoking butt and then took out a pair of high-powered binoculars
from the
door pocket. He raised the glasses to rheumy, blue eyes and scanned
the distant
facilities. He could not see Agent Mulder but spotted the figure
of Alex Krycek
walking with Agent Scully towards the entrance. He change the
zoom on the lens
until Krycek's face came into sharp relief.
Krycek had been a young man when he had first recruited him,
barely out of
adolescence. His features and figure had a boyish quality then
which he had found
most agreeable especially as Krycek had looked younger than his
years making him
feel as if he was doing something very illicit when he bedded
the infatuated
man-child. Now, those features had matured; age and experience
had added
strength, reshaping the musculature making him an even greater
prize.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man scowled as he trained the glasses
down the handsome
frame, noting anew the loss of Krycek's left arm. On one level,
it gave him
pleasure to see the young agent had not escaped his actions unscathed
yet on
another more personal level it angered him to see such perfection
destroyed. He
made a silent vow that he would ensure those responsible for taking
his arm paid
heavily, not realising that they already had.
Krycek and the woman disappeared from view but it looked as
if they were in no
hurry so he turned to his operative. He had never used the man
in the field
before so the chances of Mulder, Scully or Krycek recognising
him were very slim
to non- existent
"We may be here some time. I suggest you obtain us some refreshment."
The man nodded, eager to be out of the smoke-filled interior.
As he walked away, Cancerman hoped he had the good sense to
avoid attracting any
attention to himself, especially near Fox Mulder who had an uncanny
ability to
remember faces and details.
After lunch, Scully and Krycek wandered around once more until
they came to the
Galaxy Theatre.
"I've never seen IMAX. D'you fancy taking in a film? I
hear they're fairly
short."
Scully raised her eyebrows at the domesticity of their forced
association. She'd
never seen one either but decided it was worth a go, mainly because
then she
wouldn't need to talk to him. Krycek paid for the tickets, reminded
at the same
time that Mulder had never given him any change from the $50 note.
Fortunately,
money was not a great problem right now. The Well- Manicured Man
had insured he
had plenty stashed away that he could call upon at a moment's
notice.
As they sat down towards the top of the high theatre, Krycek
spotted Mulder about
half a dozen seats below them but gave no indication of his presence
to Scully,
feeling quite sensitive to Mulder's need to be alone. The film
was stunning as
all their vision was taken up by the beauty of Planet Earth as
seen from space
and after it had finished Scully was grateful for Krycek's suggestion.
When they re-entered the sunlight, Fox Mulder bounded up to
them like a puppy,
having seen them leave the theatre.
"Wanna go on the tour. Krycek's paying." He gave
Krycek a look that left no room
for argument.
"Sure."
Having watched the Vehicle Assembly Building loom into view
then paused beside
one of the Crawler Transporters, mouth agape at the sheer immensity
of both,
Mulder found himself with his back to the Atlantic Ocean staring
at the distant
launch pad where a Shuttle was waiting to be launched. He turned
to say something
to Krycek and found the man staring out to sea.
"Thinking of home?" he asked sarcastically.
Krycek turned and met his eyes. //Is any place home?// he thought
to himself and
then realised that he never felt more at home than when he was
by Mulder's side.
"Russia's that way." Mulder pointed off into the
distance and Krycek found his
eyes drawn in the direction indicated before turning back to face
his lover of a
single night.
The Tour Guide called them back to the air-conditioned bus
for the final leg back
to the centre and they clambered back on board in silence. The
silence held until
their reached the centre.
"I promised something from here." he threw over his
shoulder as he wandered into
the Gift Gantry. Scully hesitated for a moment but decided not
to follow and
Krycek couldn't see the point of buying anything, his lifestyle
precluded the
collection of too much clutter. They headed back to the Taurus
to wait for
Mulder.
Twenty minutes later Mulder arrived and threw a package onto
the back seat. He
reached out for the keys but Krycek snatched them off Scully's
palm and climbed
into the driver's seat.
"My car. I drive."
Scully waited to see Mulder's reaction and frowned when the
expected explosion
did not occur. Whatever Krycek had done or said to upset Mulder
had still not
been resolved as, obviously, Mulder was on a slow burning fuse
today. She watched
as he climbed into the back and decided to take the front passenger
seat rather
than join him, her hostility towards Krycek dampened by their
closeness of the
past few hours.
As the car pulled away she wondered how Mulder and Krycek were
going to cope
together in the same small room that night - unless Mulder had
already decided to
give up and take the first available flight back to DC. She hoped
she would be
able to pull him aside as soon as they reached the motel to ask
his intentions,
not wanting to discuss anything in front of Krycek, despite their
truce.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man had made his driver wait several
minutes until the
Agents car was well out of sight before giving him the order to
follow. The blip
came in strong indicating that they were no more than 3 miles
ahead as the second
car headed back onto the highway away from Spaceport USA.
The day had given him plenty of opportunity to think about
his ex-lover and his
own intentions.
He knew Krycek was reporting directly to his own nemesis within
the Consortium,
the Well-Manicured Man and, unlike the others, he had already
figured out what
that man was doing. All that remained was to give him enough rope
so he would
hang himself. With luck he would be the one to arrange the execution.
He mused
for a moment over all the possibilities: lethal injection, poison...
a car bomb.
Another option presented itself. Perhaps he would be able to convince
Krycek to
do the killing for him by bringing a certain amount of pressure
to bear. That
thought made him smile malevolently. Mulder was the key.. to both
Krycek and the
Well-Manicured Man. All it required was a little patience - and
he could be a
very patient man.
That patience had been apparent over the past 24 hours. First
he had overseen the
clean-out of BioTechnics Supplies. He had been secretly hoping
Dr Hudson would be
there when the Consortium Agents arrived as he had hoped to leave
her body behind
as a justification for continuing with the investigation - captured
alive the
case would come to a natural close. He would not even be going
against his
'comrades' wishes as the order to terminate her had finally come,
just as he knew
it would, for wasn't he the one who put her in contact with their
Russian
comrade, Arntzen and then with the Colonists, thereby sealing
her fate?
He took another drag from the Morley clenched between his lips.
Yes, the
Well-Manicured Man had reason to hate Dr Martha J Hudson and he
had used that to
great effect. Once Krycek discovered this, and how he and Mulder
had been used,
his trust in his new Employer would be seriously dented leaving
him open to the
possibility of renewing his allegiance to his former patron. 'Better
the Devil
you know....'.
That still left Fox Mulder but if the agent continued his pursuit
of Dr Hudson as
planned then the order would come to have him eliminated, an order
he could find
reasons to postpone given the right incentive - an excellent bargaining
position.
He glanced at the man seated next to him, hunched over a portable
PC and smiled
at the discomfort he saw. Krycek was the only employee who had
ever challenged
him over smoking in his presence. It was one of the traits that
made him such a
desirable conquest.
***
17:15 A Motel near Melbourne, Florida
To her surprise, Mulder made no attempt to pack up his belongings
when they
arrived back. Instead, he headed for the Diner and ordered a large
meal. Krycek
and Scully joined him but the meal dragged on in silence until,
as she finished a
last cup of coffee she finally gave up.
"So where do we go from here?"
"Bed."
She sighed in exasperation.
"OK, I'll report in to Skinner and see you in the morning."
With that she pushed herself up from the table and walked away
leaving the two
men alone. Mulder finished his coffee and then stood up. He didn't
wait for
Krycek, leaving the other man to wonder whether he was going to
find the door
locked when he reached the room.
When he entered their room, Krycek found Mulder sitting fully
clothed on the bed.
Despite what they had shared earlier that day he felt awkward.
He passed Mulder
without a word and closed the bathroom door behind him. When he
returned 20
minutes later Mulder was still sitting on the bed but he had stripped
down to his
T-shirt and boxers. The TV was on and a glance revealed a sitcom
with its almost
obligatory fake audience hysterics.
He waited for Mulder to shift before reaching to pull back
the covers but as he
did so a hand snapped out to grab his arm and he found himself
pulled off balance
and, with no other arm to prevent the effects of gravity, he fell
onto the bed
face first. A body slammed on top of his, driving the air out
of his lungs.
"Is this what you want?"
The cold, angry voice whispered into his ear and seconds later
he felt his boxers
being pulled roughly down his thighs. He tried to raise himself
off the bed as
the weight left his back only to feel a fist impact with his temple
stunning him
momentarily but before he could regain his senses the weight returned.
The
sensation of hot skin against his own told its own story but he
struggled more
violently at the feel of a hard shaft along the cleft between
his buttocks.
Mulder pulled the slim hips back to gain a better angle before
driving his shaft
into the exposed body.
Krycek bit through his lip as he stifled the scream of agony
that fought for
release. He tried to relax, his body shaking in pain with each
dry thrust. The
body above drove harder and faster until Mulder cried out, his
semen spilling
into the abused flesh bringing both stinging pain and welcome
lubrication.
Krycek held his breath as the older man's body collapsed upon
his own, waiting
for Mulder to pull free before bucking backwards to dislodge his
attacker. Mulder
quickly regained his footing and moments later they were a tangle
of kicking,
punching limbs. Eventually, they ended up on the floor on opposite
sides of the
bed, both with murder filled eyes.
"You bastard!"
"The only lying scum bastard here is you, Krycek. How
could I have been so
stupid? Every time I end up trusting you I get reminded what a
stinking,
double-crossing, murdering bag of shit you really are. What was
the plan, Krycek?
Fuck me 'til I forgot what you are and then set me up. Who were
you planning to
kill? Who was I gonna be the fall for this time?"
Krycek dragged his hand across his chin to wipe away the blood
seeping from the
bitten lip.
"You're full of shit, Mulder. You're nothing to them;
a slight irritation that
gets annoying now and then. If they wanted you out of the way
then you'd get a
bullet through the head."
"Well, if not your Consortium buddies, then who wanted us dead last night?"
Krycek stared hard at the FBI Agent, his breath coming hard.
How did he answer
that one? How could he explain that Cancerman had orchestrated
that event for
purely selfish reasons, that the man was willing to use Mulder
as a pawn to
coerce Krycek into resuming a former relationship. Mulder would
never believe it.
Krycek had no illusions. Cancerman felt no love for him just
the desire to show
who was in control. Power was the only thing that mattered and
woe betide anyone
or anything that usurped this. Krycek was only too aware that
he had caused
Cancerman great embarrassment over the past year and had wondered
in what form
the man would take his revenge but he had never feared death.
No, that would have
limited his pleasure. He would want to see humiliation first.
He would want Alex
Krycek on his knees before him, to revel in the power he had over
the other man.
Death would come once Cancerman had tired of the game.
Mulder snarled at the other man. "I should never have
trusted a psychopathic
murdering scumbag..."
"Despite what you think, I can count the number of people
I've killed on one
hand."
"Well, that's fortunate."
Krycek pursed his lips in anger, the loss of his left arm was
still a raw wound
to his soul as well as his body and the anger he had contained
within him for so
long spilled over.
"You did this to me," he hissed vehemently. "I
had everything under control but
you couldn't wait. I have never lied to you but still you couldn't
trust me."
"And why the hell should I? We weren't exactly buddies,
Krycek. All I saw was a
lying rat bastard saving his own skin and leaving me to die in
that hellhole."
Krycek glared at Mulder, both of them breathing heavily from
the barely
controlled rage. He took a deep shuddering breath and released
it slowly as the
truth of Mulder's words slowly sank in, suddenly aware that his
own perception of
what had happened since their very first meeting must have been
so different from
Mulder's. How could he have been so stupid to believe that a few
days in each
other's company on the way to Tunguska would have swept away all
the years of
distrust.
"Oh, shit."
He cursed himself. He should have found some way to warn Mulder
of his intentions
and for the first time he realised what a cruel sight it must
have been for
Mulder to find Krycek laughing and hugging the camp controller
while he trudged
through the mud towards the waiting work trucks. How was Mulder
supposed to know
that Krycek's position had been quite tenuous up to that point
and that his
reason for being by the trucks was to point out his 'compatriot'
and gain
Mulder's freedom but it hadn't worked out.
Mulder had attacked him, thrown him to the base of the truck
and they had
'escaped'. The horses could not catch the truck and by the time
they found the
overturned vehicle both Mulder and Krycek was lost in the woods.
When he was found by the locals he had no idea of their misguided
intentions
until they pinned him down and produced the knife. He wished,
somehow, that he
could have convinced them otherwise but what could he have said?
If they knew of
his connection to the camp then the knife would have slit his
throat rather than
cut off his arm. Krycek stared at Fox Mulder, bitterly angry that
the man had
managed to escape intact. He had to know.
"Why not you?" he said harshly, nodding towards the FBI agents left arm.
As they stared across the bed at each other, Mulder saw resentment
widen the
bright, tear-filmed eyes before they narrowed in painful remembrance.
His breath
caught as his own mind raced through memories of Tunguska and,
now, unshackled
from the all-consuming bitterness, he realised how wrong he might
have been.
With his mind no longer clouded by hatred he remembered there
had been plenty of
occasions when Krycek could have escaped from him on the way to
Tunguska yet the
man had remained by his side. He had believed it was because Krycek
knew the fate
that was awaiting him, not expecting to get caught up in it at
the same time yet
now he was not so sure. Perhaps Krycek had been working to get
him free but, with
anger fuelled by the words of the other inmate, he had blown it.
The other words came back to haunt him. It was true. Krycek
had never lied to him
outright; he had bent or concealed the truth but had never lied.
He found all the rage draining out of him and he collapsed
against the side of
the bed, turning away from eyes bright with unshed tears. Mulder
looked down at
the ground in misery, biting into his bottom lip as if he hoped
to transfer some
of Krycek's pain into himself by that action. Once he stopped
to think clearly,
most of Krycek's crimes could be explained away or negated.
He had sworn he had not killed his father and, on reflection,
his explanation was
plausible. Luis Cardinal had killed Scully's sister. The man had
admitted to it
and the forensic evidence bore that out. The autopsy on Duane
Barry had shown
that, depending on the quantity ingested, the poison could have
been administered
as much as two hours earlier... perhaps by the very people who
had taken Scully
from Skyland Mountain or even in the water given to him by the
Paramedics. As for
the Tram Operator, Krycek had admitted to knocking him out but
insisted the man
was still alive when he left the control room, yet the body had
never been
recovered. Had someone else removed the man permanently after
Krycek had left for
the summit?
That still left several question marks but Krycek had just
admitted to, at most,
five killings - but were these premeditated murders on behalf
of the Consortium
or just unfortunate incidences? Certainly he knew of two; Augustus
Cole and the
right-wing terrorist truck driver that had been shot through the
head.
He had witnessed the death of Augustus Cole and, instinctively,
he knew it had
been the first time Krycek had ever killed anyone. Only a consummate
actor could
have faked the horror that had crept into the young man's face
and turned his
stomach. Krycek had been pale and shaken as he climbed unsteadily
into the car
following the incident and Mulder had handed him a tissue to wipe
away the vomit
after his stomach had rebelled.
Once he had accepted the possibility that Krycek was not the
cold-bloodied
assassin he had taken him for, Mulder started to wonder what had
happened in the
cab of the Ride-Rite truck. The driver had been the deputy leader
of the
terrorist group. Perhaps he had decided to try and escape with
the bomb which was
still inside the truck. They had found a second gun on the floor
beneath the
driver's seat. Had the driver pulled the gun when Krycek told
him to stop? Had
Krycek fired in self-defence?
He glanced back at the other man who was still waiting for
an answer and when he
finally replied to Krycek's question his voice was so soft the
triple agent had
to strain to hear the words.
"I was found by our Russian truck driver... the one who
took us to Tunguska and I
convinced him it was better to leave the area than lose an arm.
And I bought him
another truck when we reached Krasnoyask."
Mulder raised his head and turned back to face his ex-partner.
More blood flowed
freely down Krycek's face and Mulder saw the fine trembling the
man was unable to
conceal. He reached out mutely... but hurt, angry eyes narrowed
in distrust and
Krycek pulled back, his voice cold and emotionless.
"Get out of here, Mulder. You can call this quits for
all the wrongs you think
I've done to you but if you ever touch me again.... I'll kill
you."
Mulder rose to his feet and moved around the bed until he stood
above the shaking
figure. After a moments hesitation while he considered whether
to do as Krycek
asked, he dropped to his knees in front of him and before the
other man had a
chance to strike out, pulled him into a strong embrace. Krycek
struggled for a
moment before stilling. He remained rigid against the warm chest
as Mulder began
a litany of soft words, rocking their bodies gently.
"Shh, it's OK. I'm sorry. I'll never hurt you again. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..."
Several minutes passed before Krycek gave a shuddering sob
and relaxed his head
against Mulder's shoulder, his arm reaching around to hold them
tightly pressed
together. They remained that way for several more minutes until
the body in his
arms stopped shaking. Mulder raised his head from where it had
lain atop Krycek's
and pulled back from the embrace. He gazed into tear filled eyes
and reached up
to brush at the wetness that stained Krycek's face then rose to
his feet, pulling
his lover up with him before gently pushing him back onto the
bed.
"I'll get some warm water to clean you up."
When he returned with a flannel and bowl of water he found
Krycek sprawled
exactly as he had left him as if the man had been too afraid to
move lest Mulder
turned back into the savage attacker. Mulder sat on the edge of
the bed by his
lover's side and dipped the flannel into the lukewarm water. Gently,
he cleared
away the blood and tears, dabbing softly at the torn lip, wincing
in sympathy as
Krycek hissed in pain.
"That's gonna need some attention. I'll get Scully to
look at it once I've
cleaned you up."
Mulder went back to the bathroom to get fresh water and then,
with some
trepidation, he moved his attention to the other abused area,
grateful when
Krycek made no attempt to pull away from him. There was blood
but, fortunately,
nothing extensive, just a few tears that would hurt like hell
until they mended.
Once he had finished, Mulder pulled the covers over Krycek and
replaced the bowl
in the bathroom.
"I'll get Scully..."
"No." Krycek sighed. "I've been hurt worse. It'll heal."
"OK, but I'll get you some Tylenol at least."
Krycek nodded and watched as Mulder left the room, returning
moments later with a
packet of painkillers. He popped out two and watched as Krycek
swallowed them
with a mouthful of water. Krycek lay back down and closed his
eyes, opening them
as he felt Mulder tug the second pillow off the bed. He had thrown
a blanket over
the easy chair and was preparing to climb in.
"You can sleep here."
Mulder turned back looking for revenge but finding only calm
acceptance in the
green eyes. Part of him was afraid to lie too close to the body
he had abused
only a short time earlier but the rest of him wanted to prove
how much he had
changed in such a short time, to prove how much he loved the other
man. He gazed
deeply into the green eyes looking for any sign that what had
been offered was
done so out of generosity rather than need but saw no sign of
wariness, just
acceptance. He nodded and moved back to the bed, clambering in
but keeping his
distance from the other body despite an intense desire to reach
out and gather
Krycek to him. Alex reached out to extinguish the overhead lights
leaving only
the flickering of the TV to illuminate the room and then rolled
over until he was
lying along Mulder's side.
After a moment's hesitation, Mulder pulled the younger man
into his embrace
feeling the last vestige of hatred and resentment fade away with
the feel of the
strong body in his arms.
They talked softly into the night, laying the remaining ghosts
to rest before
falling asleep, exhausted as much by the violent emotions as by
the revelation of
truth.
Early morning light filtered through the thin, unlined curtains
and around the
edges casting soft shadows across the relaxed face. Sleep had
robbed the features
of stress, smoothing out the frown lines and making his companion
seem impossibly
young. The long dark eyelashes fluttered and a gentle sigh stirred
from between
the slightly swollen lips. Mulder reached out and traced a line
along the Cupid's
bow, smiling as the corners lifted and another soft rush of air
exhaled gently
from his lover. A tongue tip traced the sensitive upper lip seeking
the source of
the tickling sensation, tasting familiar skin. The smile broadened,
the eyelashes
flickered as the sea-green eyes opened to the new day.
Mulder felt his breath catch as his own were captured, captivated
by the wide
pupils, darkened by sleep and lust, the bright, almost iridescent
blue and green
iris appearing like a corona around a solar eclipse. Without conscious
thought he
found his mouth descending to place a kiss upon each eye, his
pulse increasing as
he felt the soft skin and fluttering of eyelashes against his
lips as the eyelids
closed. He pulled back slightly, turning to trail more kisses
down the side of
his lover's nose finally placing another on the slightly upturned
tip before
pulling back to arms length to rest with his chin cupped in his
hand.
"Good morning."
Krycek smiled and stretched languidly then drew in his breath
sharply as his body
reminded him of last night's assault. Mulder frowned, chewing
his lip guiltily as
he remembered the abuse he had dished out. He felt his stomach
turn over in shame
and repugnance at his actions and he turned his face away.
"Hey! I thought we dealt with that last night."
Krycek sighed in mild annoyance at the way Mulder beat himself
up with guilt and
remorse but knew it was one of the reasons why he loved this man.
Despite all
that had happened to him, Mulder was still a sensitive and caring
human being
where many others would have hardened both mentally and emotionally.
Last night's
attack had been shocking for both of them, neither believing Mulder
had a streak
vicious enough to carry out such abuse on another. Although both
now understood
the reason for the deep-seated anger, it had not completely erased
the horror of
putting that anger into violent, physical aggression. Surprisingly,
it had been
the victim that had comforted the aggressor as the anger flowed
away leaving
behind a horrified Mulder.
The last time he had struck out in anger he had been under
the influence of
mind-altering drugs in his water supply, courtesy of Cancerman
but this time
there was no excuse. It had taken a lot of quiet discussion before
Mulder could
come to terms with what he had done and accept that he was capable
of such
violence. He could still not believe how quickly and easily Alex
Krycek had
forgiven him until the Psychologist in him realised how much Alex
had hated his
treatment of his ex- partner, finding the beating and abuse at
his hands
strangely cathartic.
Krycek watched the thoughts cross Mulder's face and decided
the best way to show
Mulder that last night and its terrible revelations were behind
them was to prove
it. He reached across and cupped Mulder's chin in the palm of
his hand, applying
a small amount of pressure to force the Agent to meet his eyes
once more.
"I love you. I always have.... Shh," his forefinger
sealed the sensitive mouth as
Mulder started to respond to his declaration, "you don't
have to say anything."
Krycek moved his hand until his fingers were behind Mulder's
head and pulled the
well-beloved face towards his own. Their lips met, softly, brushing
against each
other, almost chaste. Mulder could feel soft, ragged breaths against
him as he
pulled away a fraction and then he gave into the desire that raced
through his
heart, body and soul, crushing his mouth against the willing lips,
his hands
reaching to curl around the back of Krycek's head to prevent escape.
The bruising
kiss deepened as Krycek opened his mouth to the invading tongue
that pushed
insistently, ignoring the pain from the ragged tear in his lower
lip, tasting
Mulder and being tasted. Soft, wet heat filled him mixed with
a slight ferric
tang as the cut opened under pressure, tongues battling as he
felt his own mouth
explored thoroughly, almost gagging as Mulder pushed deeper across
the roof and
down...
They pulled apart suddenly, each gasping for breath, each feeling
the blood
thrumming through their veins, thumping in their heads. Erratic
breath gradually
brought under control as they stared at each other through lust-crazed
eyes.
Mulder focused on the bright red blood, his hand brushing his
own mouth and
finding traces. His non-verbal apology was accepted as Krycek
licked at the
source then lunged towards him to place a kiss on his lover. Mulder
edged
forward, playfully pulling away as Krycek reached for him once
more, mirrored
grins reflected in bright eyes. He moved forward again, dipping
his head sideways
to nuzzle against the slightly stubbled cheek, his tongue finding
the shell of
one ear and rolling along the silken edge before plunging into
the recess. Krycek
giggled and squirmed, pulling away from the assault, crying out
softly as Mulder
nipped the lobe between strong teeth, his words heavy with lust.
"Has anyone ever told you you're a sensualist?"
"Has anyone ever told you you're sensuous?... and beautiful...
and erotic...
and... oh, so hot."
Mulder punctuated his words with a series of biting kisses
as he moved slowly
down his lover's throat eventually stopping to suck gently on
the juncture of
neck and shoulder. A low moan was his only response as Alex arched
his neck to
give Mulder greater access. He pulled back to survey his work,
pleased with the
red mark that branded Krycek as his own. His smile broadened as
he glanced up
into the passion-filled features, noting the closed eyes and hearing
soft, ragged
gasps escape from slightly-parted bruised lips. His hand stretched
down the
muscular frame until he could feel the silken, hardness through
the rumpled
cotton sheet, his fingers tracing a line along the length of the
shaft from base
to tip. Suddenly, he realised that he wanted to see Krycek lying
naked before
him.
He moved back until he was sitting at the side of the bed,
sensing the puzzlement
in his companion, and then drew the white cotton sheet aside slowly
before
reaching out to push up the long-sleeved T-shirt. Krycek froze
as Mulder started
to undress him, holding his breath, his erection softening bringing
a frown to
Mulder's face until the Agent realised why.
"It's OK, Alex. It's OK." He crooned softly as he
coaxed his lover into allowing
him to remove his shirt. Krycek schooled his features into a neutral
expression
as he watched Mulder drinking in his fill of the smooth, muscular
flesh lying
before him. Mulder reached out to stroke across the left shoulder,
down the
remainder of Krycek's left arm, lightly skimming over scarred
tissue and then
back up.
"You're still beautiful."
Krycek sighed raggedly, releasing the breath he had been holding
as he found no
deception in the bright, hazel eyes. Mulder had not seen him completely
naked
until now and he had been so afraid of finding repugnance on his
face when he saw
the scarred stump.
Mulder leant forward and retraced the path his hands had taken
with his tongue,
licking across the still sensitive tissue before moving back to
capture one small
nipple between sharp teeth, raking across the puckered flesh before
sucking hard.
His hand crept lower to feel the blood pulse back into Krycek,
revitalising the
almost lost erection as stabs of desire coursed through his lover's
body. Fingers
played down the length of the shaft, softly kneading the taut
sacs before
skimming even lower. He felt Krycek's muscles tighten all over
and the memory of
what he had done come searing back. Mulder stopped and pulled
away in shame. How
could he expect Krycek to want him, or any man, in that way after
what he had
done.
Krycek grimaced as he sat up and reached out to Mulder to try and reassure him.
"I want you to.... I'm just a little sore right now. Next
time we will." Krycek
grabbed Mulder's face as he turned away in disbelief and self-directed
anger. "I
mean it, Mulder. I want you... badly... but we'll have to wait
a day or so. Just
take it nice and easy right now."
Krycek let his hand drop into Mulder's lap where he stroked
the semi-rigid shaft
until it was fully erect, his fingers curling around the thick
column securely as
he began a slow pumping action.
"Oh God, Alex."
Krycek smiled and continued his assault, eyes drinking in the
sight of his
lover's arousal. The full lips parted as lashes flickered over
the green-gold
eyes. Mulder threw back his head as the extra stimulation overwhelmed
his already
intensified senses and cried out hoarsely as white fluid jetted
from him. He
collapsed back onto the bed and watched through slitted, passion-spent
eyes as
Alex licked spilled semen from his own fingers.
"And you say I'm a sensualist."
He reached out and pulled Krycek down beside him before reaching
into the bedside
cabinet.
"Now it's my turn."
"You don't have to...."
Mulder bent down and snatched away the words before they could be uttered.
"Oh Yes, I do."
He squeezed a generous amount onto his fingers, dropped the
tube over the side of
the bed and began to liberally spread the gelatinous lubricant
over Krycek before
reaching below to ready himself. He kept his eyes fixed on the
apprehensive face
below him as he guided Krycek's thick shaft to the tight ring
of muscle. Sighing
softly, he lowered himself, hissing as the muscle reluctantly
gave way and then
sighing as the momentary pain coalesced into sharp-edged desire.
He moved up and
down slowly, taking the shaft deeper with each downward plunge.
He could feel the
trembling in the limbs beneath him, marvelling at the control
Krycek exercised in
remaining still despite what must have been an incredible urge
to thrust upwards.
He bucked wildly, eyes and mouth wide, as the shaft rubbed
across his prostate,
astonished by the incredible jolt of energy that stabbed through
him and angled
his descent to discover that sensation again and again.
Beneath him, Krycek had given up trying to hold back, overcome
by the intense
pressure of strong, tight muscles clenching him. He could feel
his body building,
his hand clenching into the bed sheet, back arching off the bed
with a final
thrust, screaming out Mulder's name as the warm, sweet sensation
spread out from
the centre of his being, turning his insides to liquid, his thighs
to quivering
jelly.
Mulder collapsed across the sweat-soaked body, aware of the
stickiness between
them where he had brought himself to another intense climax with
barely a single
touch on the now flaccid organ. He could feel Krycek's chest heaving
against his
own as they both fought to regain control of their breathing.
Krycek moved
slightly and Mulder sighed in disappointment as he felt the now
spent shaft slip
from his body. He shifted until he could pull the other man into
his arms,
placing gentle kisses along any exposed flesh within reach.
When he looked back up he smiled at the sleeping man. Mulder
tightened his
embrace and closed his own eyes.
The knock on the door brought Mulder out of a deep restful
sleep but it took a
few moments for it to fully register. He untangled himself from
beneath Krycek
and had started to sit up when the handle turned and the door
opened. Horror
filled him as he recalled how the anger and violence had drowned
out all common
sense to the point where neither had remembered to lock the door
behind them.
His eyes met Dana Scully's and his heart sank to the pit of
his stomach at the
look of revulsion that crossed her pretty face. She knew. Even
if she could not
believe the sight before her eyes, the smell of sweat and sex
that permeated the
room would have given them away. Her eyes grew cold and she indicated
with a turn
of her head what she wanted him to do. Mulder nodded and as she
closed the door
behind her he crept out of the bed, careful not to disturb Alex.
***
She was waiting for him at the far end of the parking lot,
seated on a low brick
wall. She did not look up until he was right in front of her.
"How could you?"
Mulder swallowed; there was nothing to say.
"I never even knew you.... six years we've worked together.
The porno tapes, the
magazines, the calendars." She looked up. "The girlfriends.
Oh, I admit they were
few and far between but I always believed work played the same
havoc with your
social life as it does mine."
"I never thought you'd be prejudiced...."
"Don't change the subject. This isn't about me and, to
be honest, I don't care if
you like women or men... or both. But Krycek! How could you? He
murdered my
sister, and your father for God's sake!"
"He didn't kill her. They weren't there to kill anyone.
They were after the DAT
tape. They thought you had it and when Melissa came through the
door Cardinal
panicked. No-one was supposed to get hurt...."
"And what about your father? The bullet came from his
gun, Mulder. You can't deny
that."
"I don't deny it but it was an accident... my father lunged
for the gun, it went
off."
Scully snorted in disbelief, her eyes wide.
"And you believe him? That lying... murdering.... rat!
He's using you, Mulder.
Playing you like a.. like a... "
She looked away, not wanting to believe that Krycek could be
anything other than
a cold-blooded killer, despite the fact that he had saved her
life only a few
days ago, because then she would have no-one tangible left to
hate and she wanted
to hate someone, some person rather than some nebulous organisation.
Her eyes opened wider as something Melissa had once said about
Customers came
back to haunt her.
During her late teens, Melissa had taken a summer job as a
checkout assistant at
a local store. 'Whenever something goes wrong, they take it out
on me. I suppose
it's easier to rant at some poor underling than find the faceless
bureaucrat
who's really responsible.'
Is that what she had done? Had she parcelled up all her grief
and anger and
posted it to Krycek just because he was a face she could identify?
What if he
were telling the truth? Even the APB had stated that he was wanted
'in
connection' with events for there was nothing other than circumstantial
evidence
to tie him to any of the crimes she believed he had committed.
"Scully?"
She shook her head, holding up her hand to ward off any physical
contact between
them.
"I need to think." She looked up at him. "We both need to think."
"I have. It's not that I want to believe him, Dana. I
do believe him.... and I...
I think I love him."
"I don't want to hear this."
"OK." Mulder backed off, casting her one more entreating
look before turning away
and walking back across the parking lot to his room.
As he stepped inside he became aware immediately of a pair
of listless green eyes
watching him.
"She knows about us?"
Mulder nodded. Krycek sighed in understanding, his face tightening
as he climbed
out of the bed to gather up his belongings. His heart felt like
it would break in
two. He had hoped for a little more time - a few more memories
to keep him warm
during the cold, lonely nights ahead. Mulder reached out and took
the items from
his hand.
"It's OK, Alex. It's OK."
He pulled the younger man into his arms and kissed him gently,
being careful of
the bruised mouth. He pulled back, a small smile playing across
his own. Words
formed in his mind that had nothing to do with extra-terrestrials,
Colonists,
Black Oil or the Consortium; words of love, of wanting but they
remained
unspoken. He tried to put those words into his eyes, hoping Alex
would read them
there and was grateful for the answering smile that crossed the
sensuous mouth,
bringing life back into those eyes. Mulder swallowed, his expression
becoming
serious and was grateful when Alex accepted the change without
doubt or fear.
"Tell me what you left out about the Colonists."
Krycek looked away and sighed deeply. How anyone managed to
fool Mulder was
beyond him. The man seemed to have a innate ability to see through
the
half-truths eventually. But where to begin?
"I wasn't unconscious or asleep when the alien from the
Piper Maru took me over.
I was aware of every moment and of every thought both mine and
its. It had spent
50 years at the bottom of the ocean. The body it had jumped to
had died in the
plane crash and it could keep only the autonomous functions going
during the long
wait. There was no other sentient being to talk to but it decided
to avoid any
in-depth contact with the Diver and his wife, taking only what
it needed to start
the search for its ship."
"Why didn't it jump into me?"
"Body jumping takes energy, Mulder. You didn't have the
information it needed - I
did. I knew where to find Cancerman - and Cancerman knew where
the ship had been
taken. Have to admit it had a good sense of humour or maybe it
had developed that
from me. I can remember walking onto the plane and I was laughing
so hard inside
it got quite worried until it pulled the information out of my
head.
Fox Mulder, the man searching for the truth and little green
men - and it was
sitting right next to you all the way from Hong Kong to the United
States. It
found that pretty amusing. At least you didn't go overboard with
the beatings.
I'm not so certain it would have allowed you to damage its host
body."
"We spent that entire trip in silence."
"It had nothing to say to you and it sure as hell wasn't
gonna let me do any
talking." Krycek barked out a short laugh. "I spent
that entire trip being
mentally raped. It was only after I started to fight back, which
kinda pleased
it, that it started to tell me all about Life, the Universe and
Everything from
an alien perspective - and the answer wasn't 42. You see, Mulder,
as the days
passed its resolve to remain aloof weakened and it became quite
garrulous. It
told me all about the method it used to track me down, following
the trail to
Hong Kong and then following you to get to me."
Krycek raised his eyes to meet Mulder's.
"I know everything that it knows albeit 50 years out of
date but the plans had
been made. The date set only there isn't just one race of aliens
out there,
Mulder. There are several; The Colonists and their clones - 'Oilians'
for want of
a better name, the Kindred, the Grey ones. Other races standing
on the sidelines
waiting to see what happens. Some of them, especially the Greys,
have been
visiting us for millennia. Most of them are just plain nosy, others
interested in
the planet and its resources. Trouble is, the race that has decided
to take over
the planet is not necessarily the most advanced but it is one
of the most
dangerous - and the others decided not to intervene."
"So who is intervening?"
"I don't know exactly. This is something that's happened
recently but I could
hazard a guess from what it did know."
"And?"
"A shape-shifter race and some of the Clones, a splinter
group, like your
Jeremiah Smith and Kurt Crawford." Krycek paused. How much
did Mulder know about
the Colonists and their cloning experiments? He decided to leave
nothing out.
"The Clones are human/Oilian hybrids, produced from the ova
taken from abducted
women. It would have been a hell of a lot easier if they could
have used human
sperm. They could have collected that from the banks without any
trouble - no
abductions necessary just a few bucks handed out to the male student
population
to help with the cost of education."
"Sounds like the voice of experience."
"Not all of us came from the right side of the tracks,
Mulder. A scholarship only
paid for tuition. It didn't cover accommodation, food, books..."
Mulder held up a hand, this was no time to get side-tracked.
"I'm sorry. It was a juvenile remark. What are the Colonists, Alex?"
Krycek stared at his one-time partner, lips drawn into a pout.
He exhaled nasally
then relaxed.
"A parasitic life-form. They need host bodies but they
can lie dormant for
millennia in the right medium. The first ones arrived on a meteor
that crashed
into the Pacific 70 million years ago. Most left Earth just before
the meteor
that killed the Dinosaurs crashed into the Earth believing it
to be an ELE:
Extinction Level Event. Those that stayed survived underground,
reverting to
their basic genetic form until a host could be found. They rediscovered
Earth
when some returned on a meteor that struck in the Siberian forest
near Tunguska
back in 1902. A team of scientists uncovered them in 1904. Our
parasitic friends
took them over, surveyed the landscape and decided the Earth was
ripe for the
picking. They sent word back via our own communication equipment
- radio
telescopes - by altering them to send the signal out rather than...
well, you
know. The others have been arriving ever since by more conventional
methods. You
know, most of their technology has been obtained through subjugating
other races
- a bit like the Borg in Star Trek. Anyway, the colonisation plans
were drawn
up."
"You said the date was set?"
"Fifteen years from now." Krycek stared deep into
the hazel/green eyes. "Enough
time for us to build defences if we start now. At the individual
level, we have
the means to destroy them without killing the host. You're living
proof of that,
Mulder, but alone that's not enough. Re-infection is possible
even if the vaccine
is boosted regularly... and that alone would require an immense
production line
to cater for every one of the five billion people on the planet.
The Variola
virus is another way forward but we'd still need to inoculate
every person on the
planet.... The sheer scale will be our greatest weakness so we
must take
advantage of this Alien rebellion to destroy them in space as
well as here on
Earth."
"Jesus.... so where's does the Consortium fit into this?"
Krycek laughed.
"Remember what I said to you: Resist or Serve. Most are
Collaborators... choosing
to serve rather than take the risk of siding with the Rebels."
"Who is on our side?"
"My Employer."
"And?"
Krycek looked down. None of the other Elders could be trusted
despite divided
loyalties. Most were too afraid the Rebels would fail and that
they and there
families would suffer the consequences.
"Cancerman?"
"No.. at least I don't believe so although, God only knows.
The man spins so many
webs of lies that it's hard to know where his loyalties fall."
Krycek's face had
hardened. "But I wouldn't trust him as far as I could throw
him. He has his own
agenda."
Mulder nodded. Krycek had only given him the tip of the biggest
iceberg in human
history but it was enough to set his resolve.
"We need to go to BioTechnics. Will you help?"
Krycek looked away. The Well-Manicured Man had wanted Mulder
side-tracked long
enough for BioTechnics to be cleaned out and he knew that work
may not yet be
complete. BioTechnics was a large organisation and, probably,
under Colonist
control. He knew he ought to say 'No', to somehow dissuade Mulder
from this path
but he read the pleading in the darkened eyes and saw how important
it had become
to the other man.
Krycek nodded and whispered softly, "Yes".
Scully frowned when she saw Krycek ease carefully into the
seat opposite. One
side of his face was bruised at the temple and there was a small,
jagged tear
through his lower lip as if he had bitten through it. It was obvious
to her now
that more than sex had taken place last night. They had argued
and, judging by
what she had seen, Krycek had come off worse.
"That looks like it needs attention. I've got some suture in my case...."
She noticed he could not prevent a grimace of pain as he sat
down and Scully
found herself wondering at the rest of the damage Mulder had inflicted
- and how.
"Where else are you hurting?"
Krycek blushed and looked away, fuelling her suspicion that
Mulder had done
something even worse to this man. Her thoughts returned to the
hospital where she
had interned. The surrounding area had been a Hell's Kitchen of
multiracial
groups. She had almost become immune to the steady flow of victims
of clashes
between the rival Gangs: stabbings, drive-by shootings... rapes,
on females and
males... and what she saw now, in the sight and posture of the
man opposite,
screamed rape. For the first time, she felt real anger at her
partner. No matter
who it was or what they had done, no-one deserved to be sexually
abused.
Krycek recognised the angry and appalled look on her face.
Somehow she had
figured it out but he could hardly believe Mulder would have said
anything
especially as he had insisted they kept it between them but Mulder
and Scully
were closer than most partners, closer than brother and sister.
"What did he tell you?"
"Mulder? Nothing. I'm a Doctor, Krycek. I interned in
an ER. I've seen my fair
share of... I can read signs. So... do you need any medical attention?"
Krycek shook his head considering himself lucky he had not
been unused to men or
the few tears she could not see would have been much worse and,
maybe, required
stitches.
"No, and don't worry. We straightened it out. It won't happen again."
Scully frowned wondering whether she had misunderstood their
relationship. Mulder
had implied that they were willing partners but now she was not
so sure. The
answer appeared several minutes later when Mulder came in and
sat down beside
Krycek. There was no malice in the look they exchanged and their
body language
spoke volumes as they angled toward each other, hands and knees
touching in
reassurance.
Despite this, Scully was determined to have a few private words
with her partner.
To her, the act of rape bordered on the unforgivable and she couldn't
let it go
without letting him know, even if he and Krycek had reached an
understanding.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man frowned as he watched Alex Krycek
cross the narrow road
between the run-down motel and the Diner. Through the binoculars
he could make
out the bruises on his ex- lovers face and, from the careful way
he walked, he
knew there were other less visible injuries. These bruises were
fairly fresh as
Alex had no sign of them yesterday. He felt a surge of anger as
he realised who
must have inflicted them. No-one, except he, had the right to
hurt Alexei Krycek.
Krycek joined Dana Scully at a booth by the window. He watched
as they talked,
reading the body language in lieu of the actual words but his
gaze swept away as
another figure caught his eye: Fox Mulder.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man followed Mulder's progress with barely
concealed
hostility as he walked into the Diner and sat down next to Krycek
but, far from
revulsion, his ex-lover greeted the other man warmly. Whatever
had happened had
obviously cleared the air between them and they seemed closer
than ever..
intimately closer.
He shook a Morley from its coffin and placed it between deeply-
lined lips. A
flick brought a flame and he dipped his head slightly to ignite
the cigarette
before dragging in a lungful of nicotine. As he exhaled he wondered
how much
longer he would have to wait before the trio started back on the
road. The FBI
Agents must have back-tracked through the Companies Register by
now and learnt
about BioTechnics Ltd. Krycek would have been given orders to
keep them away from
there until it could be cleared but Mulder could be most persuasive.
He exhaled, eyes closing in near ecstasy as the nicotine washed
through his head,
clearing his thoughts as no other drug could do. If they were
to reach
BioTechnics before the clean-up had been completed then the Well-Manicured
Man
would find that his back had been well and truly exposed... by
his own man.
The Cigarette-Smoking Man smiled as he took another drag, closing
his eyes once
more as the glut of options traced a path across his mind. The
Consortium would
not have found it easy to convince the Colonists to clean out
BioTechnics. They
would be most displeased at having to waste time setting up the
operation in
another town. If he was careful then he might be able to 'kill
two birds with one
stone'.
Yes, Mulder was the key. Mulder's presence at BioTechnics would
embarrass the
Well-Manicured Man, exposing him to the suspicions of an already
paranoid
Consortium. Of course, Mulder would have learnt too much and become
a liability
so discovery would also put him in the right place to blackmail
Alex Krycek into
renewing old associations. The choice would be simple: Come with
me or Mulder
dies, here and now. All he had to do was convince the Clones to
leave Mulder and
Krycek to him.
Yes, as long as they headed towards BioTechnics then everything
would be going to
plan and he may even have the additional pleasure of killing Dr
Hudson. Her
usefulness had come to an end. He watched as the trio left the
booth and headed
back towards the Motel. A few minutes later they were placing
their few
belongings into the trunk of Krycek's rental. Scully climbed into
the driver's
seat and, moments later, they were heading back towards the Interstate.
He waited until the car had a good head start before giving
his driver the order
to follow, his smile widening as they turned in the 'right' direction,
feeling
almost giddy with the pleasure he felt at being able to manipulate
and read
events so easily.
***
10:25 BioTechnics Head Office
Florida
They parked about 20 yards away from the main gate. After several
minutes
watching the frenetic activity beyond the gate, Krycek leaned
forward between the
front seats.
"How d'you wanna play this? Do we drive up to the front
door or do we sneak round
the back?"
Mulder glanced sideways from the front passenger seat before replying.
"Both. Scully, call for back-up but wait at least twenty
minutes before coming
through the front. In the meantime, Krycek and I will see if we
can find another
way in."
"I think we should all wait here for back-up, Mulder.
We have no idea what we're
facing...."
Mulder turned his brightest, most reassuring smile on his partner.
"Don't worry, Scully. I'll see you inside in twenty."
With that he eased out of the passenger door and shut it firmly
but quietly
before pulling open the back door for Krycek. Krycek stared at
him for a moment,
torn between Mulder's eagerness to confront the 'truth' and Scully's
need to
adhere to FBI protocols. Finally, decision made, he slid across
the seat, wincing
in pain as he climbed out. Mulder frowned, deciding Krycek's reticence
was due to
his physical discomfort rather than to Scully's outburst.
"You gonna be up for this?"
Krycek nodded in affirmation and, with a tilt of his head,
indicated the
direction they should take.
Another 20 yards back they found a place where a tree grew
close to the perimeter
fence. It was well out of sight of the guard house so Mulder pulled
himself up
into the branches and then reached down to give Krycek a hand
up. He edged out a
way and then jumped, rolling as he hit the dry, scrubby ground.
On reaching his
feet he looked up and beckoned Krycek to follow.
The Russian-American agent took a deep breath and hurled himself
from the tree.
Just as Mulder had, he rolled to break the fall but still cried
out softly as
pain flared through his abused body. Mulder helped him to his
feet, his eyes
betraying his concern for the younger man, fervently wishing he
had not allowed
his own anger to cause so much pain. Keeping one arm around his
lover, Mulder
drew Krycek across the open space between the fence and the side
of the main
building. They stopped, backs against the wall and slowly edged
their way towards
the back corner.
A faint feeling of nostalgia hit him as he remembered the closeness
he had felt
to this man during their trip to the Tunguska Gulag followed by
guilt as he
remembered what had happened next. Mentally he vowed that this
time there would
be no misunderstandings. This time he wanted Krycek to know that
he loved and
trusted him.
Mulder turned to the younger man suddenly, reached out to grab
his face in both
hands and then kissed him deeply and thoroughly.
"I love you."
He let go of the stunned man and flicked his head round the
corner and back. It
was clear. Krycek followed him around the corner in a semi-daze
then shook
himself. This was not the time to dwell on such spoken revelations,
even though
he had guessed at this truth many months ago.
They stopped by the open doors of a loading bay. Another quick
check revealed the
movement of several people involved in the loading and unloading
of crates.
Mulder grabbed a nearby crate and hefted it onto his shoulders.
He walked into
the bay with Krycek half-concealed by his side. No-one paid them
any attention
and Mulder dropped the crate at the earliest opportunity.
They moved slowly as they made their way deeper into the building.
Krycek pulled
Mulder back as a familiar figure came out of one of the side offices;
Dr Hudson.
They waited until she had turned the corner before approaching
the door. Mulder
grasped the handle. It was not locked. He eased the door open
to find the room
empty. They slipped inside and started to rummage through the
desk and filing
cabinets.
Mulder held up the file on Jennifer Lewis in triumph, pausing
only to stuff the
contents into his jacket's inner pocket. He flicked through the
cabinet looking
for other names that should not have anything to do with Hudson
and was not
surprised by the result. He pulled out and opened several more
files.
Krycek looked over his shoulder, reading familiar names; Scully,
Dana.... Mulder,
Samantha.... then moved away to investigate another part of the
office while
Mulder continued to search for his own internal list of names.
The Agent paused
and added a new name to his list.... It seemed as if more than
just his fingers
stopped when he found the file; his heart, his mind skipped a
beat.... Krycek,
Alexei.
"Mulder!" Krycek called his lover's name softly but
urgently, indicating
something he had found in one of the originally locked but now
wide open desk
drawers. Mulder shook himself out of his state of shock and stuffed
the contents
of the file into the inside pocket of his jacket with the rest,
replacing the
cardboard folder in the cabinet. He moved across the room and
reached for the
tube recognising the dark viscous fluid in one: Black Oil. He
stared at it,
almost trembling as he realised what this meant. Finally, he had
in his grasp the
proof of extra-terrestrial life that he had been seeking for so
long.
The door swung open suddenly, bouncing back slightly from the
force and Mulder
watched in disbelief as Dr Martha Hudson entered the room closely
followed by....
another Dr Martha Hudson.
"Colonists."
Clone 1 smiled and addressed them both as she levelled the gun at his chest.
"You should not have meddled in things beyond your capability.
You leave us no
option but to eliminate you as a warning to the Consortium not
to interfere in
our plans."
"Their presence here has nothing to do with the Consortium...
" Both Mulder and
Krycek turned as one as the well-hated voice reached them. "...
at least, not
knowingly. I will deal with this."
Krycek snarled at the Cigarette-Smoking Man. It was a trap,
probably had been
from the very beginning but why would the Well-Manicured Man set
them up like
this?
"What d'you want?"
"Oh, I think you know, Alex. Don't tell me you haven't
told Mr Mulder about our
'relationship'"
Krycek frowned, confused by the reference to their past that
had been brought up
yet again. His eyes widened in realisation. It was a trap but
not the kind he had
at first believed. The Well-Manicured Man had no part in this
and, if anything,
Krycek's presence here with Mulder placed his Employer in an unenviable
position.
Questions would be asked... suspicions acted upon. The Group's
paranoia had been
on the increase over the last year following the deaths of abductees
at the
Staging areas. They needed someone to focus their fears on...
someone to blame
and Krycek had a feeling that Cancerman was setting the Well-Manicured
Man up as
the scapegoat. Unfortunately, there was nothing he could do about
that now.
Cancerman would have left nothing to chance and, no doubt, had
already sent a
video to the First Elder of them rooting around this office in
BioTechnics Ltd.
So why the reference to their past? He straightened up, mouth
set firm. As far as
he was concerned, the Alex Krycek that had admired this man was
long dead, buried
beneath the ashes of truth. His voice was full of hatred and loathing
as he let
his former Employer know exactly where they stood.
"We have no relationship."
"Don't we?" The Cigarette-Smoking Man replied calmly
with a slight dip of the
head towards Mulder.
Krycek stopped the words he had been about to utter as the
true extent of
Cancerman's words sank in. The Cigarette-Smoking Man was not looking
for a
one-off 'for old times sake', he wanted Krycek back permanently
- or until his
unhealthy interest dimmed after which it was anyone's guess what
he would do to
his former lover, though an untimely death was not improbable.
Mulder looked from one to the other, not understanding the
cryptic conversation
yet knowing from the grim expression that it had a disturbing
effect on Alex
Krycek. He could tell his lover needed time to think and knew
of only one
delaying factor...
"So which one of you is the real Martha Hudson?"
Clone 2 adjusted the aim of her gun, belligerently, as Fox
Mulder looked from one
clone to the other. Cancerman smiled, anticipating the response.
The real Dr
Hudson was dead. He had killed her a few minutes previously and
could still see
the look of surprise on the good doctor's face as he sent a bullet
smashing
through her brain. Tiring of waiting for one or the other to speak,
he answered
for them.
"Neither. She outlived her usefulness... just as you have outlived yours...."
Both clones took aim at Fox Mulder.
".... unless Alex can persuade me otherwise."
Alex Krycek looked across at the man he had come to love more
than life itself.
No matter what decision he made there was no guarantee that Mulder
would live.
Cancerman would honour an agreement only for as long as it suited
him... and
then... but any chance was better than no chance. While Mulder
lived the FBI
Agent might find a way to fight to get him back... if he truly
loved him... and
if he could still want him after Cancerman had taken his slice
out of him, body
and soul.
A blinding white light filled the hallway just beyond the room
making the
decision superfluous and Mulder watched as two creatures entered
bearing the
self-mutilated eyes, nose and mouth of the alien rebels. The two
clones of Martha
Hudson swung round in alarm but were not in time to prevent the
thin sliver of
metal being forced into the back of their necks.
As the Colonists fell to the ground and dissolved into a green
puddle, the
Cigarette-Smoking Man took the opportunity to slip behind the
Rebel Aliens and
out of the door. If was unlikely that they had even noticed his
presence. They
turned their attention to the remaining two humans.
Although the room was fairly large affording them a reasonable
amount of space
there was nowhere for Mulder and Krycek to go; the Aliens had
taken position
between them and the only exit. As he gazed into the inhuman face
Mulder wondered
whether this 'soldier' knew of his attempt to save the Rebel Leader
all those
months ago.
//I am that Leader. We have been watching you, waiting for
you to lead us to
them.//
The man-like creature indicated the two puddles of green slime
on the floor near
his feet.
Mulder took a sharp intake of breath as the voice reverberated
inside his head.
Interviews with Abductees had not prepared him for the true experience
of
telepathy even though he had been told about it so many times.
"What do you want with us?"
//You will not be harmed//
A second alien rebel removed a long, thin tube from its belt.
Fear creased
Mulder's forehead as he remembered Dana Scully recalling the attack
on the bridge
at the Ruskin Dam. She gave a harrowing description of people
being ignited with
a touch from a metal tube.
The two seemed to confer mentally for a few moments until the
second Alien began
to move towards Alex Krycek purposefully. Suddenly, Mulder knew
what it planned
and with more force than he intended, he shoved Krycek into the
corner of the
room planting his own body in front, facing the oncoming Alien.
"What the hell...."
"Shut up, Alex."
Krycek stopped trying to push Mulder away and allowed himself
to feel the weight
of the other man against the entire length of him. Mulder pressed
back against
his chest, his buttocks against his groin. If it had not been
for the dangerous
predicament they were in then he might have found the whole situation
quite
erotic.
The Alien had stopped a few feet away from the FBI Agent at
the Leader's command,
the thin metal tube raised and obviously ready to fire.
//Why?//
Mulder was not sure what the Leader was asking: Why am I protecting
him? or Why
am I willing to die with him? He looked directly into the Leader's
mutilated face
and put every ounce of his being into his answer.
"He's on your side. He helped me to save you."
The Rebel Leader showed no sign of caring what Krycek's part
had been in gaining
his release as the other alien moved forward once more and Mulder
found himself
fearing the worst. His heart cried out.
//.I want him to live! Please. I love him.//
His outburst was rewarded when the second alien halted within
touching distance
of them.
//He carries the implants.//
Mulder's eyes widened in realisation; the abduction scenario
in Silo 1013, the
existence of a file on Alex Krycek in this facility... Krycek
was an abductee, an
information link for the Colonists. Why else would the Rebels
want Krycek out of
the way.
"Can't you remove them?" //Without hurting him//
The silence lengthened and Mulder became aware of the answer
as the Alien moved
forward suddenly, thrusting the tube against his arm. His world
dissolved into
white searing pain followed by the blessed relief of unconsciousness.
Mulder awoke to find himself alone in the room, his arm seemed
numb as if he had
been sleeping on it. He sat up, holding his head gingerly and
as the room stopped
spinning the memory came flooding back.
"Alex?" Mulder whipped his head from one side to
the other, searching the room as
a feeling close to horror grew in his mind. "Alex!"
"Mulder!"
The sound of running feet grew louder until Dana Scully burst into the room.
"Mulder. Thank God you're alright. I saw Cancerman enter
the building.... Where's
Krycek?"
***
Two days later
Washington DC
Mulder shifted on his haunches as he rummaged through his laundry
basket
searching for something to wear, not caring that it would probably
smell of stale
sweat. He frowned as his hands closed around a black, long-sleeved
T-shirt and he
fell back onto the floor, holding the shirt to his face, breathing
in the faint
scent of sweat and after-shave that was Alex Krycek.
He barely remembered returning to DC, sitting on the bed in
his apartment while
Scully unpacked both his and Alex's belongings. He could remember
running his
fingers along the rumpled sheet, his mind drifting back to the
motel, reliving
the way their bodies had rolled against each other, the feel of
that perfect skin
beneath his hands and the soft, pliant lips that had crushed against
his own.
Alex.
Since his return from Florida he had gone through the motions
of submitting
reports and attending de-briefing sessions with Scully and Skinner.
The files he
had shoved into his jacket pocket had disappeared by the time
Scully had arrived.
There was no proof, no vial of Black Oil, only the body of Dr
Martha J Hudson who
had been killed with a conventional weapon, the bullet hole looking
like a third
eye in the centre of her forehead.
By day he acted as if nothing remarkable had happened yet each
night, as he
crossed the threshold to his apartment, Mulder allowed the pretence
to drop away.
He spent the time sitting in the dark reliving all the moments
of his life when
their paths had crossed, watching as their relationship progressed
from the
indifference of new FBI partners, to enemies, to unwanted allies
and finally, to
lovers.
Mulder could easily analyse the path of sexual attraction...but
love? When had he
fallen in love with Alex Krycek? How had the man whom he had believed
killed his
father managed to crawl beneath his skin to become so much a part
of him that the
pain of loss was almost impossible to bear. Where was Alex?
Common sense told him Alex was dead but self-denial placed
him alive in that
limbo where Samantha also lived. Only the fact that they had taken
Alex rather
than leave his charred remains behind gave him some small hope
but how was he to
survive without knowing his fate for certain and while he had
no proof to the
contrary Mulder knew he would carry on living in his own void,
searching for the
truth, searching for Alex until he had found both.
"Mulder?"
Scully knelt down beside him and gently pulled the T-shirt
away from the
tear-filled eyes. She pulled the unresisting man towards her and
cradled him
against her like a small child, sharing his pain as the tears
flowed freely.
Eventually, Mulder pulled away, scrubbing the back of his hand
across his eyes.
"I'm sorry.. I..."
"It's OK. I understand. Don't ask me why but I do understand.
He'll turn up
again. Bad pennies always do."
Mulder choked on a laugh. "He was never bad just misdirected,
but he's gone,
Scully."
Scully sighed and brushed her fingers through Mulder's soft,
brown hair. She
didn't really know what to believe. She had waited outside in
the car while they
entered the premises to search for incriminating evidence and
she had seen
Cancerman enter. However, no-one had come back out yet when she
reached the
office there was only Mulder sitting dazed on the floor crying
out Alex Krycek's
name.
The back-up had arrived soon after but Cancerman and Krycek
must have slipped
away while she helped her partner. She grimaced. Mulder's account
of what
happened was at complete odds with her own beliefs despite all
she had seen since
starting her work on the X-Files but she could not deny the devastating
effect
the loss of Krycek had on her former partner.
"It's OK, Mulder. I'll help you find him."
There was nothing more she could say so she gave him the only
thing she had; a
shoulder to cry on.
Six Weeks later.
Fox Mulder settled back down into his old routine although
he no longer felt the
same exhilaration and eagerness. The X-Files had been re-established
following
Scully's report to the Internal FBI Committee. She had shown them
the mutant bee
that had stung her in the corridor outside Mulder's apartment
and her comments
had convinced Cassidy and the others on the Board of the importance
of having a
section within the FBI dealing with cases outside of the mainstream.
The effects of those few short days still haunted him. What
if Alex had been on
board that spacecraft? He had never even considered that possibility
until his
subconscious mind dredged up the idea. His nightmares involved
the sight of Alex
Krycek, frozen in a cryopod, hooked up to the organic tube that
fed the Black Oil
organism into his body. In his dream, the organism would gestate,
exploding out
of Krycek's abdomen, it's retractable claws honed and sharp as
it reached to rip
out Mulder's throat. He would awake in a cold sweat, seeing the
accusation of
betrayal in those frozen green eyes.
Common sense and logic told him Krycek was not onboard. He
had been taken by the
Rebel aliens.... but to where?
The death of the Well-Manicured Man lay heavily upon him even
though he had
witnessed the man execute his own driver only moments before.
Alex Krycek had
never told him who his Employer was but Mulder had guessed and
he knew that he
had lost one more source of both information and protection.
So where did he go from here?
On the desk in front of him lay the very first of the new files
labelled 'Krycek,
Alexei'. It was a file that would never be put away as he devoted
all his spare
time and energy investigating any paths that might lead him to
the whereabouts of
the man he had come to love more than anyone else in the entire
world. He opened
it, as he did every day, to gaze at the one and only photo available
of Alex
Krycek.
It had been taken by a US Customs surveillance team several
months previously
when they had been watching a Russian ship that had put into harbour.
It had been
kept because the original photo had shown Marita Covarrubias in
his company. The
Special Representative to the UN Secretary General had disappeared
soon after.
The photo had been blown-up so it was a little fuzzy but Krycek
was still easily
recognisable to one who knew his face so well. Mulder traced a
finger along the
slightly smiling mouth but shut the file quickly as a silhouette
appeared through
the opaque glass of his door.
AD Skinner entered and, after a quick nod in Scully's direction
and a brief
glance around the newly painted office he settled himself on one
corner of
Mulder's desk.
"I see you've found some new posters. I understand the
relevance of that one", he
said, pointing at the poster of the flattened forest in Siberia.
"That's where
the meteorite hit near Tunguska but what happened here?"
Mulder glanced at the travel poster showing a view across the
Baltic Sea from a
liner, remembering eyes reflecting as green and clear as the icy
water.
"Nothing. I just liked it. Is there something I can do for you, Sir?"
Skinner pressed his lips tightly together, recognising a change
of subject when
he heard it.
"Spender has been handed a case involving a disappearance.
It could be a
straight-forward kidnapping but then again... I thought you might
like to be
involved."
His glance included Dana Scully so she wandered across the
room to stand by
Mulder's chair. Mulder smiled wondering whether Skinner had found
Cancerman's tar
prints all over the case.
"He's about to start the briefing..." Skinner indicated
the door before looking
back at his best Agents and moving away. Mulder stood up and they
followed the
Assistant Director out of the room.
***
Another day passed. The strange disappearance turned out to
be a straight forward
kidnapping and once Mulder had discovered this he let go, leaving
Spender to
clear it up by himself.
It was another Friday and he returned to his apartment to find
Scully waiting for
him, ready to follow him on a new possible lead in his quest to
find Krycek. She
had arrived on his door step every weekend since the disappearance,
willing to
give up her spare time to help him and he was grateful.
"You should have let yourself in."
"I've only just parked. I saw your car turn into the street."
He pushed his key into the lock and pushed the door open to
allow Dana Scully to
go in first.
"You don't have to do this, Scully. I spent 25 years looking
for Samantha. It
could take another 25 to find Alex."
"Mulder?" Scully stopped dead in her tracks. "Someone's been here."
Fox Mulder edged passed his partner noticing small changes
in the room. His heart
began to beat faster as he recognised the signs; a magazine fallen
to the floor,
a door slightly ajar. Scully moved towards the bathroom and pushed
the door open,
her gun held out in readiness. She looked back at him from the
bathroom door, gun
still poised in hand but shook her head. There was no-one there
which left only
the bedroom. They paused outside, listening for any sound within.
Nothing. Mulder
held his gun in front of him and reached for the handle, levering
it and pushing
it open slowly. He froze at the sight before him. Scully pushed
passed him and
lifted both eyebrows in shocked recognition before checking round
the room. It
was empty apart from the figure lying motionless on the bed.
"Alex?"
Mulder dropped his gun and moved forward, his eyes never leaving
the beautiful,
peaceful face. Scully moved to the other side of the bed and reached
for the
pulse point beneath his jaw. He was alive.
"Alex."
Mulder looked back at her, sat on the edge of the bed and then
reached for the
sleeping or comatose man. As he pulled Alex into his embrace the
cover slipped
down and Scully gasped in shock.
"Mulder!"
He looked down to where she indicated and dropped Krycek back
onto the bed. The
man in his bed had two arms. Mulder's first thought was that this
was a Colonist
or a clone of Krycek. The rough handling stirred the figure and
the man moaned
softly, eyes peeling open. He swallowed, wetting his dry lips
with a delicate
brush of his tongue. The teal-green eyes focused on the hazel
eyes above him and
a smile lit up the face in joy and relief. His last memory had
been of Mulder
crumpling at his feet just before the alien reached out to him.
"Mulder!"
Puzzlement filled the eyes as Krycek noticed the wariness in
his lover's eyes and
then he became aware of something different about himself. He
raised his left arm
and stared at it in stunned amazement, watching the fingers move
to his command.
His other hand reached across and his new fingers curled with
the sensitive shock
of contact. He looked back up at Mulder.
"How?" He gazed around the room, recognising Fox
Mulder's apartment. "How did we
get...?"
"What d'you remember?"
Alex frowned at the emotionless tone.
"An office in BioTechnics.. Cancerman.... Two faceless
men." His eyes widened in
remembrance. "One of them attacked you. You fell at my feet
and then he reached
for me... and... nothing. I... what happened?"
Mulder reached out and took one hand in his, wanting desperately
to feel the warm
flesh against his own despite the knowledge that this person may
not be who he
wanted him to be.
"They said you had implants. They were gonna kill you,
the same way they killed
the others at the stagings." Mulder stared into the wide
eyes. "I... asked them
not to hurt you but I didn't think they heard... or cared. I hoped,
though..."
Mulder pulled back, thoughts whirling around his head. If this
was not the real
Alex Krycek then opening himself to this creature could be dangerous.
He changed
the subject.
"I think the mutilation is self-inflicted, to prevent
their being taken over by
the Black Oil aliens."
"It is."
Krycek looked down feeling guilty at what he had done to the
boy he had brought
across from Russia. He had told the Russian Doctor to sew up the
boy's eyes, nose
and mouth to prevent the Black Oil Alien from being able to transfer
bodies. The
small amount of medium ensured that the Alien had very little
power within the
host body, certainly not enough to cause the damaging irradiation
effect that had
killed the crew of Piper Maru. He had done everything else within
his power to
make the boy comfortable but still carried the guilt and shame
of his actions.
At the time there seemed to be little choice but he had not
bargained with being
betrayed by Marita Covarrubias. First she had spirited away the
boy but also, at
the same time, she had betrayed him to the Consortium. It was
only through sheer
luck that it had been the Well-Manicured Man rather than Cancerman
that had
received her information otherwise he might have been long dead.
The Well-Manicured Man had released him after he had handed
over the antidote he
had stolen from the Russians deciding to place his trust in him
despite his
inauspicious beginnings. Krycek couldn't pretend that he wasn't
grateful. He had
become sick of running and hiding, of being scared for his life
and, more
importantly, sick of being thought of as a cold-blooded killer.
Considering the
work he did, he had killed only four people in his whole life
and two of those
were little more than accidents.
"How long have I been missing?"
"Two months."
Scully appeared back at Krycek's side, a bag in hand. They
looked at her in
surprise as neither had noticed her leave. She placed the bag
on the bed, opened
it and withdrew several different instruments.
"Lie back, I'm going to check you out."
She shone a pencil light across his eyes, noting the reaction
as his pupils
contracted and dilated. Her hand clasped the new arm, feeling
along the length,
gauging muscle tone and bone structure. She tested the finger
tips by prodding
each with a fine stylus. All the time, her heard was shaking in
disbelief.
"There's no technology on this planet that can re-grow
a limb this perfect,
Mulder. This can't be Krycek. It can't be... but..."
She wished there were things she knew about him that she could
use to test him
but she had spent only that one afternoon with him....
"Do you remember the IMAX?"
Krycek frowned in confusion. "The Blue Planet."
"It's no good, Scully. If he is a Colonist then he could
have Krycek's memories
right up until the time he was taken over."
Mulder paused in thought. Krycek had been with him every moment
from the time
they met in the Diner the night after he had raped him until the
moment when he
had been knocked unconscious by the alien Rebels. The Rebels would
have no reason
to produce a clone of him so, if this were the real Alexei Krycek,
he would have
memories of those last moments together. Memories that only they
shared.
"Something happened just before we broke into BioTechnics?"
Krycek frowned, wondering what Mulder was up to. The closed
face above him
revealed nothing... and then he understood. He glanced across
at Dana Scully,
heat rising in his face as he remembered the feel of those lips
upon his and the
words that had stunned him to the core. If he was wrong then Mulder
was going to
be very embarrassed and have a lot of explaining to do to his
partner... but if
he was right.....
He looked deeply into the hazel eyes.
"You took my face in your hands and kissed me... and you told me you loved me."
Mulder let out the breath he was holding, closing his eyes
in relief. He smiled
and pulled the other man into a tight embrace.
"Alex."
Scully had excused herself a little while later realising with
a certain amount
of envy that she had become the proverbial third wheel. They needed
time alone.
Mulder walked with her to the door, as she went to cross the threshold
he reached
out and hugged her.
"I could never have survived these past months without
you. I felt so alone when
I thought I had lost you as well. You gave me the strength to
carry on and, no
matter what, I'll always need you."
She tightened her grip on him for a moment in acceptance before
pulling back. No
more words of comfort or thanks were necessary.
"I'll call you tomorrow."
"OK."
Mulder closed the door, ensured that it had locked and returned
to the bedroom
where Alex Krycek was sitting up. He stared at the vision before
him, momentarily
blinded by tears as he thanked whatever god had brought Alex back
to him alive
and well.
***
They stared at each other across the room until Alex reached
out with two
perfectly formed arms. Mulder moved into his embrace, his head
falling over
Krycek's shoulder as his own wrapped around the muscular form.
Krycek's arms
encircled him and they held on tightly. Eventually, by mutual
agreement, they
moved back but neither relinquished the lighter hold as if afraid
the other man
would disappear if they let go. Mulder gazed into the green eyes,
feeling the icy
vision of his nightmares melt away. He moved one hand upwards
until he could
brush across the high cheekbone and down to tease the soft lips,
smiling as they
parted and he felt the tip of a tongue against his finger tips.
Mulder dipped his head and pressed his own mouth against those
lips, delicately,
like the touch of a butterfly's wing. The mood held as Krycek
made no attempt to
deepen the kiss. They parted and Krycek smiled, knowingly, as
Mulder stood up. He
watched as his lover started to dispose of his clothing, leaving
jacket, shirt
and tie in an untidy heap on the floor by the bed. Kicking off
his shoes, Mulder
unzipped his pants and let them fall to the floor, stepping out
of them before
kneeling on the bed. He leant forward, reaching for the luscious
mouth with its
gleaming white teeth and full lips. Krycek frowned as Mulder pulled
away once
more.
"Socks." He sat down and removed them, adding them
to the heap of clothing on the
floor.
Krycek took the opportunity to move until he was lying flat on the bed.
Mulder knelt down beside him and pulled away the sheet, revealing
all of the
other's body. His hazel eyes traced a path down the well-toned
chest, across the
flat stomach, passed the semi-erect shaft and along the strong
thighs, down
passed muscular calves to the tips of his toes, marvelling at
the perfection
laying before him. Thoughts came unbidden; It ought to be a crime
for this man to
wear clothes... and this was one crime he believed he ought to
investigate
thoroughly.
His eyes moved back up, taking in the new-found symmetry, until
they rested once
more on the beautiful face with its wide- spaced sea-green eyes,
darkened with
desire. Krycek's hand reached out and drifted through the spattering
of hair upon
Mulder's chest, stroking lightly across one nipple, teasing it
erect before
travelling onwards to the other. Mulder closed his eyes as a warm
sensation
drifted from the pit of his stomach, feeling the blood begin to
pulse stronger
through his veins. The hand drifted lower until he could feel
the sensation of
strong fingers moving over the silk of his boxers, rubbing along
the rigid shaft
that strained against the light material. Mulder eased himself
up onto his knees
as he felt a hand on each side of his hips, fingers tucking into
the waistband of
his boxers. He watched as the material was gently lifted and pulled
down to
release him from the silky prison. Mulder stood up and pushed
them off the rest
of the way and then lay on the bed beside his lover. Fingers carded
through his
hair, lifting the brown strands and Mulder questioned the pensive
look that fell
across the beautiful face beside him.
"You know, Mulder. I'm starved. Got any food around here."
Mulder grinned as he shook his head in the negative. "I'll
dial out for pizza.
Later." He paused for effect, his eyes dancing in deviltry.
"I can fix you a
light snack."
He rubbed his groin against Krycek's leg suggestively, eyes
opening in surprise
as he was pushed flat onto his back. Krycek straddled his lower
legs, eyes bright
with lust.
"I'll take you up on that."
He bent over, taking the full length of Mulder's erection,
hands holding the
narrow hips still as Mulder bucked and gasped in shock at the
sudden wetness and
heat surrounding him. The sharp edge of teeth raked up his length,
halting only
when they reached the base of the bulbous tip. A new sensation,
as Krycek's
tongue began to swirl across the sensitive glans, assaulted his
nerve endings and
Mulder screwed his eyes closed, gasping anew as he felt his balls
tighten even
further. The questing tongue dipped along the slight crevice,
tasting the salty
pre-cum, brushing hard against a very sensitive place sending
frissons of energy
dancing through his body as if he had been zapped by a taser gun.
Mulder opened
his eyes and looked down to find a pair of green eyes, pupils
enlarged with lust,
laughing up at him. He groaned as Krycek continued the assault,
one hand closed
around the base of the shaft, pumping it in time with the relentless
sucking.
"Alex... Alex....!"
No longer able to prevent Mulder from bucking beneath him,
Alex held on tight as
the orgasm rippled through his lover's body. Moments later he
tasted the thick,
bitter fluid filling his mouth and he swallowed quickly, each
thrust refilling
his mouth until he was unable to swallow fast enough. Semen spilled
through his
lips but he continued to suck and swallow until Mulder was empty.
With a final
lick, he released the organ, his tongue skimming his lips to capture
some of the
spill.
Mulder gazed down at Krycek through glazed eyes and, in that
moment, he knew he
had never before seen anything or anyone more beautiful than this
man. Alex moved
up the bed until they were face to face and took the other man
in a deep kiss,
sharing the taste of his lover. Mulder's tongue flicked into Krycek's
mouth,
licking across strong white teeth and soft inner cheek, his heart
swelling at the
realisation of what this bitter taste meant, what this man had
just taken from
him and now returned.
He pulled Alex into his arms, his breath gradually steadying
as he crushed the
other man to him then he pushed Krycek onto his back, his hazel
eyes drinking in
the sight of his highly aroused but unsatisfied lover.
"Don't move."
He reached to take Krycek's hand, moving it to his lips where
he licked and
sucked each finger in turn before turning it so he could kiss
the palm and gently
nip the fleshy mound of Venus beneath the thumb. His mouth journeyed
up to the
wrist, licking and biting at sensitive skin, feeling the strong
pulse. Gradually
he worked his way up Krycek's left arm, sinking into the crook
of his elbow,
licking at the dark hair gathered underneath his armpit as his
tongue and hands
moved across one broad shoulder and along the collarbone. His
mouth followed his
hands as they drifted across the muscular chest, raising red marks
and goosebumps
whenever he stopped to taste. He glanced down to see hands tightly
grasping the
sheet as Krycek forced himself to obey Mulder's command and remain
still. A gasp
of pain and pleasure rushed out as Mulder teased one sensitive
nipple, rolling
the tight bud between his fingers as his mouth descended to latch
onto the other.
Teeth raked across the surface eliciting another cry as Krycek
rolled his head
from side to side.
"Oh, God... Mulder."
Goosebumps raised Mulder's flesh as the husky voice cried out
his name and he
felt a pulse race through his body, culminating in his groin,
his own cock
twitching in renewed pleasure. Krycek seemed to sigh in relief
as Mulder's
fingers and mouth moved downwards, releasing him from the exquisite
pain but he
cried out again, in frustration, as Mulder skimmed passed his
groin to continue
his caress of the silky skin of the inner thigh, lavishing attention
on Krycek's
muscular thighs and calves before sucking and licking each toe.
His tongue
trailed along the sensitive sole of Krycek's foot, the toes curling
in as Alex
giggled.
When Mulder started the trip up his other leg, Krycek held
his breath and
released it explosively as his lover deliberately bypassed his
groin once more.
Unable to take any more he raised himself up and tried to grab
Mulder's head to
push him back down but the Agent gently shoved him away.
"I said, don't move."
"Mulder, this is torture..."
Desire slurred the words as Krycek gasped again. Fox Mulder
smiled as the body
writhed beneath his onslaught, every nerve ending alive and radiating
electrical
pulses from the tips of his fingers to his toes but centring on
the one area so
far neglected. Mulder sat back and smiled at the pleading in his
lover's eyes.
The dark lashes fluttered as Krycek panted in need.
Mulder sat back and grasped his own burgeoning erection, pumping
himself until he
was hard and ready.
"Please...."
Krycek watched, entranced by the small pearl of pre-cum seeping
from the tip. His
lover grinned and reached across to pull open the drawer in the
bedside cabinet.
He pulled out a tube, unscrewed the cap and squeezed a generous
amount onto his
fingers.
"Turn over."
Krycek rolled onto his stomach with some alacrity, legs parted,
his breathing
erratic as he waited for Mulder to do something... anything. He
sighed as he felt
fingers covered in the cool gel sliding between his cheeks, rubbing
across the
tight muscle. A heavily slicked finger pushed into him and he
contracted his
muscles to hold onto the invader tightly but let go when he felt
the stinging
slap across one cheek. The finger probed deeper, circling the
soft inner wall
until... Krycek cried out, bucking hard beneath Mulder as the
finger scraped
across his prostate, igniting his nerve endings and turning his
legs to jelly.
"Oh, God, Mulder... Don't stop..."
Mulder continued the assault but then pulled out. Krycek sobbed
in anguish,
desperate for the release that was being withheld from him. He
tried to move but
a hand pushed into the small of his back. Moments later he felt
Mulder's fingers
gliding along his cheek before dipping back down into the crevice.
He moaned,
arching back his head as the muscle was stretched to accommodate
two fingers
which thrust in and out, moving ever deeper until they scraped
across his
prostate once more.
Krycek began to thrust into the mattress beneath him but stopped
when he was
slapped, the stinging blow leaving a red hand print across one
white globe. The
fingers were removed and Krycek groaned as he felt Mulder move
between his legs.
He raised himself, pushing backwards when he felt Mulder's fingers
tug at his
hips and then steadied himself as he felt a blunt object press
against the now
more pliant muscle. Mulder eased forward, pushing against the
tight ring, sighing
as the head of his penis slipped inside. He waited until Krycek
had adjusted to
the wider bulk then thrust forward gently, burying his shaft deeper
into the
beloved body with each stroke. He reached around and grasped Krycek's
throbbing
shaft. Once fully in, he paused, savouring the sensation of the
hot, tight
channel and the feel of his balls pressed against the white cheeks.
He pulled
back slightly and adjusted the angle of penetration to find the
sensitive bulge
of Krycek's prostate, thrusting forward more vigorously, his hand
mimicking the
action on Krycek's shaft. Alex screamed out as his pain dulled
nerve endings
re-ignited, unable to hold back, his semen pumping out over Mulder's
hand as his
lover continued to pound into his ass. Moments later, Mulder stiffened
and Krycek
felt the surge of hot liquid filling him.
They collapsed in a heap, bodies exhausted, both sighing in
disappointment as
Mulder's flaccid shaft slipped from its human sheath. Mulder rolled
off his lover
and pulled Krycek into his arms. He kissed the parted lips and
watched the heavy
eyelids close as Krycek fell into a deep sleep. He whispered softly
as he nuzzled
into Krycek's neck.
"I guess pizza will have to wait."
His fingers caressed the short, dark hair.
"Still a stupid-ass haircut."
He smiled as he realised there was no longer a need for Krycek
to keep his hair
cut so short. Carding his fingers through long mahogany strands
was something
else he had to look forward to. He whispered into one perfect
ear.
"I'll never let you go again. Do you hear me, Alex. I love you."
He closed his eyes as Alex murmured something soft and unintelligible
yet knowing
from the way the other man buried himself closer into Mulder's
embrace that he
must have heard.
FBI Headquarters
Washington DC
Mulder stared at the final words in the document on the screen
before hitting the
print key. Seconds later the hard copy began to flow out of the
printer. He
waited until all the pages were there and then retrieved them.
Sitting back in
his chair, his raised his feet until they were supported by the
desk and turned
to the first page.
Hypnotic regression did not reveal anything new. Alex Krycek
must have remained
unconscious throughout most of his captivity but there is no doubt
that he had
been subjected to medical examination. X-rays reveal no sign of
any foreign
objects. His body contains none of the implants yet his health
is excellent.
There is no sign of the Black Cancer normally associated with
the removal of the
implants.
The other major question is the re-growth of his left arm.
Krycek had lost the
arm during the Tunguska affair and there are many witnesses to
this fact.
Although previous X-Files had discovered experimentation in
cloning and in the
re-growing of limbs, the results were nowhere near perfect and
despite the
functionality of the limbs in question, visually they were deformed.
Krycek's arm
is perfectly human and perfectly proportioned for his body, almost
as if it had
never been removed. No known human process could have achieved
this result.
Mulder looked away for a moment before continuing.
The next question is why. When I asked them not to kill him
and asked if they
could remove the implants I had not thought they cared and that,
to them,
Krycek's extermination was the only recourse. However, the implants
have gone, he
is healthy and he is whole again. For some reason they decided
to salvage Alexei
Krycek but the question remains. Why?
Case closed.
Mulder filed the document into the folder and placed it in
the cabinet. There was
so much he could have added. He could have provided several reasons
why they had
saved Alex ranging from the fact that they could use a human like
Krycek to aid
in their cause, to repayment for saving the life of their leader,
to the most
simple reason that they had taken pity on the human who loved
him. Whatever the
reason, Mulder was grateful.
He quickly typed up another letter; his resignation. He printed
it off and signed
it knowing he would drop it on Skinner's desk on the way out.
It had been a relatively easy decision to make considering
the number of years he
had spent in the FBI but there was no other way to reconcile this
with his need
to be with Alex Krycek. As far as the FBI was concerned, Krycek
was a fugitive
wanted in connection with a series of murders, disappearances,
break-ins and
other crimes and Mulder could not change that even though there
was no hard proof
to any of the allegations but, if caught, the circumstantial evidence
alone would
be enough to damn both of them. Yes, it was better to resign now
than be brought
before an Internal Inquest.
At least his pension would remain intact.
After more than 20 years of searching Mulder knew he had to
let go of his
obsession to find the full reason behind Samantha's abduction
in order to hold
onto Alex Krycek. He smiled. Who knows, maybe this new life would
yield the
answers he was seeking. After all, Alex had worked for the very
people who had
taken her all those years ago but, whatever happened, he would
continue to search
for the truth with the man he loved by his side.
***
AD Skinner read the short letter, knowing what it was before
he had even opened
the envelope.
"I don't accept this."
He crumpled it up and threw it into the wastebasket. Mulder
nodded towards the
desk.
"One of the beauties of modern technology - infinite copies
available at the
touch of a button."
Skinner sighed. "This isn't necessary, Agent Mulder."
"You don't know my reasons."
Skinner snorted. "Don't underestimate me." He pushed
his glasses firmly back on
his nose as he leaned back, looking Mulder directly in the eye.
"Alexei Krycek."
Mulder remained impassive although his insides had started
to turn to Jell-O.
What did Skinner know?
"I've reviewed the evidence against Agent Krycek and,
as far as I can see it is
all circumstantial. The only formal allegation against him is
in this report."
Skinner held up a folder with the name 'Barry, Duane' written
in bold type across
the title. Mulder recognised it as the report he had written following
Duane
Barry's suspicious death.
"If you rescind the allegations in here then the only
thing I can haul his ass in
for is failing to submit timely notice of his intention to leave
the FBI." He
paused, dropping the report onto the desk. "And even that
is debatable. I'm
certain Krycek's high-powered associates could easily produce
'evidence' that he
had been seconded to a special projects division during his so-called
'disappearance'."
Mulder stayed silent. It was true - all of it - but there still
remained the
problem of his sexual relationship with Alex Krycek. Every Government
agency,
including the FBI, stated that no person may be discriminated
against on the
grounds of race, gender, religious belief or sexual orientation
but, in practice,
that was never the case. He looked up, eyebrows raising as AD
Skinner seemingly
read his mind again.
"Despite what you believe, Agent Mulder, homosexuality
is accepted just the same
as heterosexual partnerships - as long as the individual concerned
does not allow
themselves to be compromised through their sexual partner or partners.
In this
case it's borderline but I'm willing to overlook it... on this
occasion."
Mulder drew a deep breath. Skinner knew but....
"I don't intend to give up Alex."
Skinner's mouth tightened into a firm line of disapproval but
then he relented.
Fox Mulder had already shown that he was willing to give up the
X-Files for Alex
Krycek so there was no bluff to call.
"OK. I assume you want to rescind these allegations."
"Yes, Sir."
Mulder rose from his seat knowing the interview was over. He
walked to the door
before his elation overflowed and he lost control of the urge
to kiss Skinner. A
stern voice called him back.
"Mulder, I'll be watching you... both of you. Don't give
me a reason to bring
this subject up again."
As he closed the door behind him Mulder could not prevent a
broad grin from
stretching across his face. The grin stayed with him all the way
back down to the
basement office where Dana Scully waited in grim silence. Her
face lightened as
she took in the bright eyes and stunning smile.
"Has Christmas come early?"
"And New Year and my birthday for the next century."
"Do I take it he refused your resignation - or is this
the start of a nervous
breakdown?"
"I'm staying, Scully... with the X-Files and with Alex."
***
One Month Earlier.
County of Somerset, England
The Well-Manicured Man turned away from the tank to review
the tapes and smiled.
Despite several unplanned events, everything had turned out the
way he had hoped.
Mulder had lead the Rebel aliens to 'Dr Hudson' and her work had
been totally
destroyed. What none of the others had realised was that her antidote
had not
been created for Humanity's benefit. It had been produced under
Colonist control
as a way to counteract the Black Oil vaccine. With this antidote
they could have
negated all of his work over the past 30 years and left Humanity
totally at their
mercy. He sneered. What mercy?
Of course, he could have simply told the Rebels to go to BioTechnics
at the very
beginning but what would that have achieved. Mulder's involvement
had been for a
reason... to motivate Hudson into gathering all of her work into
one place. Only
when he was sure that had been accomplished, after her disappearance
from the
Christchurch Institute, had he involved the Rebels. Unfortunately,
he had not
anticipated his Cigarette-Smoking colleague's interference but
then, he had not
realised how obsessed the man had become with Alex Krycek, obsessed
enough to use
both the Consortium and the Colonists to his own ends. A very
dangerous man...
and one who was still a free agent.
He paused the VCR and turned to examine the reality, a finger
reaching out to
touch the glass that separated him from the floating form of Alex
Krycek. Had he
known about the implants he would never have assigned Krycek to
this case. There
were other agents who could have assisted Fox Mulder but, fortunately,
for
whatever reason - a reason he may never learn of - the Faceless
aliens chose to
remove the implants from his chosen successor rather than destroy
him. However,
the method was by no means repeatable with other abductees. Krycek's
situation
was unique. His implants were of total alien manufacture and were
50 years out of
date having been placed by the Oilian from the Piper Maru. Nonetheless,
removal
had triggered the Black Cancer but by combining Krycek's DNA with
that of the
Rebel alien's they had succeeded in using a chemical antibody
to dissolve the
cancerous cells triggered by the implant.
He wondered how long it would be before Krycek realised what
had been done to him
and tried to experiment with his new and unique body chemistry.
The Rebel alien
had hinted that Krycek might have the ability to shape-shift and
heal... but to a
very limited degree. It would be interesting to watch this process
but he knew
time was running out. The tape the Cigarette- Smoking Man had
sent to the First
Elder of Krycek and Mulder searching through the Colonist-controlled
BioTechnics
had taken a fair amount of explanation and he was convinced it
had not been
wholly accepted. The others had begun to suspect he was in collusion
with the
Rebels. Yes, time was running out for him.
His sight took in a naked and whole Alexei Krycek.
This was his legacy to the younger man. The alien DNA had made
all the difference
to the limb re-growth. Unlike John Barnett, the limb was recognisably
human
having been grown from Krycek's own cells rather than from a Salamander's.
The
result was perfect and fully functional.
The Well-Manicured Man glanced up at the Rebel Leader who stood
next to the tank
watching the floating form. They had a lot more to discuss, including
the report
of a Colonist mothership somewhere in the Antarctic. It seems
the
Cigarette-Smoking Man was working a lot closer to the Colonists
than he had
suspected.
The Well-Manicured Man took one last look at the floating form
before leading the
way out of the laboratory. He had given orders that Krycek be
returned to Special
Agent Fox Mulder once the process was finished, knowing it was
the safest place
for him. The Cigarette-Smoking Man was not the only one who had
guessed how much
they loved each other. He paused. The axe seemed well and truly
poised above his
own head, and he was not certain whether he would be able to dodge
it when it
fell, however, with Alexei Krycek and Fox Mulder working together
with the
Rebels, he knew his work to save Humanity from the Colonists would
not die with
him.
End